“Okay I’m up,” I yawn out. Kai and his mom are already up and taking our bags down to the car.
Kai steps behind me as I am going to the bathroom and snickers. “Your pants are inside out and backwards.”
Mortified, I dart into the bathroom hoping his mom didn’t notice. I change quickly and brush my teeth. When I come out of the bathroom, Kai is waiting, leaning up against the wall, with his dimples grinning at me.
I walk on by him and grab my bag. He pulls me into him roughly, takes my bag from me, and drops it on the floor. “Mom and Khloe are getting in the car, and leaving right now. We have a few minutes before housekeeping will be coming in, to clean the room.” He waggles his brows at me.
My shirt is over my head in an instant. Kai’s fingers and mouth attack my body with a burning passion. I feel on fire as his touch sets my skin ablaze. My hands are all over his body touching him anywhere and everywhere. Our mouths are practically glued together as we get tangled in the sheets.
I am down to only my panties, and Kai is in the nude, his body pressed against mine. The only thing in the way of him entering me is a tiny piece of fabric.
His mouth is on my neck as he kisses my fevered flesh. “I want to be inside you so bad.”
“Then do it Kai, take what you want.”
He growls into my mouth and asks if I am on the pill. I assure him that I have been on the shot for birth control since I turned fifteen. He pushes my panties to the side and slams into me. My legs wrap around his waist and he stills. “Fuck, I am afraid to move. You already have me wanting to cum, you are so tight.”
I arch my back and buck my hips dying for him to have his way with my body. He rocks against my hips slowly, killing me.
“Let me on top,” I tell him.
We roll awkwardly changing positions. His hands are gripping my hips as I grind down on him. His eyes roll back in his head, his mouth is open, and his heart is hammering out of his chest. It’s beautiful watching him come undone as he finds his release. Warmth fills my core. I collapse on his chest. Kai kisses the top of my head and tells me breathily how amazing I am and that he loves me. No one has ever made me feel the way that Kai does. I don’t ever want to lose this feeling.
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We leave for Myrtle Beach soon after our romp, meeting up again with Kelli and Khloe at our hotel for the next week. The first thing I want to do is feel the sand between my toes. Kai barely has his car parked before I am running to the shore.
The ocean takes my breath away…almost as much as Kai does. I think I have changed my mind about New York. I want to wake up to this every day. Change in life plans…move to the Carolinas.
Kai is watching me amused by my childish excitement. He still can’t believe I have never been outside of our little town. His arms embrace me from behind and I lay my head back on his shoulder. “Thank you for making this possible Kai. I love it.”
Kai and I go up to the room to get settled in and take showers. His mom booked us in a three-bedroom suite. Kai and I have our own rooms and the same rules apply that we follow at home. Doors open when we enter each other’s rooms and we are to sleep in our own beds.
I feel like I should pinch myself being here with Kai, his mom and Khloe…this is amazing.
Kai is in his room stretched on his bed with his guitar and a notebook. He has a frustrated expression on his face. “Want to help me with this song? The lyrics are still giving me an issue.”
“Sure.” I take his notebook and pen and read over what he has. I rip a blank page from his book and fill in some lyrics that make me think of us in some ways.
The weight of your love is bearing down on me
I can’t breathe…I’m on fire
If this is what being hurt by you feels like, then…I love pain…
Being loved is just like being suffocated
I want you to suffocate me
Your smile is my number one addiction
Making you laugh is my obsession
I’ll be your pain and you’ll be my biggest regret…you set me on fire
Give me your love and suffocate me…I’m on fire
I give him the paper and watch as his eyes scan over the lines I added. He strums his guitar playing a hypnotic melody. Watching Kai get lost in his music is seriously beautiful. The way he plays with perfect ease, the way the sounds pour from his throat, he makes you feel his pain and desire. He glances at me, smiling; I swear those dimples are the sexiest thing I have ever seen. I swear my boyfriend is going to be famous one day.