Only One Bed

Awkward and wet, our lips touched. Noses bumping. Another laugh. Mouths pressing. Finding the right angle. Third time the charm.

A real kiss.

I was kissing Sam. Sam was kissing me. We were kissing, and it was everything. I moaned into his mouth, pushing with my tongue. I shouldn’t go too fast, but hunger gnawed. It was like when you didn’t realize how starving you were until the first bite of food.

Sam moaned back at me like an answer as he opened for my tongue. We were kissing. This was happening, and it was perfect. Well, clumsy. I stuck my finger in Sam’s ear as I reached up to touch his hair.

Still kissing him, I fumbled for the dangling cord of the Christmas lights. The extension cord was looped around a spindle on Sam’s side, and I stretched over him blindly to plug in the cord.

Why was it so hard to get a plug in an outlet the right way? Maybe I’d ruin the moment, but I had to see him.

Under me now, Sam broke the kiss. “What are you—?”

The string of colored lights came to life. With Sam beneath me, I gazed down at him. His eyes were wide, lips wet, and face flushed. Or maybe it was the red and pink lights on his skin? I pressed kisses to his cheeks, and no, they were warm.

Pulling back, I met his eyes. He ran his hands up and down my back, and I pushed my knee fully between his thighs, feeling his hardness. My cock was iron against his hip, so he had to know I was turned on.

“Hi,” Sam said.

“Hi.”

He licked his lips. “Is this okay?”

I had to smile. “Yes.” And I had to ask, “You really want this? With me? Not just because I’m here?” Did that make sense?

Apparently it did, since Sam nodded. “It’s you,” he said simply.

I dove for his mouth, ready to devour him, our tongues meeting desperately. My hips rocking, I moved on top of him, and he spread his legs for me like we’d been doing this forever.

For me. That’s Sam’s cock hard for me. He’s kissing me. I’m kissing him.

I’d imagined this so many times, but reality was even better. Because I was tasting Sam’s lingering toothpaste and inhaling his unique scent that was all him since he never wore cologne or aftershave since he barely had to shave.

Our groans were smothered as we kissed and kissed, rubbing our dicks through flannel. I was going to come way too soon. What if this was the only chance I got with Sam? What if this was one late-night experimentation because he was horny and we were sharing a bed, and he thought why not?

If this was it, I wasn’t coming yet.

Gasping as I tore my mouth free, I pushed myself up on my arms, our groins barely touching now. Sam’s eyes flew open, his brow furrowing.

“What? Why? Don’t stop.” He dug his fingers into my ribs. “Please.”

“Don’t wanna come yet.”

“Oh, right. Okay. Yeah.” His Adam’s apple bobbed. “Good idea.”

I shouldn’t talk and potentially ruin this, but I couldn’t help it. “Am I the guy you want to kiss?”

His frown returned, the furrow between his brows so cute. “Um, isn’t that obvious?”

“I just thought maybe… Maybe you like someone else, but I’m here, so.” I tried to catch my breath. I needed water.

“I’m not thinking about anyone else. Only you. I didn’t realize it before. I didn’t admit it. But this is all about you. There’s no other guy. You’re the one.”

His fingers dug so hard into the tender flesh between my ribs that he’d leave bruises, and I lived for it. I kissed him fiercely before pulling back enough to whisper, “I want you more than anything. What do you—what should we do?”

He bit his wet bottom lip, and he was so cute I couldn’t stand it. “What do you normally do with guys? I’ve only been with girls. I guess the principles are the same?” He laughed nervously. “I mean, friction and slipperiness. Holes. Um, filling them.”

“Oh, Jesus. Yes. All of the above.” I kissed him again, long licks into his mouth and soft moans, our pace slowing.

“What do you normally like?” he asked. “I think… You’re a bottom, right? Based on stuff you’ve said over the years? About…wanting to be fucked? Liking that.”

“Uh-huh.” I nodded, rolling my hips against his and making us both moan. “But I’m verse. I can do you if you wanted? Have you ever been pegged or anything by a girl?”

He shook his head, his face definitely flushing in the soft, colorful glow of the lights. “I thought it was pretty kinky when Mandy started sticking her finger in my ass when she blew me.”

I chuckled. “It felt good, though?”

“Yeah. You like stuff like that?”

“Hell yes. I love ass play. Fingers, tongue, cock, dildo. A banana one time when I was young and desperate.”