The Seduction (Notorious 1)
“Do you think you could bring yourself to call me Van
essa?”
“Yes… Vanessa. Thank you.”
“So you enjoy Shakespeare?”
“Very much. And the edition is beautiful. I shall cherish your gift.”
“I would be happy to read to you sometime, if you would permit me.”
For a long moment Olivia regarded her, searching her face with intelligence and a quiet wisdom. “You are very persistent, I think.”
Vanessa smiled. “Quite. My mama says it is my greatest failing. But, like Old Ned, I have excessive reserves of endurance.”
To her delight, the two of them shared an intimate moment of accord.
“Where did you find so lovely a volume?” Olivia asked softly.
“At Hatchard’s bookshop in London. If you like, I shall take you there the next time you are in town.”
“I doubt I will be going to London anytime in the future,” the girl replied bitterly.
“No? Your brother told me he hoped to take you there next year for your come-out.” That wasn’t quite true, but Vanessa had no doubt that if Olivia expressed even the slightest interest, Damien would give her a dozen come-outs.
Olivia raised eyes that were full of pain. “How can I have a Season,” she asked, her voice low, desolate, “when I cannot walk, let alone dance?”
Her heart hurting, Vanessa reached out to take the girl’s hand. “My dear, I cannot pretend to know how difficult this all must be for you, but I do know you needn’t face it alone. You have people who care for you, who will help you through the worst of it, if you only let them.”
“I suppose Damien told you… what happened.”
“He told me that you met with a tragic accident which you in no way deserved.”
“I thought… he was angry with me… for behaving so foolishly.”
“No. If anything, he is angry at himself for not protecting you better. From what I’ve seen, your brother cherishes you. He would do anything in his power to help you get well.”
“He doesn’t cherish me, not really.” Olivia’s voice trembled. “He never paid me the slightest heed until my… accident. I’ve always been alone.”
“I know he regrets that. And you aren’t alone, Olivia. The servants obviously adore you, and I’m certain you have friends who are concerned for you.”
A tear spilled down her pale cheek. “Some of my friends called at first, but I… turned them all away. I didn’t wish them to see me like this.”
“That is understandable,” Vanessa said gently. “And were I in your place, I daresay I would have felt the same way. It would be easier simply to give up, to believe my life over, to lie on my couch and never have to face the world. It would be easier… but it would not be fair.”
“Fair?”
“To your brother. I cannot believe you have any notion how much he blames himself for letting this tragedy befall you.”
“He wasn’t to blame,” Olivia admitted in a low voice.
“You will never convince him of that, not as long as he can do nothing to help ease your misery. He is hurting for you, Olivia. Is that what you want?”
There was an obvious hesitation. “No…” she said reluctantly. “I don’t want Damien to hurt for me.”
“Then you might begin by agreeing to see the physician he has engaged for you. Even if you show little progress, you will at least have tried for his sake.”
When Olivia turned her face away, Vanessa felt her heart sink.