Dirty Love Romance

“Mm.” He’s watching me closely, carefully. Studying me. Maybe thinking up punishments for interrupting him.

I can’t deny that the thought of that sends a dangerous thrill through my body. My pussy tightens, imagining exactly what he might do to me…

“Lie down on the bed, Corbella.”

“Yes, sir,” I respond, unable to hide the quiver of desire in my tone. Obediently, I climb onto the bed, then lie on my back, looking up at him. I love watching him study me; the way his eyes crawl over every inch of my body, hungry and devouring, makes me feel so fucking sexy it’s unreal.

“I’m going to enjoy teaching you…” He crawls onto the bed over me, pausing for a second to gaze down at me, almost in wonder. Or lust. Then he twines his fingers in mine, and spreads my arms out wide, to my sides.

He doesn't try to distract me this time. He lets me watch, so I know what's coming. I see the chains he pulls up from one side of the bed, wraps around my wrist, before he turns to see to the other. I tug gently against them as he slides down my body, his lips caressing my skin all the while, until he reaches my ankles and does the same to them.

I'm spread-eagled before him now, naked and exposed. He has me right where he wants me, to do whatever he wants. I don't know what to make of that, except to feel nerves flare in my stomach. What did he mean, earlier, about the things I don't know...?

"Maybe it wasn't fair of me not to explain this sooner," he says, leaning over me. Reading my mind, answering the unasked question that hovered on my lips. "But I couldn't help myself around you, Corbella. I want you. All to myself. You are so perfectly..." He trails a finger down my chest as he says this. Between my breasts, circling my belly button. "Untrained. Innocent, almost, which seems strange to say of a whore." His eyes flash to mine, full of amusement, lightening the sting of that word. "That's what made me need to have you. To taste you."

His finger is still trailing over my skin, tracing every inch of me, one limb at a time, until all the hair on my body stands on end. "I want to break you, Corbella, precisely because you are so beautifully delicate." He leans in close and kisses my neck just below my ear. Trails his lips down my skin, until he reaches my shoulder. All the while he is gentle, so gentle it seems a forced opposite to the dark desire in his tone. "I want to teach you about pain and pleasure. About the spaces in between. I want to train you in pleasuring a man. In pleasuring me. Because that's the other thing."

Now those dark eyes flash with danger. "I want you to myself. I cannot abide the thought of sharing you, not with anyone."

Shit. Boundaries, Corbella, I remind myself angrily. But before I can even open my mouth to protest, to point out that eventually I will need to take other clients–that I'm doing this for a reason, much as I may hate it–he interrupts.

"I'll make it worth your while. I will see to it that you are compensated for your loyalty–beyond even what I'm paying you now."

I think about the $3,000 a day retainer he paid me to wait for him. More than that? I swallow hard, my throat feeling tight. There's no way I could possibly say no to that kind of money, and Giovanni knows it. Part of me is a little worried by that. The way that he knows exactly how to get what he wants, and goes for the jugular to do it.

But another part of me is turned on by that. He's exactly the kind of man who knows what he's doing. There's something alluring about that; and about his promise to teach me, train me. He's already taught me things I never knew about myself. Like the fact that I can climax from my G-spot alone, or the fact that I actually kind of like pain, being tied up, being dominated. I never imagined that that kind of play in the bedroom could be this fucking hot.

And then there's Gio himself... like something straight out of one of my wet dreams. All solid muscle and perfectly sculpted jawline and those dark, penetrating eyes... Yeah, I could get pretty damn used to sleeping with this guy exclusively. And if he wants to pay me so I can get out from under the mountain of debt I have with my stepfather at the same time, then all the better.

I don't know why I'm even hesitating, except that a tiny part of my brain, the danger sensor, the one that tries so hard to keep stupid me out of crazy situations, is blaring full-force now. Screaming that this is exactly the kind of line I don't want to step over. That this feels way too much like a relationship, suddenly.

A relationship where my boyfriend wants to tie me up and do unspeakable things to me, no less.

When I glance up from my thoughts, Gio is still watching me intently, studying my face, as though he can read my thoughts like an open book. Who knows? Maybe he can.

