The One I Love

“Well, for the entire month after we parted ways, I was miserable, wanting you, yearning to be close to you,” she said, lightening my heart. “Then one morning, I woke up, and I was terribly sick. Hailey had to come and get me up off of the floor of the bathroom.”

“Oh, no,” I said, worried. “Are you all right?”

“Well, I am now.” She smiled. “But I didn’t have the flu or food poisoning or anything else like that.”

“Okay, then what did you have?”

“I didn’t have anything,” she said. “I found out that I was pregnant. Immediately, I knew I had to find you, to tell you what was going on. I spent the last year trying to track you down, but I lost you at every turn. So, when it got to the point where I was too pregnant to continue chasing you down, I came to the conclusion that I would have to wait until after the baby was born, when I could meet you here in our spot and tell you everything.”

“Wait,” I said, looking into her eyes. “Wait just a second. Let me process this. You had a baby? You had our baby?”

“Yes,” she said calmly. “Her name is Lily Eliza, and she is a little over three months old. She has your hair and your nose, and she giggles at everything. I have to admit, at first, I was terrified, especially when I realized that I might not find you, but when I held her in my arms for the first time, I fell completely in love with her. I know this is a lot, and I didn’t come here expecting anything from you. I just thought that you had the right to know that you had a child out there.”

I turned and clasped my hands in front of me, staring down in the snow. I had so many emotions running through me that I could barely get ahold of all of them. I was in complete shock by this news. Suffice it to say, this was not anywhere in the conversation that I thought we would have. I took in a deep breath and absorbed the information into my brain. Then, I opened my eyes and turned back to Bea.

“Where is she now?”

“She is in the nursery,” she said, smiling.

“Here? Like in Aspen?”

“Yes, right inside.” She laughed.

“I have to meet her,” I said, standing up and smiling big. “I have to meet my daughter.”

Bea giggled and stood up quickly, looking at my face as if she were trying to figure out if I were serious or not. I turned to her and grabbed her, pulling her into a huge hug. She laid her face on my chest and let out a deep breath, something I felt like she had been holding since we left each other.

“I can’t believe that I’m a father,” I said, looking down at Bea. “This is absolutely amazing. Unexpected and a little confusing, but amazing nonetheless.”

“Well, what are we waiting for?” she asked, reaching out her hand. “Come meet your little girl.”

I smiled and grabbed onto her, following her around the corner and back into the resort. The atmosphere of the inside seemed completely different than when I left, and there was an excitement in my chest that I just couldn’t shake. The colors were brighter, the laughter louder, and the fact that Bea was by my side was so amazing that I felt like I was in a dream. I followed her around the corner and through the corridor where the conference rooms were. At the end of the hallway, there was a brightly-painted room with the sound of children’s laughter coming from the inside.

“Well, hello,” a woman said happily as we walked in the door. “You’re back early.”

“We are,” she said, winking at the woman.

“Lily is in the infant room in her pack and play, listening to music and watching the mobile,” she said.

“Wait here,” Bea said, smiling before disappearing into a back room.

My palms were sweating, and I could feel my heart racing. I was about to meet my daughter, a little girl that I didn’t even know I had. As Bea emerged from the room, I took in a deep breath and watched her get closer. She stopped in front of me and smiled. I looked down at the most beautiful baby I had ever seen in my life. She was cooing and moving all over the place, and her little hands and feet were so cute, I wanted to eat them. I melted into a giant puddle right then and there.

“Cameron, meet your daughter,” Bea said, handing her over to me.

I held her tightly in my arms and looked down, watching her eyes search for me. She reached up and grabbed at my face as I leaned over and kissed her softly on the forehead. Tears pulled at the corners of my eyes, and I looked up at Bea in amazement. She had created this little life, and the whole time, I was thinking that she didn’t want me around. I had hoped for one love, and I had been given two. This was hands down the best New Year’s I had ever had. I knew right then and there that I wanted to be with Bea, and I wanted to be the father to Lily that I should be. This baby was now my life, and I couldn’t have been happier if I tried.

Chapter 28

New Year’s Eve

Bea

“Why don’t you guys come stay in my room?” Cameron asked, leaning over and kissing me on the forehead. “I have an adjoining office in my room where we can set up the baby.”

“That sounds perfect,” I said, laying Lily in her carrier and covering her with a blanket. “Let me just get her things.”

I walked around with Mrs. Mouser, collecting Lily’s bag and pack and play. My heart was racing a million miles a minute, and I couldn’t even catch my breath. That had gone even better than I could have ever imagined. Not only did Cameron tell me how much he cared about me, he embraced Lily with open arms. Now, some of that excitement might fade when he realized how hard it was to take care of a child, but I had complete faith that he was ready to be an amazing father to Lily. I walked back out, and Cameron took the bag and pack and play from me. I leaned down and picked up the carrier and thanked Mrs. Mouser for being so amazing.