Right, so it’s been a couple days at home, and I’m starting to do two things.
I’m reverting to a lil girl. Like going to sleep in my bedroom from high school. Waking up. Eating pancakes if my dad made some. Or cereal or fruit if he didn’t. Going to the same gym I used to when I was in high school. In some cases seeing the same people there I used to see. Dinner that’s home cooked freshly made every night. Eating as a family. Getting tucked in to bed at 10:30 pm. And then not being able to sleep so waking up and talking to Lana online and writing smut lol.
What else is happening? With no male member to please me, I’m getting very, very, very, VERY horny. My fingers and toys are working overtime trying to satisfy the desire to have WineBar inside of me.
And we’re talking a lot more. Like today he told me via text that he wants to do ungodly things to my body and make me black out as he does me. Which is so sweet. But makes me so ready for the real think. Then I’m trying to get him to sext but he’s like no. So like he doesn’t wanna sext. And his reason?
He only sexts with girls he’s exclusive with. Like that’s a criteria for him. He says it helps him differentiate between fun and serious relationships.
So what do you guys think? Is WineBar right in withholding nasty text messages from me until he’s sending them as my boyfriend?
Is WineBar making the right decision, waiting to be exclusive to withhold sexting from me??
No!!!
To each their own!
No! Go find some local dick!
Woman, don't this man go!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
Mrs. WineBar?
57% of you like WineBar
That's right. Based on your poll resutls, 57% of you said DO NOT LET THIS MAN GO!
A whole bunch of you even emailed me back and were like OMG Girl do not let this guy go. Instead, wait for him and have his wine bar babies with him because he's a keeper!
To date:
1. He's not rude
2. He's not mean
3. He's not an asshole
4. He doesn't cheat
5. He wears men's underwear
6. His dick makes my eyes roll back in my head
7. He has no kids
8. And apparenlty, now he's relatively well off?? Like he just opened his third bar? I didn't know he owned any bars omg! He's a business owner!
So the big questions then becomes...whats holding me back???
Seriously, this is the question that popped in my head this morning when I woke up. Like, what am I doing not with him?
So when I get back to San Francisco, we're going to have a big discussion. I'm gonna go get a table at either the Rotunda at Neiman Marcus (if the Rotunda is still open) or maybe Sens or Hog Island Oyster Bar at the Ferry Terminal or maybe Foreign Cinema. That's it. I'm gonna make him take me out to dinner to Foreign Cinema.
And over oysters and the giant screen playing Casablanca, I'll tell him I like him and wanna date him more seriously.