“Don’t stop, don’t stop!”
I wanted Noah to coat my insides with his cum, mixing our juices together. His grunting became more and more animalistic. His fingers dug into my skin, his hands clinging to me. I did the same with the covers, looking for whatever I could to work through the tension. It felt as if my skin was burning.
Noah doubled over as he came inside of me. His cum spread all over my pussy before leaking out and dripping onto my thighs. His finger found my clit, and he ran circles around it until I was shaking with him. I pushed my face into the covers, so I could muffle my screams. My body exploded, starting with my quivering pussy and flowing to the rest of me. The feeling made me dizzy.
Noah collapsed next to me, and I flopped down onto my stomach. While catching my breath, I looked over at him. His eyes were closed, his chest rising and falling. I wanted to reach out and touch him, but he made it clear intimacy was not the goal. He hadn’t even wanted to kiss me. The first night must have been a fluke.
Since Noah wasn’t saying anything, I got up to go to the bathroom. As I peed, I thought about everything that had happened up until this point. It was nice to be closer to Noah, but were we closer? Physically, yes, because we were having sex, but there was still this massive wall between us. At that moment, having some connection was enough, but I wasn’t sure if I could make do with pieces forever. It would hurt to know that he would never open up to me. I couldn’t think of what to do to make his feelings towards me change. Time seemed to be the only answer. I’d have to continue to show that I cared. His heart had to soften. Right?
I left the bathroom, and Noah was already on his side turned away. This would have been fully disheartening if he hadn’t opened up the covers on the other side of the bed. A small gesture, but it was an invitation to spend the night. He was probably just being courteous, feeling weird about kicking me out after fucking me. I’d take it though.
I got into the bed and fell asleep staring at Noah’s back, using all the restraint I had to keep myself from reaching out to touch him.
Chapter Ten
Noah
Scarlett was asleep when I woke up again. Sometime in the night, I had turned around. I woke up looking at her face. She was a beautiful girl, that was undeniable, but she was doing things to my heart I’d rather not have done.
I sat up in the bed and stared down at her sleeping figure for way too long. Hopefully, she’d be pregnant soon, and we could end this whole thing. I liked Scarlett, but having her in my life was causing me a lot of confusion, and it was uncomfortable.
I stepped out of bed and quietly got ready. I had decided to take Olivia out for a little fun in town. I’d leave Scarlett a note.
I went to Olivia’s room, and she was still asleep. I stood by the door and watched her. My daughter was what kept me going. If it had only been me, there’s a high chance I would have entirely closed myself off from the world.
That’s another reason why I couldn’t understand why Scarlett wanted to be around me. I knew I wasn’t pleasant. I was a lot more fun before Kylie died, and that wasn’t just me bragging. I would hang out with friends, make people laugh, I was pretty happy myself. I’ve felt like a completely different person these past two years.
“Daddy?” Olivia was rubbing her eyes, sitting up in bed.
“Do you want to go to town with me today?”
“Yes!” She pumped her little arms into the air. I walked into her room, so I could help her get ready.
Olivia and I started the morning by going to the 24-hour diner in town. It felt like a big stack of waffles morning, so that’s what we had. With such a great start to the day, we continued to have fun, walking around, and driving around. I let Olivia pick out the things she wanted to do.
At one point, we were sitting at one of the outdoor tables at the local ice cream shop. Olivia had told me she could handle the cone without making a mess, but two scoops proved to be a little trickier than expected, so I got her a bowl to help out. She was eating her mint chocolate chip with a spoon while I lazily got through my strawberry. She put her soon down and looked at me like she wanted to ask a question.