"What do you say, Corbella?" His voice is a low murmur, and he reaches up to brush my hair back from my forehead. "Is it 'when' yet, or are you willing to try this with me?"

I already know what I'm going to say. Warning nerve flares in my gut aside, there's nothing else I could say now. My stupid lust-driven sex drive and my rapidly pounding heart won't let me answer any other way.

"Yes, sir," I murmur, barely a breath. A breath that's a promise and a plea at once. "Let's try this."

"Are you sure?" Those dark eyes search mine deeply. A little crease appears on his forehead as he gazes at me. "I won't ask again. After you agree, I'm going to let you see who I really am. The side of me I've been hiding for fear it would scare you away."

Studying that handsome, sexy, vulnerable expression of his, my first thought is, you can't scare me away. There’s nothing that I imagine he could do to make me stop wanting him. The desire that pools in my belly, and slips wetly between my legs, is too intense to ignore.

So I lift my chin and meet his eye with a searching gaze of my own. "Bring it on. Sir," I add, belatedly.

At that, his smile widens. Darkens, too. "As you wish, my sexy little slut," he replies. Then he pushes off from the bed and disappears from my line of sight for a second. I turn my head, trying to follow him. He must not like that. Next thing I know, he's emerged from the closet with something soft and velvety and dark in his hands. He wraps it around my forehead gently, fixing it over my eyes.

A blindfold.

I can't see anything now, so I have to rely on my other senses to follow what's happening. I listen to his footsteps retreat once more, and for a moment all I can hear is the sound of my own breathing. I feel the rough dig of the cuffs around my wrists and ankles, the soft caress of the velvet blindfold. I feel my heart pounding in anticipation.

The longer the silence stretches, the more I begin to worry. What if he's leaving me here?

Finally, the sound of his footsteps approach once more, and I relax against the bed, letting my wrists go limp in their bonds.

That turns out to be a bad idea. Before I can even start to wonder what might be coming next, there's a rush of cold, right at my clavicle. My whole body tenses and arches off the bed, and I gasp, teeth clenched. He's placed an icicle right in the hollow of my throat.

"A lot of people think BDSM is all about pain," he says, his voice low and throaty, somewhere to my right, close to my ear. I turn my face toward him, instinctive, but of course it doesn't help. I can't see anything he's doing. "I disagree. It is about pain and pleasure, yes, but those are two opposite sensations." I hear a soft clicking sound, followed by a faint crackle. My nose catches a whiff of ozone, and I frown, wondering what on earth is coming next.

"There are plenty of opposing sensations that can be combined into something richer. A sensual experience, like nothing you've ever felt." The ice starts to move. He must be pushing it, down my collarbone, past it...

Oh god. I tighten against the bonds, tense again. But that doesn't slow him down. He circles my chest, slowly, lazily. Then loops back around to trace the freezing block around my breasts, one at a time. With each loop, he circles closer and closer to my nipple. My whole body is tight, arched in anticipation of the next moment when that freezing cube will come into contact with my extremely sensitive, already hard nipple.

Then I'm distracted from even the thought of that by a sudden sharp burst of warmth at my belly button. The confusion between the two, trying to process both hot and cold at once, does strange things to my body. My hands feel tingly, and I'm suddenly very aware of all the nerve endings in my breasts and along my stomach.

Without warning, Gio clamps the ice directly over my right nipple at the same time there's an explosion of heat at my hipbone, just beside my smooth mound.

Wax, I realize. That was the sound earlier, and the ozone smell–him lighting a candle. I squirm a little beneath him, but I'm determined not to react, not yet.

After all, I know he's only just getting started.

"You like that, my slut?" There's a smile in his voice, right as another drop of wax hits the top of my mound, just above my clit.

I suck in a sharp gasp through my clenched teeth. It feels no worse than the wax I've gotten in preparation for a bikini wax, and yet, in combination with the ice cube melting against my nipple, not to mention the position I'm tied up in, there's something sharper about it, more intense.

I'm still adjusting to the feeling, coming to grips with feeling two opposite and intense sensations at once, when the ice lifts off my breast and I hear Gio turn away. I have just enough time to breathe a sigh of relief before he's back again, this time trailing something along my inner arm, something feather-light and...

