I sigh, too, wriggling to take him in even further. I’m so full now that I can’t move, breathe, or think. “It would be the best way to go,” I gasp. “You’re right.”
“Your pussy is magical,” Kirian groans.
“So is your cock.”
I start to roll my hips, testing the way it feels. It feels like magic, like heaven, and like the best way to go. All of the above, if there are multiple choices. I open my eyes and watch Kirian because his jaw is clenched, his eyes are closed, and he’s pretty much vibrating beneath me, which makes all his muscles and veins stand out. Forearm porn is a thing, just as food porn is a thing, so I think muscle and vein porn might be a thing too. So are chest porn, shoulder porn, and neck porn—pretty much anything to do with Kirian.
I grind my hips down since I’m used to the feel of Kirian inside me now, and I grasp his shoulders and start to rock. It’s pretty much my signal that he can move, which he does, slowly as he adjusts to my rhythm. His hands grasp my hips, his fingers curling in gently.
“God, you’re perfect,” he grinds out. “You feel so perfect.”
He pumps slowly, matching every single one of my forward and backward motions with a thrust of his own. He’s biting down on his bottom lip now, and I think he’s holding back. He has no idea how hot that is. Also, I like watching him. I like watching the beads of sweat breaking out over his forehead, and I love watching how his teeth work his lip, his sexy grimace, his short breaths, and how his body rises and falls below mine.
I lean forward, and Kirian’s dick hits spots I didn’t know existed. All of a sudden, my head is tilting back, my eyes are closed, the lights are out, and I can feel a crazy rush of sensations bowling me over and slamming through me, making me hot and wild. I can feel my walls tightening around Kirian’s cock as my hips move faster, grinding, swaying, and swiveling.
I’m making sounds now, desperate little sounds, and it’s becoming hard to breathe as every bit of my body is straining, aching, needing this. I don’t know how I can want this so bad when I already had a release, but maybe it’s because of the obvious. This is the most incredible sex I’ve ever had in my life. It’s not bland, it’s not vanilla, the lights are on, and yes, I’m crazy into it. I’m not going to freak out, and I’m not going to regret it because this is so much more than just sex. This is Kirian and me, my soulmate and me. This is us all wrapped up in the curse and each other, pleasuring each other, and it’s perfect. It’s so much more than just our bodies. Kirian might not know me very well, but he knows enough about me to make him want to run in the other direction, yet he’s here, making me feel beautiful and alive. He’s holding back for me, and he wouldn’t have done any of this if I told him I didn’t want it. He’s let me set every bit of the pace, just like he said he would.
I feel…I feel beautiful, I feel wanted, and I feel free.
“God,” I gasp as Kirian thrusts a little harder, hitting even more previously undiscovered spots. “Yes. Please. More. There.” Am I really saying those things? Yes. Yes, I am, and I’m proud of it.
I grasp Kirian’s hands, lift them off my waist, hold them in both of mine, and twist our fingers together. Closing my eyes, I hold on tight to him and just let go. The storm of pleasure comes so fast that it nearly sweeps me clean off the bed. I’m glad I’m hanging on to Kirian because he grounds me. He’s the anchor through all the pleasure and sweeping waves, just as all the—I didn’t know it was possible to come this hard—waves wash over me.
This isn’t just a release. This is…this is…whatever it is, it has a lot of extra attached. It’s hot and blinding, and so, so freaking good. I clench my legs around Kirian and ride him hard, and soon, he’s rocking back, straining beneath me, and letting out a curse before a softer murmur of my name. Before I can take another breath, I feel him thrust up hard inside me, and he’s letting go too. Shaking and vibrating, he grunts as his stomach nearly pitches me off, but he clings tightly to my hands and rolls his hips as he jerks over and over inside me.
I can literally feel his dick pulsing inside me.
When I calm down from my orgasm, I hold perfectly still because I want to feel him. I want to feel him and the aftershocks of his pleasure as it’s the most beautiful and fantastic thing I’ve ever felt before. Ever.