" 'We'll continue this, of course,' said Aunt Queen. 'Can we see this child?¡¯
" 'I recommend you do,' said Grady, 'because he's a beautiful boy, handsome as you, Quinn, and he's bright too, and Terry Sue, for all her faults, is trying to bring him up right. His name is Tommy. One thing that might help, if you'll take my suggestion. Now Pops never would but. . . ¡¯
" 'But what is it?' I asked. I was flabbergasted by all this.
" 'Give her enough money to send all those children of hers to good schools,' said Grady. 'Equalize things, you know what I mean? If you take toys or video games or what have you out there, take it for all the children. ¡¯
" 'I see, yes, I understand,' said Aunt Queen. 'You'll have to give me a written report as to the size of the family and then we can arrange. . . ¡¯
" 'No, I wouldn't do it in writing, Miss Queen,' said Grady. 'I wouldn't put anything in writing at all. There's five little ones out there now, no, six as of this morning, and the latest boyfriend is a piece of trash, pure trailer trash, I should say, and in fact they do live in a trailer, the whole gang, and such a trailer you wouldn't believe, and there are the proverbial rusting cars up on blocks in the yard, it's just a classical situation out there, a regular motion picture set --. ¡¯
" 'Cut to the chase, my man,' said Aunt Queen.
" 'But there is that little boy whose father was rich, and he's growing up out there and Terry Sue is doing the best she can, and this new baby, this new baby makes six, I figure. I'll take the envelopes of cash for you, that much I can do, but don't put anything in writing. ¡¯
"Of course Aunt Queen and I both understood this. But we were eager and curious about this little boy, still unbelieving though I was emotionally. A little brother, no, a little uncle, named Tommy and with Blackwood genes in him, and maybe a resemblance to the many portraits all over the household.
"It being agreed that we were finished, Aunt Queen had risen and so had Jasmine, who had remained subdued throughout, and I was still sitting there, deeply preoccupied.
" 'Does the little boy know?' I asked.
" 'I'm not sure,' said Grady. He looked to Aunt Queen. 'You and I can discuss this further. ¡¯
" 'Oh, indeed, we should; we're talking about a family of six children living in one trailer. Good Lord, and she's so beautiful. The least I could do would be to purchase the good woman a decent house, if it wouldn't offend the pride of anyone squeezed into the trailer. ¡¯
" 'How come I never heard of her?' I asked. And to my bewilderment, they all went into peals of laughter.
" 'Then we'd have double trouble, wouldn't we?' said Jasmine. 'Men just fall over flat at the feet of Terry Sue. ¡¯
" 'Well something stands up straight in those circumstances,' said Aunt Queen.
" 'There's one last thing I should say,' said Grady, flushed with merriment, 'and I am taking a bit of responsibility here. ¡¯
" 'Out with it, man,' said Aunt Queen gently. She didn't much care for standing in her spike heels and sat down again.
" 'The man that's living with Terry Sue now,' said Grady. 'Sometimes he takes out his gun and waves it at the children. ¡¯
"We were aghast.
" 'And he did fling little Tommy up against the gas heater and burn his hand pretty badly. ¡¯
" 'And you mean to tell me,' said Aunt Queen, 'that Pops knew of this sort of thing and did nothing about it?¡¯
" 'Pops tried to be an influence out there,' said Grady, 'but when you're dealing with the likes of Terry Sue, it's pretty much hopeless. Now she herself would never raise her hand to those children, but then these men come in and she has to put food on the table. ¡¯
" 'Don't tell me another word,' said Aunt Queen. 'I have to go home and think what to do about it. ¡¯
"I shook my head.
"Little Tommy? A son living in a trailer.
A gloom had come on me, a feeling of unrest, and I knew it was as much from lack of sleep as it was from learning all this and how rich Pops was, and thinking, though I didn't want to think of it, of those terrible arguments he would have with Patsy when she begged for money.
"Why, he could have set up the band. He could have bought the van. He could have hired the pickers. He could have given her a chance. And as it was, she begged and cursed and fought for every dime, and what did he do, this man whom I had so loved? What did he do with his powerful resources? He spent his days working on Blackwood Farm like a hired hand. He planted flower beds.
"And there was this child, this little boy, Tommy, no less, named after Pops, living on a pittance in the backwoods, with a passel of brothers and sisters in a trailer, a little boy with a psychotic stepfather.
"How had Pops seen his life? What had he wanted from it? My life had to be more. It had to be much, much greater. I would go mad if my life weren't more. I felt pursued by the pressure of life itself. I felt frantic.