Choosing Fate (Love in Eden 1.70)

He kissed me until I was breathless, then his mouth was on my breasts. I cried out as pleasure spiked up and down my spine. Zander's hands held mine to the floor as he took complete ownership of me. When he released me and ordered me to keep my hands where they were, I did so without question. His hands, then his mouth, skimmed down my body. I forgot to worry about the stretch marks or the little bit of extra skin along my belly, or the heaviness of my breasts that the combination of age and motherhood had caused. The way Zander cherished me made me feel like the most beautiful woman on the planet.

My nerves came back when Zander worked my pants off, then my underwear. But he didn't just climb on top of me and shove into me like I was expecting. No, it was his mouth that sought out my core. I jerked as his lips closed over my clit and sucked gently.

I was so sensitive that I was sure his caresses would turn painful, but it was the exact opposite. My body became greedier with every lick, kiss, and suckle. I was sure it couldn't get any better, but then he was probing my opening, and not with his finger. I hadn't known such a thing was even possible before his tongue pushed into me. I didn't know what possessed me to do it, but I pushed up on my elbows so I could watch him. The sight of him working over my lower body was unlike anything I'd ever seen before. His mouth actually glistened with my juices.

His eyes were dark and hungry as he watched me. I couldn't stop the little whimpers that kept coming out of me as he pumped his tongue deep into me at the same time that he used his finger to rub over my clit. I began sobbing as the need inside of me grew at a frightening pace. I flopped back onto the floor and just lay there drowning in sensation as he stroked me. I was begging him to send me over when he suddenly pulled away from me. I cried out his name and tried to get up so I could reach for him, but then he was there, his big body moving over mine.

His mouth covered mine, allowing me to taste my own flavor on his tongue. I could feel his condom-covered dick pressing against the folds of my opening. His hand moved to my thigh to lift my leg and then the head of his cock was pushing into me. I gasped into his mouth at the sensation of being stretched for the first time in a very long time.

"Fuck, Joli, so tight," Zander groaned against my mouth. He stopped his forward movement, giving my body time to adjust. I forced myself to relax, which had Zander letting out a rough curse as more of him slipped inside me. His hands covered mine where they were lying on the floor and he linked our fingers. Then his mouth was on mine again and he began pulling out of my body just a tiny bit before pushing back in. Something about the move had me crying out, but not in pain. I nodded frantically in the hopes that he’d do it again.

He did.

Over and over until he was balls deep inside of me.

"You okay?" Zander asked. It was a relief to hear how breathless he sounded. Knowing he was as far gone as me was the self-confidence boost I needed.

"I'm perfect," I whispered, then I kissed him. It seemed to be the permission he needed, because he began thrusting into me without hesitation at that point. Slow and steady at first, then heavier and deeper. The tugging sensation was making me crazy, but it was the feel of his body rubbing over my clit as he shoved into me that had me spiraling higher and higher. I was sure the sensations couldn't be any more powerful, but then Zander did something with his hips and all of a sudden my vision dimmed and I lost the ability to breathe as shockwaves started rolling throughout my body, one after another. Each one took me higher and higher, tightening my body in the most unbearable way. I dug my fingers into his since he was literally the only thing I had to hang on to.

"Wrap your legs around me," Zander commanded. I did it without hesitation. Zander's open mouth was against mine as he hammered into me mercilessly. He began grinding into me in a way that put more pressure on my sensitive clit, so between that and whatever spot he was hitting inside me, I was a goner.

It took just three more hard strokes to send me over the edge. I screamed as the release crashed through me. Blackness threatened to consume me as wave after wave of pleasure rolled throughout my entire body. If Zander hadn't been holding me down, I surely would've broken into a million pieces and floated away. I was dimly aware of Zander shouting above me and the sensation of his cock pulsing inside of me. My muscles clamped down on Zander’s shaft and I heard him let out a string of curses as he buried his face in my neck. His grip on my hands bordered on painful, but I was glad for it.