“It’s okay, Liri. It’ll get easier over time. The more you do it the more natural it will become. “C’mere.” I pull her up so that she is laying on my chest, but she moves to straddle me.
Her hips rotate and the wet crotch of her panties rubs against me creating a friction that has me wishing I could slide her panties to the side or rip them off and thrust inside her.
“God, Liri. You’re killing me, baby. I can practically feel you,” I let out on a groan.
My greedy girl surprises the hell out of me and shoves her panties to the side and rubs the lips of her pussy over the head of my dick. Her slick heat coats the tip of my cock, and she starts grinding. My cock kisses her pussy lips as her soft body writhes against mine.
“I’m going to come,” I warn, and she circles her hips, rubbing against me faster and faster. Her hot breath fans over my lips and she kisses me deeply. I move my palm between us and come on my hand instead of on her.
I know she says she went on the pill, but we still need to be careful.
“I wish I could have felt you do that inside me,” she confesses, and I fall back on the bed so delirious I could cry.
She has no idea how badly I wish I could.
Chapter 32
Liri
I wake up with a smile on my face. I almost had sex with Killian last night. We did everything but full penetration. I can’t even begin to describe how good it felt when I was on his lap and the tip of him was rubbing me. I wanted so badly to go all the way with him. I could tell something was holding him back, but I think we will do it soon. I know he wants me too.
He’s still sleeping. I slip out of bed and into the bathroom to take a shower. I take my time even though we should be hurrying to meet Liam and Hayley for breakfast. I doubt the two of them are up yet if their night was anything like mine. The way Killian made me feel…cherished. He made me feel protected. Like he would never hurt me but deep down I know he will. He’s got issues I know he needs to work on, but he is making progress. He called me his girlfriend when he was getting all heated with Hunter.
I’m toweling off when he knocks at the bathroom door. “It’s open.”
He enters the room appearing so freaking sexy I want to jump him. Barefoot in his boxer briefs with tousled hair, he’s beautiful to look at. A lazy grin crosses his face. “Good morning,” he greets, dipping his head down to brush his lips to my forehead.
“Shower is all yours.” I grab my stuff and close the door behind me.
We are about an hour late to meet our friends but if they have been waiting long, they don’t complain. Hayley still looks sad, and I am worried that they didn’t solve their differences like Killian and I were able to. Killian and Liam go in his car, and I take Hayley with me in mine to drive to the diner.
“So, how did it go?” I question once we are in the privacy of my car.
She lifts her shoulder with a weary expression plastered on her face. “We talked. We fought. He’s hurt and he slept on the floor of our hotel room. This morning he would barely look at me. I think he has spoken a total of five words to me all morning and we have been up for two hours.”
“That’s terrible. I’m sorry.”
“Not your fault.”
“If I can accept Killian and his past Liam should be able to put this behind him.”
“Maybe. So Killian…you guys are okay?”
“He called me his girlfriend,” I gloat.
“Good. I’m happy for you.” Her smile doesn’t reach her eyes, but I know it is hard for her to be happy for me when her relationship is in the toilet. If Liam can’t forgive her there’s no way Killian and I stand a chance.
I pull in next to Killian’s car and park. They’ve already gone inside. I look back at Hayley before getting out of the car. Her hair is pulled up on her head and she’s dressed in an oversized hoodie and jeans. The girl rarely goes without makeup. She’s depressed and on the verge of tears. “If you don’t want to go with me today, I understand.” I am sure going with me to meet my dad for the first time is the last thing she wants to do today. I know I wouldn’t want to do anything but curl up in a ball and cry if I were her.
“It’s fine. Liam has to work today, and I doubt he will want to see me when he gets off either. He told me he needs space.”
I wish I could fix this for her.
The thing is, Liam has every right to be hurt that she lied. I only hope he doesn’t punish her for it too long and lose her in the process. He lied too. They both did wrong. We exit the car and enter the diner.
Killian stands to allow me to slide into the booth first. Liam only scoots over for Hayley and he doesn’t even look at her.
“What’s good here?” I ask, hoping to cut some of the tension, and breaking the awkward silence.