Bound (A Faery Story 1)
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Just like that, the food turned to sawdust in his mouth. Beck took a
long drink and forced himself to continue eating. He would need the
energy for the battle to come. He needed to maintain control.
“There is nothing of contentment in my life. There hasn’t been for
the past thirteen years.” Beck’s mind started to go back to the terrible
night when he lost both his parents and his sister. He had only been
able to save his twin, Cian. He chose, as he had since that day when
he was seventeen, to look to the future. “It is not that I don’t dream of
taking back what rightfully belongs to me, Rhys. It is simply a matter
of practicality. My loyalists are gone.”
Rhys shook his bearded head vigorously. “That is untrue, Your
Highness. There are many here, and many more on the home plane.
Tir na nÒg is full of Fae longing for Your Highness.”
Beck sighed because he would have to put this to the gnome in
blunt words. It would likely ruin the man’s illusions of him, but then,
Beck no longer had use for illusions. “Peasants, Rhys, you’re talking
about peasants. While I am thrilled to have the love of the people,
money is needed to wage war, and I have none. I am barely able to
buy my way into this tourney. I have no idea how I’m going to clothe
my mate after I’ve won her. She’ll be roaming the forests in one of
my beat-up old shirts. If I can’t even take care of my mate, I’ve got no
idea how I should go about fighting a war.”
Rhys leaned forward. His small, ruddy face was fervent. “The
loyalists heard that Cian was fading. They know that if Cian dies, you
will be half a man. Symbiotic twins are very powerful, my liege, but
everyone knows that if your intellectual half fades, you will not be fit
to rule.”
“Hence my long ride through that bloody forest to get here,” Beck
admitted. “Cian is fading because he has no female. We are long past