"Of course your parents, and your uncle and aunt in your case_. Phoebe, know what this is like." Dr. Foreman began. "They were given our brochure and everything, every detail was explained to them. We don't take anyone here without all that being understood first. Agreements had to be signed. I can show you them, if you wish. Your parents want you here. Teal. Why do you suppose that is?"
Teal didn't reply. She kept her face turned away, her chin in her hand with her elbow braced on the arm of the sofa.
Dr. Foreman turned to Robin and me. "Anyone? Why do you suppose you were sent to me, to this school?"
"It isn't a school. It's a torture chamber," Teal snapped at her.
Can you imagine what sort of torture you have put your families through?"
"Nothing as bad as this." Robin replied defiantly.
That becomes a matter of opinion, doesn't it, Robin? The emotional and mental torture your families suffered was worse than anything to them or they wouldn't have turned to me in desperation, they and the courts that are frustrated with your behavior, that are ready to give up entirely on you Tell me, any of you, why should your families have kept you? What did you give to them besides heartache? What do you give to anyone? What value are you to the world?
"Natani's cows give us milk, his pigs give us ham, his garden gives us vegetables, his pottery gives us dishes, his animals give us clothing. What do any of you do but take from the world around you, the world you spent your time damaging? Who will miss any of you?"
Maybe we were all just too tired, but when I shifted my tearful eyes toward Robin and Teal. I saw they were as pained and saddened.
"You were born, you hurt people, and you have been removed, just like some diseased rodent," Dr Foreman continued, glancing at me. "You're going to lodge complaints? You dare to threaten? You don't know how ridiculous that sounds. Why should anyone listen to your complaints now? All your lives you never listened to anyone else's."
"What do you want from us?" Teal screamed, the tears streaming down her cheeks.
"What I want from you is what you should want from yourself. A rebirth, a complete change."
"I'll change, I promise," Teal followed,
"No. You can't promise that. You've promised it before and broken the promise. Now, you really have to do it, and to do it, you must truly come to hate who you are now and bury that person out there." Dr. Foreman nodded toward the windows.
"We might just do that if you keep torturing us like this," Teal shot back at her.
"Then that is what will be. but I don't think so. I think you'll change for the better. We're here to begin, Today, I want you each to tell me one thing that you did that you admit was shameful, something that in itself would almost justify your being here. I want to believe you when you tell me that, too, so don't just say anything. I know a great deal about each of you. I know what I would choose if I were any one of you." Dr. Foreman sat back. "Who wants to begin?"
Robin and I looked down. Teal turned away,
"No one is ready to begin her cleansing?"
"I didn't do anything bad enough to deserve this," Teal insisted. Dr. Foreman looked at Robin.
"I'm here only because my mother darling wants to be free of me." she said.
Dr. Foreman turned to me.
"My aunt and my uncle hated having me. They jumped on the first opportunity to get me sent away."
Doctor Foreman nodded. "Okay. It's not unusual for you all to be like this right now, to not be ready. On rare occasion, one of my students will have insight immediately, but that's, as I said, rare."
"Students," Teal spit. "We're not students. How are we students? We're trapped here and tortured. We're prisoners in same madhouse."
"Im sorry you feel that way." Dr. Foreman sounded so sincere, really sorry, as if Teal had insulted her. I raised my eyebrows. Could she be serious? How else did she expect we would feel? Did she really believe all she was telling us?
She rose from her chair and went to the door.
"Girls," she said, and stepped back. All three buddies entered the office and looked at us. "My new students are not ready for any rewards yet. Therefore I am rescinding any positive merit points that they earned today. They'll begin again tomorrow."
"Does that mean we're sleeping on those hard cots again and still wearing these... these things?" Robin asked.
"If you're lucky," Dr. Foreman said, her eyes small. threatening.
"That's not fair!" Teal moaned. "We've done everything we were told to do. Look at my hands!" She turned the palms up to show the redness and puffiness.