Gavin groans again as I pull his underwear down to his ankles. He ki
cks them aside and throws his head back on the couch.
“Kat, you don’t need to do that.”
I lick my lips as I stare at his cock. “Oh, yes, I really do.”
I lower my head and place soft kisses over the blunt tip, then flatten my tongue and lick him from root to tip before taking the head into my mouth.
“Oh, hell!” he shouts. “If you insist.”
I smile as my lips stretch around his delicious girth and hum in approval. I swirl my tongue around the tip before sucking him deeply into my mouth. I wrap my fist around the root and pump in perfect rhythm with my mouth. His hands tangle in my hair and his hips jut out, pushing his cock down to my throat. My free hand cups his balls while I extend my finger to press against the magic spot right behind them. He’s fucking my mouth in earnest now—panting, cussing, telling me how good it is.
“Jesus, Kat. You need to stop or this will be over in seconds.”
I hollow my cheeks one last time, sucking hard before releasing him with a pop. I smirk when I see the strained smile on his face.
“Get your ass back up here,” he growls.
Gavin pulls me back into his lap and smashes his mouth into mine. He reaches behind my back and unclasps my bra. I gasp as the cool air hits my skin, my nipples hardening as soon as the cups fall away. His eager fingers knead my flesh, tracing over the pink tips. I tremble as he sucks a bud into his hot mouth, hooks a finger into the band of my panties, and rips them away in one powerful movement. I press down when I feel the head of his cock notch against my opening. He kisses up my jaw as I sink onto him inch by magnificent inch.
I sigh. “You feel incredible.”
He thrusts into me in reply but then suddenly freezes. His eyes pop open and he stares at me, unblinking.
“Condom,” he says. “We need a condom.”
Oh, shit! How in the hell did I not notice that? My God, this man makes me lose all rational thought.
“I’m not sleeping with anyone else. I’m clean and on the pill,” I pant. See? Not a drop of sense in my head right now. “Have been for years.”
He grabs my hips, moaning as he pulls me down to the hilt. “Thank God. You feel too good to stop now. I am too. Clean, I mean—not the pill. Obviously, I have no reason to be on the pill. And there’s no one else for me either.”
I lift up, swivel my hips, and slowly inch myself down again. “Less talking, Sparkles. More moving.”
He moves me up and down, short probing strokes alternated with deep thrusts. Just as we’ve developed a delectable rhythm, he pauses. My inner walls grip him, starving for more.
“Gavin, please,” I whimper.
“Look at me, Kat.”
As I heed to his command, he surges upward, causing a bolt of electricity to run through the entire length of my body. He tightens his grip, clutching me to him, impaling me over his cock again and again until I’m screaming. As lust clouds my vision, I struggle to maintain eye contact. He’s filling me so wholly—his presence overwhelms my mind and body. His eyes pierce straight through my soul. I’m consumed by him—by everything he is and everything we are together. White hot pleasure ricochets throughout my body and I’m coming harder than I ever have before. Gavin follows right behind me, repeating my name over and over.
My forehead is resting on his shoulder as I try catching my breath. Warm tears trickle down my cheeks, opening the floodgate for my uncontrollable sobs. Gavin gently grabs my face and kisses away each salty drop.
“Shh, Kat. I know…it’s okay. I’m right here.”
I wipe my cheeks, embarrassed that I’m being so emotional. “I don’t know why I’m crying. I feel like an idiot.”
He pets my hair soothingly. “Don’t. That was intense. I get it. Are you going to be okay?”
I don’t know how to answer his question. With our eyes locked, I feel so exposed…so vulnerable. This man makes me want things that I can’t have. He makes me want to tell him everything, to release all the ugly memories I have inside of me, just to have someone who knows what I’ve been through. Someone who can comfort me when I have nightmares. Someone who can help me glue all the broken pieces back together. I know my thoughts are reckless—I barely know this guy—but every instinct in my body is screaming at me to let him in. To let him see. That’s when I know it’s time to get the hell out of here.
I awkwardly dislodge myself from Gavin’s lap and stand up. “I have to go.” I start gathering my clothes, getting dressed as fast as possible.
He stands and pulls on his discarded boxers. “Now, wait just a damn minute. I am not letting you walk away from me again.”
I pull up my pants and place a hand on my hip. “You don’t get to make that call.”