Love Profound (Cowboys & Angels 2)

“He delivered my latest BOB, and I might have slipped and told him what it was. He asked me about it, and I thought I was being cute by asking if he wanted to help me try it out.”

I shot up to sitting. “You did not!”

“I did! And before I knew it, I was saying yes, and we were all over each other. Clothes flying. We didn’t even make it to my bedroom. He fucked me with my brand new vibrator in the damn hall and then again with his rather large dick in the living room.”

I covered my mouth to keep from laughing, and stood up. “I knew he was big! You could just tell.”

Jen groaned again. This time louder. “I had sex with the UPS guy. I’m like one of those lonely housewives who ends up having an affair with the mailman or the pool boy!”

I chuckle. “It’s kind of funny…and how can you have an affair when you’re not even married!”

“Yeah, I guess so.”

“Did you have fun?”

The silence on the other end of the phone was my answer. She had liked it, but was too embarrassed to admit it.

“Am I a slut if I say I did? And…that he’s coming back over tonight.”

“No, you’re not a slut. You’re a woman and he’s a guy and y’all have flirted since high school. Hey, wait. Wasn’t he engaged to Melanie Anne?”

“Yeah, but they split up. I keep thinking, how many other women does he fuck when he makes deliveries? Is he like the naughty Santa bringing the ‘special’ packages to only the good and bad women around town? Oh, my God, what have I done?”

I chewed my lip. The same thought had crossed my mind almost at the exact same time that Jen voiced it. “Not all men are pigs, Jen. Just the ones I date. I think you’re pretty safe.”

She laughed, and I could hear the shower turn on. “I better get into the shower. He’ll be here soon. I’m making dinner and then we’re heading over to Cord’s Place.”

“If you’re worried about it, ask him. But for now, have fun.”

“I will, on both accounts. And you, too! Hook up with some rich business guy who wants to bend you over his desk and take you from behind.”

“Those things only happen in my books, Jen.”

“Well, so does sleeping with the UPS driver, and look at me!”

We both laughed as we said our goodbyes.

After hanging up, I made my way onto the balcony of my suite. New York City was breathtaking, but it didn’t hold a candle to the view from my parents’ back porch. I’d take that over this any day. Sitting in a chair, I blew out a deep breath. I was happy for Jen. She deserved to find someone, whether it was an old, high school crush or some rich, oil tycoon. She longed for love. Like I had once, until my heart was shattered into a million pieces.

The memory hit me full force.

The knock on Ryan’s door went unanswered. I was about to turn and leave, when I reached for the doorknob to try it.

Open.

Smiling, I made my way into his parents’ house. We were both home on spring break. The last one of our senior year before we graduated from Texas A&M.

I made my way through the house, wondering where Ryan was. His truck was in the driveway so I knew he was here somewhere.

The loud bang from upstairs caused me to climb the stairs. I opened my mouth to call out Ryan’s name when I heard a moan. A female-sounding moan. My heart seized tightly in my chest.

“Yes. Yes. That feels so good.”

My hand covered my mouth as I slowly walked up the last of the steps. The moans grew louder—Ryan’s mixed with what sounded like two other women.

A sickness rolled through my body and settled right in the pit of my stomach.

“Yes! Ryan, yes!”

I stopped outside his parents’ room where the voices were coming from.

“Angelica, God, you feel amazing.”

Who was Angelica?

Everything in me screamed that I should run. Instead, I reached for the door handle and turned. The door opened slowly, and I couldn’t believe my eyes.

Ryan was in bed with not only one woman, but two. He was screwing one while the other watched and got herself off.

The girl sitting off to the side looked at me. “Sorry, honey, I’m next.”

The room started to spin and the only thing I could do was stand there like an idiot and watch the man I’d given my heart to screw some woman while he sucked on the tit of another one.

“Having fun?” I finally managed.

Ryan quickly pulled out of the girl and jumped off the bed, not even bothering to cover himself. His floozies also didn’t seem to care that they had been caught naked.