Trek

Heidi

I can’t keep my hands off him. I don’t want to keep my hands off him. He feels too good under my palms. His hard body is on full display for me and only me. Then I pull away. Something doesn’t feel right, and I don’t know how to stop that feeling.

“What’s wrong?” Trek asks as he stares down at me.

“I can’t do this,” I tell him.

“Why not? We had a deal,” he says, watching me intently.

“I can’t do it anymore, Trek.”

“What’s goin’ on in that head of yours?” he asks, bringing his hands to my shoulders.

“You don’t deserve this.”

“I agreed to this,” he tells me.

“It doesn’t matter. Things have changed, Trek.”

“What’s changed?”

“Everything has changed,” I tell him. I can feel it. Something deep has changed, and I can’t stand to keep using him.

“You feel it too?” he asks.

“What?”

“You feel it too,” he says, stepping into my space, closing the distance between us. His warm breath dances over my cheek as he leans into me. “You feel it,” he whispers once more before his lips come in contact with my skin. Trek kisses me gently before I feel his tongue dancing along my flesh.

“What … what are you doing?”

“You feel somethin’ for me, Heidi. I know you do,” he says before continuing his sweet torture. His lips skate over my skin before he sucks my flesh into his mouth. I moan as he moves further down my neck to my shoulder. A shudder runs through my body because he was right. He was right about what I’m feeling.

“Tell me, Heidi,” he demands before grabbing the hem of my shirt and pulling it over my head. I watch him toss it to the side. His head lowers even further before pulling down the cup of my bra and sucking my nipple into his mouth. I moan again when he switches to the other side.

“What are we doing?” I ask him when he lifts his head to look at me.

“You’re gonna give me all of you, Heidi. Every last fuckin’ piece of you. I’m keepin’ you.” I shake my head because I don’t know if I’m ready for that yet. I don’t know if I can give him all the control. My heart leaps in my chest as he walks me backward until my legs hit the bed. My mouth goes dry as I take him in. He’s standing here in front of me, looking as delicious as ever.

“I’m scared, Trek.”

“I know you are, but I wouldn’t hurt you,” he says softly, his hands coming to my shoulders before rubbing down my arms.

“I don’t think I can do this.”

“Yeah, you can. Just feel, Heidi. Just feel.” With that, he reaches around and undoes my bra before sliding it down my arms and tossing it to the side. Then he moves to my shorts next, undoing them and sliding them down my legs. My heart beats harder and harder in my chest, and my breathing becomes shallower. I’m nervous, on edge, and uncertain about letting this happen.

“Trek,” I whisper his name. He ignores my plea and continues to move in on me. He licks his way across my chest before shoving me on the bed. My body bounces as he pulls his jeans off. I watch him as he grabs a condom and climbs on the end of the bed. He’s so focused, and his eyes are on me.

“What are you doing?” I ask softly.

“Makin’ you mine.” His words seep into me, and I debate telling him no. I should tell him no, but I can’t. I can’t do it. Words won’t form as he spreads my legs wide. He bends down, a groan ripping from his throat before he leans in and runs his tongue along my slit. I arch my back and gasp at the feel of him between my legs.

“Fuck, Heidi,” he grumbles before getting back to what he was doing. He dips his tongue inside of me before dragging it out and circling my clit. Sounds and whimpers fall from my lips as my body bursts with pleasure. Each lick sends me falling into a place I haven’t been in a very long time. The more pressure he puts on my clit, the more I want to come. I can’t hold back, his mouth is working me over, and I feel like I’m about to burst from the inside out. Heat coils inside me as he circles my clit a little more, but when he slips a finger inside, I lose all control. I come hard as his lips and tongue pull at everything I have to give. Trek pulls his finger free and licks at me until my legs shake.

Then he’s climbing up my body, kissing me as he goes. Then I feel his cock at my entrance, and I shut down. I don’t know how to give him the control he wants. The control he deserves.

“Trek, wait.” He stills before his lips come down on mine once more. He kisses me gently and slides his tongue into my mouth. I can taste myself on him, and then I slowly relax.

“I got all the time in the world,” he says, licking his way up my neck. He nips at my skin, and I moan. I find myself falling into him even more than I was before. He’s patient, gentle, and everything a girl would dream about. I find his back with my hands and urge him on. I want him inside of me.

“Are you sure?” he asks. I nod my head. I know what I want. I want this. I want him. He slowly eases into me, and I suck in a breath at the feel of him. Trek rolls his hips, and I dig my nails into his back, needing to feel more. I want more. So much more. He thrusts into me, and all I can feel is him. Trek doesn’t hold back. He sits up, lifting my leg over his shoulder before pounding into me. And I love it. I love every second of it. I grip his arms, holding as tightly as I possibly can as he takes me deeper. And he does go deeper. Every part of my body responds to this man as he fucks me into the mattress. I didn’t think I could let go and let him have control, but this is the best feeling in the world.

“Come on, baby. Fuckin’ come all over my cock,” he growls as he takes me harder. I can feel myself on edge already, and then I fall over the edge, diving into the blissful unknown as he fills me.

“Trek!” I scream his name as he pumps into me a few more times. Then he drops his head to my shoulder and presses light kisses up to my cheek. Trek bites my earlobe, and I nearly come again.

“You’re clenchin’ around me,” he whispers in my ear before biting once more. I can’t help the way my body reacts to him.

“It’s your fault,” I tell him with a smile.

“Is it? I think I like it,” he tells me.

“I think I like it too.”

“How did it feel?” he asks.

“It was different. Letting go was different, but I liked it. I think I like when you take over,” I admit. Trek slowly pulls out of me and climbs onto the bed next to me, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close.

“Good. I’m glad you liked it. I plan on doin’ it a lot more.”

“Is that a promise?”

“That’s a big damn promise. I plan on fuckin’ you hard and raw,” he says. My cheeks heat at his words, and I find myself falling even further for this man. I relax, blowing out a breath as I snuggle into his arms.

“You’re relaxed,” he states.

“I am. I haven’t felt this relaxed in a long time.”

“I’m glad.”

“What’s going to happen now?”

“I’m gonna find the motherfucker who had you,” he tells me confidently.

“I hate he wasn’t there and isn’t already dead. Does that make me a bad person?”

“No, that makes you a survivor. It makes you human,” he says. I nod my head and stay snuggled into him.