Kirian’s dick jumps violently in my hand like he’s agreeing with what I’m thinking.
When I start grasping my dress, shimmying around, and trying to get it up and off, Kirian helps. His hands are big and sure, and he makes quick work of peeling it over my head. It does rub hard against my chin, and it scrapes past my ears, but I don’t mind because it ends up exactly where it should be—a misshapen ball on the floor a few feet away.
“Oh my god,” Kirian says reverently. “You are…you are so…god. Just so beautiful.”
I flush, and my chest beats wildly while my pussy throbs unbearably. I reach over him to the nightstand, pull open the drawer, and produce one of the tin foil packets. I’m not brave enough to open it and put it on him myself, so I just set it on the bed beside him. He doesn’t look at it. Instead, he gently palms my face and guides me back for another kiss, and I swear, all my brain cells are now solely devoted to this. If they never recover, that would be completely fine with me.
I vaguely hear him rip open the little packet as he’s kissing me. His arm flexes behind me, and he keeps kissing me, doing crazy things with his tongue. Then, I lean back, gyrating my hips against his stomach, shifting back, wriggling my hips in place, and grinding against his thick, amazing dick until I feel like there’s a good chance I’m going to go cross-eyed with the pleasure of it. My pussy screams at me, a mantra that goes something along the lines of put it in already, but I take my time grinding against him and making sure he’s soaked from me, which honestly doesn’t take more than a pass and a half because I’m seriously wet. I also enjoy every single second until I get to the point where I can’t take it anymore.
Because I want him inside me.
I want him inside me so badly that I’d give up chocolate, hacking, and my favorite laptop forever just to have him there. I’d give back every single cent of the money his granny paid me, and I’d fix all the security systems in the world for free. I’m drowning in the sensations, and they’re everywhere. So fantastic, so incredible, and so fucking right.
Kirian opens his eyes when I arch up and tear my mouth from his. His eyes are so beautiful, heavy, and so very, very blue. His lips are swollen, and I feel swollen too. Everywhere. I love that he looks up at me like I’m a goddess even though my perfect hair is now a hot mess, my lip gloss is all gone, and I’m literally gasping for breath like a freaking fish that’s been tossed up on land.
His eyes take in everything, from my shoulders down to my breasts, which aren’t too small when he looks at them that way. They then travel down to my stomach and hips, which also aren’t too flabby or curvy when his eyes are on them. He just keeps going, devouring every inch of me, and every single inch of me feels entirely perfect, warm, glowy, and right. Just. So. Right.
I slowly lower myself down until I feel his dick straining against my entrance. Literally, it’s straining because he’s so hard that he’s pulsing, and I’m so empty that I’m also pulsing. I don’t slam myself down on him because he’s big, seriously long, and thick, whereas I’m not so big, and it’s been a dang long time since I did this. The first part does hurt a little because he stretches me so wide that I want to scream, but instead, I throw my head back, inhale, and make a tiny little noise in my throat that lets him know it’s good. It’s so good, and it’s okay that it hurts because it’s a good kind of hurt.
He doesn’t move as he lets me take him so very slowly that he’s probably grinding his teeth and tensing all the muscles in his body to stay in control. Instead, he graciously lets me take control and set the pace.
“Good lord, your dick is a dick of all wonders,” I whisper.
Kirian laughs softly. “I’m glad you like it.”
“I do. A lot.”
“I’m flattered.”
I take him halfway, and then I can’t say a thing anymore. I just let out a slight hiss and enjoy every bit of what’s going on. Him, inside me, pulsing, throbbing. And me, pulsing and throbbing around him, and holy banana of all bananas. He’s everything, this is everything, and I take all of him, welcoming him into my body. I can feel myself clenching around him, trembling and straining, and holy farge, it’s so bloody hot.
“If I died right now, it would be the best way to go,” Kirian sighs.