Give Me Another Chance (The Raven Brothers 3)

“Does it feel good, baby?” His voice was rough, and I could tell he was trying to hold back his own pleasure.

“Yes, Ash, So good… Oh!” And then with his next thrust, I was flying as intense pleasure pulsed in my pussy and radiated outward.

He growled, and his body started thrusting harder and faster, until finally, he collapsed on me. We lay together in what I thought was perfection. How many women had their first time on a beautiful beach, under the glow of the moon, with the man they loved?

We waded naked into the water and I clung to him, loving the contrast of his hot body and the cool ocean water. And then we did have sex again, and this time while there was a little rawness, there wasn’t the sharp pain when he filled me.

“You’re so fucking tight,” he groaned, as he moved faster and faster.

My body went taut as my pussy contracted and pleasure swept threw me again.

“Ah…Yes!” He levered up on his hands and began to pump hard until I was rising up and up again.

“Oh God… Ash!” I came again, and as I did, he yelled out and pumped his seed inside me again.

I jerked, and sat up in bed My body was covered in perspiration, my pussy tingling as the memory of the first time Ash and I had sex filled my dreams. I let out a groan and fell back. Why? Why did he still haunt me? Why did he still have an effect on me?

Hannah was the gift from that night, and while I loved her and wouldn’t change a thing, for the life of me, I still couldn’t figure out why neither of us had thought about birth control that night. There were times I wondered if Hannah hadn’t been conceived, what would have happened? My father wouldn’t have sent me away. I’d have stayed in the United States and gone to school, but would that have changed anything? Would Ash still have disappeared from my life without a word?

I shook my head because through all the heartache and pain I suffered, not just from Ash, but from my father’s illness and death, and now Ben’s drinking, Hannah was the one thing that brought me joy. It was likely why I couldn’t fully hate Ash. He’d given her to me.

I wondered what he’d think if he knew. He’d likely regret not using birth control. He’d probably also be angry at not knowing, but that was his fault, not mine. I tried to tell him but he’d pushed me out of his life.

Of course, that didn’t excuse my deception now. I made it worse by fucking him. What had I been thinking? But even as I thought that my body pulsed again, remembering what it was like to have him sliding in and out of me.

Annoyed with myself, I got out of bed and into the shower, hoping to wash all the remnants of Ash away. Tonight, I’d meet him for dinner to go over the contract. In one of his stupors, I’d gotten Ben to sign over authority to me to sell his part of the club. All the while he was going on and on about ‘Ash fucking his sister.’ When he was sober, he never talked about it, but I knew he was clear that I was taking care of the sale for him. But he didn’t know that I’d slept with Ash again.

If everything went right tonight, I’d sign the deal, make sure the payment was wired to the account, and then walk away from Ash forever. I told myself that it would be easy, and yet, our evening at Jet had so many wonderful moments that reminded me why I’d fallen for him six years ago. He was sweet and kind and funny. Until he left without a word after finally popping my cherry.

Even now, he hadn’t said anything about why he left. Not that I wanted to know. There wasn’t any explanation that would make it okay, so I didn’t need to hear one from him.

I got out of the shower, dressed and then went to check on Hannah. She was sitting on the floor of her room playing with her stuffed animals.

“Good morning sweetie,” I said.

“Morning mommy.” She looked up at me with her big blue eyes. “Mr. Fin is looking for treasure.” She held up her stuffed dolphin.

“Oh?”

“When he finds it, then everyone will be happy because they won’t be fighting over money.”

My heart broke. It didn’t matter how much I tried to protect her, she knew what was going on.

“Not having money can be stressful, but I bet no matter what, Mr. Fin and everyone else still love each other.”

She nodded. “Yeah.”

“How about we go out for breakfast?” Of all the meals to eat out, breakfast always seemed the most affordable. Plus, it included free refills of coffee.