“I’m making love to you. I’ll stop if you want me to but I’m gonna beg you not to do that.” His pleading eyes pierce into me. I wouldn’t be able to tell him no, anyway, I was just asking him a question.
“I won’t ask you to stop.” I bite down on my lip and he removes his shirt as he lays me down on the bed.
This is nothing like the first time we drunkenly had sex. Don’t get me wrong, the first time was amazing, but something about knowing what we’re going to become ignites a fire in me and I’ve never wanted anyone as badly as I want him right now.
Chapter 25
Ruston
It was my idea to send Austin to the store. I needed to be alone with Tamilyn long enough to talk to her. I needed to tell her this charade has to stop. I can’t sit back and watch her with him anymore. I need her to be mine and only mine. Now I’m hovering over her beautiful body thinking about how she’s about to be mine once we break the news to Austin. I know they haven’t slept together, because he would have been the first to brag about it. I’ve already marked my territory, and damn, it’s so fucking good. She whimpers as I slide my tongue across her bare breast. I almost kept her pink lace bra on but I want to taste every inch of her. Those tiny nipples perk up just for me and my dick begins to stiffen.
I slide my hand down to the waistband of her shorts and feel how her body adjusts to my touch. She wants me, and although I do want to taste every inch of her, I don’t know how long I can wait. I also don’t know how much time we have left. My finger slips inside her and her moistness nearly sends me over the edge. I slide her shorts off and grab a condom out of my wallet.
“I want to explore this beautiful body, but I need to be inside of you now,” I say between kisses. She moans as I slide the condom on my rigid cock.
I slide gently inside of her and nearly come. I almost forgot how amazing it feels to be inside of her. “Ruston,” she whimpers.
“Yeah, baby?” I thrust into her gently.
“I love you.”
I thrust harder before crashing my lips to hers. Her salty kiss fuels me and her words ignite something inside of me. “Do you mean it?”
“I do,” she moans. “I want to be with you.”
“You will be.”
She grabs her pillow and holds it over her mouth as she moans louder. Her moans send me over the edge and I deeply thrust one more time into her before I come. That was quicker than I wanted it to be, but soon we’ll be able to make love whenever we want without fear of having to keep a secret. I pull out, remove the condom, and toss it into her trashcan. I make a mental note to move it to the bathroom trashcan before we leave the room. Tamilyn is breathing heavily with a smile on her face. I lean down and kiss her lips.
“I love you too, Tammy Lou. You have no idea how happy you’ve made me.”
“I can’t believe this is really happening.”
“What? Us being together? I think our parents have been waiting on this.” I laugh as I begin to get dressed.
“Probably so. I never thought we’d end up feeling this way about each other. It’s been growing for me but it seems like it all happened so fast.”
I hand her clothes to her and sit back on the bed. “It did happen fast, but that’s life. If we blink, we miss it all. I don’t know what I would have done if we’d missed this chance.”
“Oh, you’re sexy, Rus. You would have found someone.” She slides her shorts back on and begins to hook her bra.
“You think I’m sexy?” I ask, wearing a grin. The blush on her face is too damn cute. I think I embarrassed her, but she said it first.
“I do. Now I feel corny, thanks.”
“Why? You said it.” I chuckle.
“I did, and yes, I meant it. We’d better get back outside before anyone notices we’re gone and decides to come looking for us.”
She makes a good point. “I’m going to go to the bathroom to get rid of the condom, and I’ll meet you out there. Do you just want to wait to tell Austin tomorrow?”
She nods. “I think that would be best. I don’t want to cause any issues here.”
I grab her hand and pull her close. “I love you so much, Tamilyn, more than all the stars in the sky.”
“You’re so corny.” She laughs as she stands on her tiptoes to kiss me. “I’ll meet you outside.”
I watch as she walks out of the room. I wait a minute before stepping out just in case anyone should be lurking outside the door. I poke my head out and when I see the coast is clear, I go straight into the bathroom and wrap the condom in toilet paper before tossing it into the trashcan. I stay in there a moment longer to pee and get my act together. I feel like a fucking girl, all elated because she’s finally going to be with me. I don’t need anything else in this world. I’m content.