Jade (Wildflowers 3)

430 V C. ANDREWS

"How did they get so much older so fast? I wondered. "Where am I? I wondered.

"The room was unfamiliar. What happened to my room? Where were all my things? Where was my big bubble?

"I wanted to sleep, but they wouldn't let me. They shook me and called to me until I kept my eyes open. "'Where am I, Mommy?' I asked.

"I saw tears on her cheeks. My mother never cried. What was going on? I wondered. I looked at my father. His eyes were glassy, too.

"'You're in the hospital, Jade, but you're going to be all right,' she said.

"'That's right, baby,' my father said. 'You're going to be all right.'

"'Good,' I said. 'Are we going to the beach today?' "'Yes,' my father said, laughing, 'we're going to the beach today.'

"My mother smiled through her tears and brushed my hair off my forehead.

"A doctor stepped up beside them and said something too low for me to hear. They nodded and then each kissed me. That's what made me think I was still five years old, I guess. I wanted to hold on to that as long as I could," I added, glancing at Dr. Marlowe again. She nodded.

"My parents turned and walked out of the room and I thought, I could almost swear, they were holding hands. Maybe it was what I hoped I saw," I concluded sadly.

I stared at the floor. After a sigh that was so deep I could feel it in my bones, I looked up.

"It wasn't long afterward that I came to see Dr. Marlowe."

I took a deep breath and looked out the window. No one spoke. We could hear water running through a pipe somewhere off to our right in the house.

"What happened with the judge and all?" Star asked finally.

"It's not completely over," I replied, "but it looks like my parents are going to compromise and agree to joint custody. My father is talking about building himself a new house. He's getting more and more excited about it. He's brought me the plans and showed me where my room would be and he's asked me to make suggestions.

"My mother is talking about a leave of absence from her job, but I'm not holding my breath. Yesterday, she said the company management was thinking about giving her a significant raise to keep her from leaving, even for a hiatus.

"Things are different in the house. I'll say that. They both seem to tiptoe around me lately and they never argue or even discuss problems when I'm around. In fact, it's just the opposite. They're overly polite to each other. Their war is coming to an end," I said.

"Everyone talks about rebuilding, mending, putting it all behind us. There's a new reality and we've got to learn how to adjust to it," I said, repeating some of the platitudes I had been told.

"I feel like my whole life to this point was written in chalk and a few lawyers, sociologists, yes, even therapists, have come along and helped erase it and start writing new words. Sometimes, I think I should change my name and really go through a rebirth."

"You've got a pretty name," Misty said softly.

I smiled at her. She reached out to touch my hand and hold it for a moment.

"Well," Dr. Marlowe said, "I don't know about you guys, but I think I'm ready to call it a day. You heard Emma before. She practically ordered me to be sure you all enjoyed the nice weather."

I nodded. All the girls were staring at me now. Then Misty smiled and Star quickly followed. Cat joined them and I laughed.

"I guess I talked a lot more than I expected. Sorry." "No, no, it was fine," Star said.

"Yeah, I'm glad you told us as much as you wanted," Misty said.

Cat nodded.

"Me too," she said in a voice just above a whisper.

We all stood up and Dr. Marlowe led us out of the office and to the front door. My limousine and driver were there already, as was Star's grandmother and Cat's mother. Misty had to call for a cab and we all offered to wait with her.

"No, you don't have to," she said. "It won't be long. I'm used to waiting for cabs these days."