No. Just that. A feather.

Shit.

I'm not extremely ticklish, but I'm definitely sensitive to light touches in certain areas. And it's only a matter of time before he finds mine. I tense my body, steel myself for it, but even with my bracing, I can't help but jump when the feather skitters across my ribcage, just under my breasts.

"This a sensitive spot for you, darling?" The feather retraces its steps, hits me there again, and I jump once more, gasping faintly. Then, without warning, the feather vanishes, and his fingers clamp hard around my nipple.

My lips part wide in an O of shock.

"I asked you a question, slut."

"Y-yes, sir," I stammer, my head reeling with the sharp ache. And yet, I feel my nipple getting harder under his fingers. A deep ache starts in my belly, my clit seems to get heavier, oversensitive with longing.

He releases my nipple, and there's another, less intense rush as sensation–and a lot of blood–flows back into it. I squirm again, especially when he brushes the feather right over that same nipple, intensifying the pins-and-needle feeling. "Tell me what you're feeling. Do you like this, you little whore?"

"I love it, sir," I gasp in response, surprising myself. I shake my head a little, trying to clear it enough to regain my ability to speak. "I love the way you use me for your pleasure. I love the way you aren't afraid to test me, push me to my limits. Sir," I add, after a moment's hesitation.

Not fast enough. That pause earns me a sharp slap across my upper thighs, followed by another kiss from the feather, which only makes me wetter, and more on fire.

"That ‘sir’ shouldn't be an afterthought. It should be ingrained. Second-nature. Do you understand me, Corbella?"

"I do, sir," I reply, resisting the urge to leave it off again, just to see how far he'll take that punishment. Plenty of time left for that, I remind myself.

"So, you enjoy being used. That's good." The feather trails up my body, all the way along the side of my neck, where it falls beside my face, resting against my shoulder as he lets it go. "That's good. Because I intend to use you."

There's a sharp snap, and then the release of my ankle restraints. Before I can react, he lifts me up, flips me around beneath him. My arms twist over my head, the restraints just long enough to keep my hands bound, my wrists folded around one another somewhat uncomfortably. I forget the discomfort soon enough when he pulls me onto my knees, pushes my face down into the pillow beneath me.

My hips and ass stick straight up into the air, easily accessible for him to do whatever he wants. I am starkly aware of my vulnerable position, of how easily he could take me right now. I feel a warm trickle of warmth as I start to get wetter, thinking about just that.

The bed shifts as he positions himself behind me and runs his hands over my ass in a smooth caress. This feels appreciative, almost reverent. Like he's taking time to enjoy what I have to offer, before he fucks me senseless. Even so, I tremble in anticipation, yearning for his thick cock inside me, filling me to the hilt.

“I need to make sure that you remember your lesson, Corbella. I need to be sure you never forget to address me properly again.”

His voice is a purr, a deep, throaty caress against my cheek. My eyes flutter closed, and it takes every ounce of concentration I possess to listen to what he’s saying instead of just floating on the sound of his voice, so close to me. “I understand, sir,” I whisper, once I’ve thought through what he said. I know what it means. What comes next.

My punishment.

And I can’t deny that I’m getting wetter thinking about what he might have in store for me in that regard. I try to sneak a glance over my shoulder, but I don’t even have that long to wait.

Before I can catch my breath, he slaps me full across the ass, his palm stinging against my sensitive skin. I clench my teeth and suck in air, turning my face toward the pillow once more, determined not to cry out, not yet.

“Count,” he says, as he slaps my ass again, right on the same spot, a little bit harder this time. My hips jerk forward with the hit, and it takes me a second to collect my thoughts enough to respond.

“Two,” I gasp into the pillow.

He slaps me again. “No. You start at one. Try again.” Another slap, and this time, I can’t help gasping softly.

“One,” I count.

I make it to five before I groan in pain. By the time I count off ten, I’ve buried my face in the sheets, and I have no shame about crying out with each strike. My ass feels sore, bruised, aching. And yet, there’s a kind of release in this, being utterly powerless, knowing he is in control of not only my pleasure, but my pain as well.

