The Vow (North Woods University 4)

Not yet, asshole.

With a displeased whimper, she follows my directions and crawls back into the passenger seat, pulling the seat belt over her body and clicking it into place.

“You didn’t want to fuck me in the McDonald’s parking lot?” Lily asks as I start the car. She’s looking at me with a mischievous glint in her eyes, so I know she’s only egging me on.

“No, I wanted to do so much more than fuck you in the parking lot. I wanted to do things to you that would scare all the families away.” Lily shifts in her seat, her thighs rubbing together, telling me that she is turned on by my words. “You want me to show you what I had in mind?”

“Yes,” Lily says breathlessly, and for the second time today, I break every speed limit on this damn road until I pull up into my driveway with tires squealing. The need to feel her naked body underneath my own is so overwhelming, all the worry and heartache from this weekend seem a million years away.

I lead her into the house, the house that’s only ever felt like a home since she’s been living here with me. Bringing her to the bedroom, I slowly strip off her clothes, before stripping out of my own.

With her naked body sprawled out on my bed, her golden blonde hair framing her head with a crown of gold, she looks like a goddess. My goddess.

“Do you have any idea how beautiful and sexy you look right now?”

She nibbles at her bottom lip and shakes her head softly. “But I do know how handsome and sexy you look right now.” The giggle she emits goes straight to my groin.

“Is that so?” I tease as I crawl up and over her wriggling body.

“Yes, that is very much so, Mr. Miller…” And that’s all she can get out before my lips clash against hers and I try to tell her with my body what words couldn’t…that I’m sorry, so fucking sorry. I should have never kept anything from her. I love her more than life itself.

Until now, sex with Lily has been passionate, raw, and sexy. This is all of the above, but still, it’s different, because it’s more. This is lovemaking… two people coming together, forming one soul. I can feel her becoming part of me with every second that passes, and while it terrifies me, it excites me at the same.

Taking her slowly, I thrust into her deeply, so deeply that I can’t tell where she starts, and I begin. All I can do is claim her, worship her as she should be.

“You’re so deep,” Lily whimpers as I kiss against her jawline.

“Am I hurting you?” I stop mid-thrust, praying like hell that I’m not. It would pain me to stop right now, but I would.

Her eyes shine brightly in the dim lighting of the room, “No, it feels good, it’s just different.” I get the feeling she can’t put into words how what we’re doing feels because neither can I. All I can do is continue to thrust, grinding my body into her center, swallowing every whimper and cry.

We go like this for what seems like forever, me rocking into her, feeling the beat of her heart against mine. Sweat dribbles down my back, and forms against my forehead, my muscles straining with the slow strokes. My body begs me to fuck her, hard, deep, fast, but my mind, my heart, it knows better. It knows that the reward, though, it may take more time, will be far greater if I do it this way.

Lily’s nails sink into my arm, and I hiss through my teeth, keeping my rhythm the same.

“More, please, more,” Lily pants, as she tries to lift her hips to gain more friction, but I ignore her pants, and instead, kiss her, continuing my leisurely strokes.

Slowly, I up my pace, but only a little and just enough to set her off into a spiral of pleasure.

“I’m… I’m…” She’s so caught up in the pleasure, her mouth forming the perfect O that she doesn’t even finish her sentence.

Instead, her channel tightens around my length, squeezing the fuck out of me, making it damn near impossible for me to move in and out of her. Gritting my teeth, I hang on to the last shreds of patience I have, and fuck her, letting the pleasure build at the base of my cock. When I finally fall apart, coming like I’ve never come before, Lily is right behind me, my name nothing more than a hoarse scream on her lips.

Collapsing against her, I barely catch myself before I crush her with my body. We’re both sweaty, our chests heaving as we try and catch our breaths.

“That was…”

“Amazing?” I turn and grin at her.

“Yes, but it was different, it was…” Lily looks unsure of how to explain herself, and I get what she’s saying, I don’t understand it either. There are no words to describe what just happened between us. All I know is that she touched something deep inside of me, something that no one has ever touched before, and because of her, I’ll never be the same. There is no life after Lily. There is only her. Only us.