Cindersmellya

I mean, I guess you can try to unsubscribe, but why would you do that? Don’t you love me?

If you’re shaking your head right now because you don’t love me because I haven’t answered your email, lemme just say that I am sooooo behind.

In the last like three days I’ve gotten so much love from you guys! Like there are thousands of people on this NL, and I think over 2,000 emails have poured through. I’ve read them all, and they all made me smile - but I had to read them quickly and start responding one by one.

And, I’m going to New York City for the weekend. I’m actually just arrived at the lounge in the airport right now and I was like hmmm, something is missing. Right, I haven’t talked to my Naughty Angels yet today lol!

And yes, the whole thing about 4 suitcases is absolutely true. Although to be honest, one suitcase is still a carry-on and the other three aren’t like super huge - just like 40 pounds each.

Suitcase #1: Lingerie, sex toys (only 2!), shoes (ballet flats, sneakers, several pairs of heels, gym shoes, flip flops, Uggs, boots (regular and fuck me)), makeup kit, hair dryer, more lingerie.

Suitcase #2: Winter clothes and 4 tablets and a kindle

Suitcase #3: Summer clothes in case it gets warm and shorts and sundresses and t shirts and some formal clothes in case I wanna role play with the Mr. NYC.

Oh ya, there is a guy involved. We dated for some time in the past but then had a 3 some and he realized he was happier with men and thus ended our relationship. But we are still friends that uhmm…hang out. At the time Mr. NYC and I broke up I lived in NYC and worked on Wall Street and never thought that one day I’d write romance otherwise I’d totally take notes.

City Girl 3/26/2017

Let’s talk for a moment how I’m just a city girl…

That’s right. I got here with my 3 giant suitcases and one carry on and I realized that you can take me outta the big city but you can’t take the city out of me.

From the rooftop bars of 230 Fifth to the tennis courts of Central Park, I think I was made to enjoy this city omg.

I’m staying at the W in midtown right now, and like yesterday I got in towards like the evening and had a late dinner at Criff Dogs (lol) and then met a girlfriend for a drink at Bemelman’s. Of course, there’s ice cream at Serendipity in the cards and frozen yogurt at 40 Carrot. Shopping at Bloomies and Saks and buying lingerie (more) at La Perla. I gotta do a sesh at Sephora just because and today I went to the Whole Foods at the Time Warner Center hoping to run into hot guys at the hot food deli lol.

O ya, I talked to the doorman at One57 since you know, its always featured in my book. Had a hot dog outside Trump International at Columbus Circle. I’m doing my NL right now and then I think we’re gonna get a drink at Stone Rose back at Time Warner and then Meatball Shoppe down in LES.

Tomorrow, it’s tennis in the park if the weather is okay and then brunch at Balthazar. Then a long day of day drinking on the Upper West Side, starting with Brother Jimmy’s and then I think dinner at Spotted Pig and maybe drinks at Agave. Oh I so wanna go clubbing tonight but I dunno what clubs are hot anymore. Back in the day Bungalow 8 was cool, but I was more of a Pink Elephant girl.

Ya, New York City values lol. I hope maybe get some loving tonight too - one can always hope right?

But you know what’s better than just sex? Like dirty filthy sex is great, but you know what’s better?

Love.

I’m becoming a sucker for love again, I can tell. It took me a while, but I’m getting ready to look for love all over again. My heart is healed and my eyes are looking. And I’ve been casting about today. I figure I’ll start at PJ Clarkes on Monday, after the I-bankers from Citi, Goldman, and BlackRock get off work and start to congregate. Maybe move down to Papillon to see about the Sherman & Stearling lawyers and then go down to Stone Street and Delmonico’s for the Sullivan & Cromwell associates.

You don’t have to work on Wall Street to woo me. But you do have to be strong and confident. Hot is a plus. We all know about the 12 inches thing. I don’t need a cowboy, but I do need someone I can ride. Kind. Faithful. Honest. Caring. Must love dogs.

Any other qualities I’m missing?

Thank You 3/28/2017

Oh my God! Men of the House is #81!! In the entire Amazon store!!

I literally cannot believe it! I mean yes, I've been here before but I'm just always so humbled that people are reading. The amount of love that you guys show me is just sometimes so much I just wanna cry. But like a good cry, you know? Because it just feels so powerful. I dunno, I don't know if it makes any sense. Like you feel all happy and wanna hug a pillow because you can't believe like people all around the world are reading it. I know, I'm sounding crazy...sooooo lemme stop.

But I wanna make sure that you know that I appreciate it. I love all my readers, or even people who know who I am lol. I know sometimes I sound angry or like total bitch, but I'm really just a sweet girl looking for love. I like pink and I like sexy and I like being cute and making people laugh.

But I also like doing things that are nice for people and making them squeal (yes, both types of squeal, LOL).

So to say thank you, I'm gonna do this.

I don't usually give my books away for free, but I'm gonna do a freebie. I just don't know which one.

So for the next few days, I'm gonna ask my readers. Respond back to me, and tell me what book from either my catalog, the Mona catalog, or the Abby Angel catalog you want to see free. I'll choose one based on your comments and push it out free for 2 days. And you can download and carry a lil piece of me wherever you go.