I squeezed my muscles around Gabe's cock and watched as his eyes fluttered. A smile stretched across his face and he groaned softly, his head falling into my chest as I used my muscles to squeeze and release his thick, stiff cock. I was doing my best to avoid moving my body too much, which would make what we were doing more than obvious.
“Jesus, Hadley,” he muttered, lifting his head up to look into my eyes again. “When did you learn to do that? Or do I even want to know.”
I shot him a salacious grin. “You don't want to know.”
Slowly, I started rocking back and forth on top of him, our mouths connected, silencing the moans trying desperately to escape from within. Gabe's hands moved up my sides, slipping smoothly underneath my bikini top. His fingers pinched at my nipples, and a spasm of pleasure rolled through my body, threatening to draw a long, loud moan from me. I bit down on his lip, my toes curling as I felt myself climbing higher and higher up the peak, heading for a powerful crescendo.
Gabe was meeting my movements now, our bodies working in unison in an erotic choreography that was driving me wild. We were going slow, trying not to draw the attention of his brother's attention, but at some point, our passions took charge, and we forgot about all that.
I moved up and down on his cock, the water of the hot tub splashing onto the concrete all around us. Nothing else mattered in that moment but him and me and the pleasure mounting inside the both of us.
“Yes, yes,” I whimpered against his lips. “Come inside me, Gabe. Please.”
I'd wanted another baby for so long, that the idea of feeling Gabe's seed filling me up and possibly getting pregnant right that second was what sent me over the top. Gabe's hands slipped from my breasts, all the way down to my hips as he held me down against him. He thrust himself upward, plunging himself as deep and filling me up as fully as he could as we locked lips.
I groaned and shuddered against him, muttering his name over and over again, trying to be quiet. Gabe pulled me down had again, one last deep thrust filling me with his seed as we came together. As hard as we tried to be quiet, I knew it was futile.
My body shuddering, my breathing ragged, I collapsed, my head falling to his shoulder. I nestled against him, breathing in his scent as the waves of pleasure continued rolling over me. Closing my eyes, I relaxed against Gabe as he held me close. It was suddenly way too hot to be in the hot tub and sweat covered both of us. Still, I made no movement to get up, relishing the sweet glow that enveloped us both.
The sound of splashing from behind me made me whip my head around quick, and I saw that it was Jared getting back into the hot tub with us. There was a salacious little smirk on his face as he winked at me.
“So am I next?” he asked, his tone teasing.
My cheeks burning with embarrassment I laughed as I slipped off Gabe's lap, even as he tried to hold me tighter against him. His eyes told me he didn't want to let me go, and I really didn't want him to let me go either. We'd been caught though, and if were being honest, even though I was cool with both Jared and Evan, the aftermath of them seeing us fuck made my cheeks burn red.
Evan joined us in the tub, sitting next to Jared, but didn't meet my eyes. He also seemed a little embarrassed by it all, and that made me feel bad. Had I really agreed to sleep with all of them? As much as I loved the fantasy of it, the reality now somehow seemed too outlandish to contemplate seriously. Even for us. Maybe it would be better to just stick with Gabe. After all, we had a past together, and there could be something there between us still. Obviously.
Evan lifted his head and met my gaze, our eyes locking, and a feeling like a pulse of electricity ran through my body. His eyes moved up and down my body as he drank me in. He looked at me in a way I'd never seen from him before – as if I was the most beautiful woman on Earth.
We stared at one another for a long time, and even though I'd just had sex with Gabe, there was a tightness low within me. A craving for Evan, and as I looked over at his brother, I felt that craving for Jared too. What was going through my head? My hormones were out of control. Yet, I kind of liked it.
I loved all of them. To choose one would be impossible. Their plan, however, was to share me. At least until a baby was conceived. That I could live with. I wouldn't have to pick just one of them, no one would know who the father was. It wouldn't have to tear them apart, and I would never have to lose any of them again. I thought it was a win all the way around.
I waded through the hot tub until I got to Evan. Lifting his chin up, I stared into those eyes up close. His face was softer than Gabe's, gentler. His eyes were larger and more innocent, less intense. There was a softness, perhaps even a kindness in his face that neither of his brothers had. Even without his glasses, which he didn't wear in the pool or hot tub, he was still very much Evan. The brothers might look a lot alike, but there were differences amongst them.
Differences that made them each sexy, in their own unique way.
“Do you want me?” I asked Evan, lowering my voice so only he could hear me.
“Yes.”
Just one word, but there was so much need, so much desire and longing in his voice. I leaned down, pressing my lips to his, and kissed him for the very first time.
CHAPTER TEN
EVAN
When Hadley's lips touched mine, electrical currents ran through my body so strong, I was half-afraid I was going to keel over on the spot. For years, I'd dreamt of that moment. Of her discovering my feelings for her and returning them with a kiss. As I was living that dream, my heart raced, and I wasn't sure if it was real. It all felt like a dream to me still. A fantasy that, in the middle of the night when nobody else was around, I'd have jacked off to as a younger man, perhaps.
She was real though, and the kiss was real. I couldn't help but open my eyes and stare past her, my eyes focused on Gabe. My pulse raced at the look on his face. There was a darkness in his face. A hard-set edge that made me nervous. His brow was deep set, his eyes narrow slits, and his fists were balled up at his sides like he was ready to beat the shit out of me. I pulled away from the kiss.
“Actually, I don't know if we should – ”
Hadley stroked my cheek, and I leaned into her hand. “If you want it, we should. I belong to no one now,” she said softly.
No one. She didn't belong to Gabe. Chris was gone. She was a free woman making her own choices, and in that moment, her choice was me.
Gabe climbed out the side of the hot tub, and he stomped off without a word. Clearly, he wasn't pleased with how this situa