When I gasp out the word ten, his body shifts behind me. I feel him caress the edges of the bruise he undoubtedly just left on my ass. Then his lips brush over the spot too, kissing my ass softly, exploring the spot he just struck.

Opposite sensations. Pain and pleasure. The intensity of his spanking made my ass so sensitive that his kisses feel like sparks flying across my skin, igniting me. I moan into the sheets with pleasure this time, especially once he brings up both hands to stroke the cheeks of my ass, trace up over my hips and back down, gently massaging.

When he draws back, we’re both breathing hard, and I can feel a trickle of wet desire working its way down my inner thigh.

“God, you look so fucking beautiful with my bruises on your ass,” he murmurs, leaning back to appreciate me. I arch my hips back toward him, hoping this will be it. The moment that finally pushes him over the edge into pure desire. Because right now, I want him to fuck me, more than ever.

I feel something brush over my pussy, sliding up my slit, and I lean back into him, excited. But then I realize it’s too smooth, too round to be his cock.

I only have enough time to process that before the egg-shaped vibrator slides into my pussy. I gasp as it stretches my walls at its widest point, making me ache. But he’s relentless–he pushes it deeper, deeper, until it stops against my cervix, the point of the egg resting against the deepest part of me.

I squirm, trying to readjust my hips, get used to this. That’s when he turns it on.

I can’t help the cry that escapes me, pure shock. Because the roundest part of the egg is pressing right against my G-spot, and that, combined with the tip resting against my cervix, makes my whole body shake with the sensation. It’s intense–way too intense for me to not come, and soon. I’m already ramping up toward an orgasm, panting, my hands fisted around the leather straps.

Then Gio leans over me and brushes my hair back from my face, cupping my chin with one hand to tilt my face toward his. “Don’t come,” he says.

“What?” I pant.

He slaps me again, right over the bruised spot. Intense pleasure and sheer pain, all at once. I shut my eyes, grinding my molars together.

“What, sir?” I revise, barely able to get the words out. Fucking hell, I am so close to coming.

“I said, do not come,” he repeats, louder. His voice takes on that commanding tone again, and I don’t know how the hell I’m going to obey him this time. The egg just feels too fucking good.

But I have to do what he says. So I clench my thighs together and bite my lip, pulling back on my arms so my wrists dig into the restraints. The pain distracts me a little, somewhat. Allows me to balance at the edge of an orgasm without quite falling over the side.

“How… long… sir?” I manage to pant in between twisting my hips side-to-side to try and accommodate the egg in a less intensely pleasurable spot.

He’s having none of that. His hands clamp around my hips, holding me in place. “You may only come when I tell you to.”

“But… sir…” I grimace and push my face against the sheets. My arms, legs, every part of me have started quivering. I’ve never fought off an orgasm before. I’ve always dived right over the edge of my climax. This is harder than I imagined.

“Yes, slut?” In contrast, he sounds perfectly fine. Calm. Amused, even. Damn him.

“I’m so close,” I groan. “It’s… I can’t stop it…”

“You’d better, unless you want another spanking,” he answers. His hand brushes my ass, right over the bruise. My whole body jumps in response.

Shit.

“Please,” I gasp. “Please, please let me come, sir.”

“That’s better…” He tilts my head up again, forces me to make eye contact. It’s hard, since keeping my eyes open and focused is a struggle right now. But I make myself meet his gaze since I know it’s the only way I might be able to win him over. To win a reprieve from this.

“Please, sir,” I repeat, gazing directly into his eyes.

His mouth quirks into a faint smile. “You may come, slut.”

I don’t wait for more details. My eyes flutter closed and my mouth drops open as I cry out with sheer pleasure, my body shaking as I let the orgasm sweep through me. It lasts longer than I expected, and it’s sharper, too–a product of being withheld for as long as I waited.

I’m still focused on the climax, still half-lost in pleasure, when I feel Gio part my ass cheeks. Something thick and cool touches my anus.

Oh god.

He’s finally going to fuck me. But not in the way I expected. My body tenses, and I look over my shoulder, eyes wide.

“Gio…”