Starcrossed (Starcrossed 1)

matter who you?re running against, no matter how fast or slow

your opponents are, you always come in either second or third.

How can that be? Do you have an answer??

?No. I don?t know. I just run, okay? I try my best.?

?No, you don?t,? Coach said harshly. ?And if you want a scholarship

you?re going to have to start winning races. I talked to Mr.

Hergeshimer. . . .? Helen groaned out loud, but Coach Tar continued,

undeterred. ?It?s a small school, Hamilton, get used to it. Mr.

Hergeshimer told me that you were hoping for an athletic scholarship,

but if you want one you?re going to have to earn it. Maybe forcing

you to match the boys will teach you to take your talent

seriously.?

The thought of displaying her speed for the world to see had a

physical effect on Helen. She was so afraid that she was going to

get some kind of cramp or bellyache that she started to have a mini

panic attack. She began to babble. ?I?ll do it, I?ll win races, just

please don?t single me out like that,? she pleaded, the words tumbling

out in a rush as she held her breath to hold back the pain.

Coach Tar was a hard-ass, but she wasn?t cruel. ?Are you okay??

she asked anxiously, rubbing Helen between her shoulder blades.

?Put your head between your legs.?

?I?m okay, it?s just nerves,? Helen explained through gritted

teeth. After catching her breath she continued, ?If I swear to win

more races, will you let me run with the girls??

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Coach Tar studied Helen?s desperate face and nodded, a bit

shaken from witnessing such an intense panic attack. She let Helen

go to the girl?s trailhead, but warned her that she still expected

wins. And more than just a few.

As she ran the trail, Helen looked at the ground. An academic