Size Matters (Chaos and Carnage MC 1)

“Then I guess I’m a no one.” He placed his palm flat on her thigh and gave it a squeeze. He loved the fullness of her legs and did in fact want to feel them wrapped around his waist as he fucked her hard.

She had been living with him now for close to two weeks. He couldn’t even believe how fast the time was flying by. With each day that passed, she was making more and more progress.

It wouldn’t be too long before she was capable of moving around on her own. The nights spent in her bed were his favorite. Being able to wrap his arms around her, pull her in close, and just hold her. After the first night of sleeping in her bed, he didn’t believe it was an open invitation, so the next night, he’d gone to his own lonely bed.

Maddie’s screams had woken him up.

The moment he was in bed with her, it was like he chased the dreams away, and he helped her to feel strong. To fight off whatever demons were affecting her. Since then, his place to sleep was right beside her.

She fit so perfectly in his arms. They were a perfect fit together.

“Why do you do that?” she asked.

“Tell you the truth?”

She nodded her head with a slight jerk.

“I don’t want to lie to you, Maddie. I’ve done a whole lot of it in my time, and I don’t know, I think with you, you’re the kind of woman who values honesty over everything else. Am I wrong?”

“You’re not wrong. I don’t want to be lied to.”

“Then how about we make a deal. I will never lie to you, and you will never lie to me.” He held out his hand.

“Why do I feel this is a bad idea?”

“You’re worried about lying to me?” he asked.

“No. I wouldn’t do that.”

“Then shake on it. You’ve got nothing to worry about.”

Her lips were pursed, and she tilted her head to the side, staring at his hand as if it was some kind of viper.

“I’m not going to bite … too hard.”

“Haha, very funny.” She began to chuckle. “Fine. Deal.” She placed her hand within his.

Bull slid his palm up a little farther so the tips of his fingers were so close to her pussy but yet not even touching. If she made the wrong move, he’d be touching her so easily.

“Do you want me to fuck you?” he asked. “And no lying. We made that deal.”

She gasped. “That’s why you did it!”

“That and I have no interest in lying to you. Ever.” He smirked as he helped slide the sweatpants up across her delectable ass and onto her waist. “So tell me, Maddie. You want to fuck me? Are you curious?”

“You did this on purpose.”

“And don’t lie,” he said.

Of course, he’d done it on purpose. She could lie or ignore him. It wasn’t like he was going to hurt her to get what he wanted.

He folded his arms and waited.

“I can’t believe this. Fine.” She looked past his shoulder and nodded her head.

He put fingers behind his ear. “I’m sorry. I can’t hear that. Can you repeat that?”

“Yes. Yes, I’d like you to … you know…” Her eyes went wide and she nodded.

Bull knew exactly what she meant, but that wasn’t the answer he was looking for.

“I don’t understand.”

“Yes, you do. You just want me to say it. Are you getting off on embarrassing me?”

“Not getting off on it, but enjoying it, yes.”

She shook her head, and her laughter was infectious. “Yes, Bull, I want you to … make love to me.”

He wrinkled his nose. “Nah, I want to hear you say the word fuck. Just let me hear it. Give it to me.”

“You know how bad that sounds, right?”

“Hell yeah, and you know it’s going to feel so much better than that.”

“Oh, my God, this is insane.”

“I can’t hear you, Maddie? Tell me what you want.”

“Fine. Fine. Fine. I want you to fuck me.”

He shouldn’t have nagged because that was the sweetest fucking sin he’d ever heard. Cupping her face, he stroked his thumb across her lips right before he kissed her. It wasn’t enough. Nothing was ever enough when it came to Maddie, but right now, it was all he could do.

Stroking his hands down, he was so tempted to touch her, to give her just a little taste of what was to come, but he held himself back, not wanting to drive temptation too high for himself.

He broke the kiss when he heard a distinctive whining noise.

“What was that?” Maddie asked.

“That was a little gift I thought you might like.” He got to his feet and lifted her, placing her in her chair. She hated it when he did this, but with her bad leg and being unable to use crutches, this was how he helped her around.