You'll Never Lose Me (Never 4)

“We know it's too soon for that but you need to know that it is going to happen, the question that is, if you hadn’t already guessed where we were going with this in the first place. Anyway, because we didn’t think you would say yes until we had all finished our studies for good we did something a little less drastic, but just as permanent,” Amias finishes off and one by one they all start removing their tops.

I’m never going to complain about them getting naked, but I’m a little thrown by this sudden turn. It isn’t until they drop their tops on the floor and place their hands at their sides that I see it, matching tattoos on their chests.

There’s a shaded star with my name written across the tip and each of their initials at a different point, a point for each of us, making us as complete as the stars in the night sky.

“As close to our hearts as we can get, because you are already tattooed upon them anyway our love,” Noah’s words finally push me over the edge as I launch myself off the bed and throw myself at them.

It’s hard having a five person cuddle, but we’re making it work until I realise that I’m surrounded by four, half-naked men and my mind can’t stay clean and innocent any longer. Mine.

“Line up and get your pants off,” it comes out husky, and they look confused but they do as I tell them and I drop down in front of Amias and slide him into my mouth.

“Little cub,” he moans as he cups the back of my head and I snake one of my hands out and over to Harrison, wrapping my hand around him and pumping him hard and fast. I do the same to Noah and I do feel bad for Elijah but I only have two hands.

“Damn that’s hot,” he groans and my eyes connect with his as he starts pumping his cock whilst watching me.

I release Amias from my mouth for a moment so I can say, “you could always get one of them to help,” I’m joking but the looks on their faces are priceless.

“Would you like that Hen?” Elijah asks and honestly, I can’t say I haven’t thought about them being together.

I smile slightly before releasing my men and walking over to Elijah, pushing against his chest until he’s pressing against the bed.

“I can’t say I’m not curious about it, but I can live with getting all of your attention,” I reply, as he sits down and I bend at the hips and pull him into my mouth.

It isn’t long before hands grip my hips and move me around so I’m perched on the mattress on all fours, Elijah has to move with us as I refuse to let go of him. Not that he’s complaining.

“Noah, why don’t you slide under her,” Harrison says and Noah can’t stop smiling as he does as he’s told.

His face lines up with my breasts and his hands massage them as he kisses across my globes and it’s hard to concentrate on my task at hand.

“Don’t mind me,” Amias says and I don’t understand his words, until Noah suddenly gasps and I have to pull away and I can see him held firmly within Amias’ grasp as he slides him between my wet folds and we are both moaning as I grip hold of Amias’ length and stroke him from tip to base as I pull Elijah back into my mouth and swallow him down whole.

“Fuck,” passes through Noah’s lips as Amias guides him to my entrance and he slowly thrusts himself inside me.

I can feel my eyes roll and I’m beyond sensitive when I feel Harrison come to stand behind me and stroke his finger across my puckered hole. He slips it inside me and it's sensation overload as I come apart and only increase the speed with my mouth and hand wanting them to lose themselves as much as I am.

“Are you ready for me woman?” Harrison asks gruffly and I meet his eyes and awkwardly nod my head with Elijah still in my mouth. He then replaces his finger with the tip of his cock and slowly pushes his way deep within me.

I’m so full I can hardly take it, and it only takes a few thrusts before I’m crying out and Noah isn’t far behind. Elijah lets go seconds later and I make sure not to waste a single drop before turning my head to give Amias the same treatment. The thing with a harem, you have

to make sure it's fair.

We all get cleaned up and return to my bed and just stay together, holding one another, touching and kissing and just being. I can’t see it ever being easy for us, but the best things in life are always hard and they're worth all the work.

I have no idea how a marriage could work between five people, but I know I don’t stand a chance in hell of saying no. Why would I want to? I have the four guys who complete me and together we chase away the darkness and create our own light. This is our family and I will never let them go just like they will never lose me again. It’s long been said that you should never say never, but if anyone ever tells me to choose, it’s the only word that will ever pass my lips, followed by a strong, no fucking way. Because they’re mine and I’m theirs.