Marriage of Convenience (The Raven Brothers 1)
The evening had been wonderful, so disappointment filled me when he went to leave me in my room. Why couldn’t he stay with me? I’d been afraid to ask him to hold me, but I wasn’t ready for the night to end. Sensing he wasn’t a cuddling type, I suggested that after I rested, we could have more sex.
Laying next to him was like a little bit of heaven. I knew I couldn’t get used to it. Chase was pretty determined to keep an emotional distance between us. It was interesting that sex, an act that was the ultimate in intimacy, didn’t violate his emotional boundaries, but laying together did. For me though, it was comforting. For the first time I felt protected, even if I didn’t feel loved and cherished. I sighed and closed my eyes, savoring the nearness of him.
I woke alone. It was dark in the room. I turned to the side table where the alarm clock sat with a red 3:04 am glowing on the screen. I’d fallen asleep. I wondered how long it had been before Chase left me. Why? What was the big deal about sharing a bed, anyway?
Annoyed, I got out of bed. I started to put a robe on, but decided to stay naked. I strode to his room, but I hesitated outside his door. This was his domain and he might not appreciate me invading it. But I was his wife, dammit. Was he really going to relegate me to the guest room for this marriage? Fake or not, we were having sex. We were going to make a baby.
I opened the door and peeked in. His room was large with huge floor to ceiling windows. His bed sat on one end and a sitting area was at the other. The house I grew up in could probably fit in this room.
He lay on his back, one arm over his head, and his sheet riding low over his waist. His face was relaxed, his long dark lashes brushing over his cheeks. He looked almost serene.
I walked over to him, marveling at his beauty. His chest was broad and hard. His abs were chiseled and strong. I slowly tugged the sheet down, revealing his penis. It lay along his thigh, not hard but not completely flaccid either. I’d read once that men often got erections while they slept.
I reached over and gently drew a finger over it, causing it to jump.
“What are you doing?” Sleep filled his voice, and I was glad he wasn’t angry.
I wanted to tell him that I wanted to sleep with him, but I was afraid he’d push me away. “I want another lesson.”
He groaned. “You’re going to be the death of me.”
“I would think a man like you would like a wife who was amorous.” I purposefully used the word wife so he’d remember we were connected now, even if it was just a legal arrangement.
“It’s been a long time for me. My dick isn’t used to so much.”
I stroked his dick again, marveling at how quickly it got hard. “He doesn’t seem to mind.” Taking a chance, I straddled his thighs and took his dick in both my hands.
He let out a long-satisfied sigh as I slowly pumped my hands up and down his shaft. “What do you want to learn?”
Since I was already above him, I said, “I want to be on top.”
“Good, I don’t have to do anything.” He put both his arms behind his head and watched me. I noted a little humor in his eyes.
“What do I do?” I asked.
“When you’re ready, you put your pussy over me and lower down. You need to be ready though, Sara. You need to be wet. Are you?”
I felt aroused and so I must have been. “I think so.”
“Why don’t you let me help. Come put your pretty pussy over my face.”
My eyebrows shot up.
He laughed, as he took his hands and put them on my hips. Then he pulled me up until I was straddling his head. His hands thread between my legs and gripped my behind. He pulled me down until my pussy was over his mouth.
His tongue licked me, and fire shot through my body. I gasped as I pressed my hands to the headboard to keep from falling over.
“Mmm, you are wet,” he said.
I wanted to grind into his mouth, but was afraid I’d suffocate him.
“Ride my tongue, Sara.” His tongue licked my hole and then thrust in.
“Oh God, Chase.” My hips rocked to the rhythm of his mouth. Tension cranked up fast and furious until my entire body exploded and I cried out his name.
He gently licked me. “Yes, I think you’re ready to ride my cock.”
Maybe, but my body was boneless again. Somehow I got the strength and moved back down his body, straddling his thighs. His dick was long, thick and hard on his belly.