Rubbing my clit with his thumb, he watches my face.
“I want your words, want you to tell me everything you feel, you understand?” He sounds almost hoarse, as if he’s in pain.
Power snakes up my spine. “I understand,” I whisper.
“Now kiss me,” he demands. I lean forward, and everything but him disappears. Our tongues twist and explore. His thumb is gone from my clit, but I feel his fingers rubbing my hole as he gently eases one finger in.
I moan into his mouth as he slowly goes in and out. “Ryder…”
“Yeah, baby, I’m here.” His mouth is on mine, and I start to climb, reaching for something I might not be able to handle.
“You’re ready. Get on all fours.” His fingers leave my ass. Lifting me, he turns me around.
“What do I do?” I whimper, looking over my shoulder at him. When he puts more lube on his cock, I falter for a moment. Eyeing his dick, I let out a groan. “Is this gonna hurt?”
He grins and I’m almost breathless. “No, beautiful, you’re gonna love it.” He grabs my hips and I bite my lower lip.
“Breathe, Julianna.” He spreads me open, slowly easing the tip of his dick in, then out. “Breathe.” He swats one of my ass cheeks, causing me to exhale, and pushes his giant cock in.
“Oh fuck.” I grab the sheets.
He stays still, letting me adjust to him. “So good. Breathe again, I’m barely in.”
I almost scream, what with my head spinning and feeling so full. He slaps my ass again and pushes in farther. I gulp for breath.
“Talk,” he commands.
“It kind of burns.”
He pulls out and I almost scream. When I look back at him, he’s applying more lube.
“Now let’s see if I can make you scream how much you love my cock in your ass.” And before I can respond, his dick is pushing inside. One easy thrust, and it’s like my body decided he’s allowed in.
I think I scream because no amount of lube, or preparation, can do this justice. Forbidden, nasty, and all I can do is try to stay focused as he moves slowly, in and out.
“Fuck. I’m not gonna last long. You’re too tight. I fucking love it,” he grunts.
“Rub your clit hard, Bellezza.” And I do.
“I’m so full, Ryder.” I gasp as my clit instantly starts to pulse and contract.
“Fuck.” His voice is tight. “I feel it.” And then the world explodes, my body jerks, and it’s Ryder and me, floating, soaring.
“Easy, baby, I got you.”
I must be screaming, chanting, but right now, I’m done caring. I feel him freeze, then his body jerks as he comes. Hot spurts fill me up as we both let ourselves have this. Everything is perfect, in sync, nothing but us… drifting.
“Julianna.”
My eyes blink open and he grins down at me.
“Yeah?” I smile back at him—can’t stop myself.
“Come on, babe. Let’s take a shower.”
He brushes the hair off my face, and I almost tell him I love him. That I have from the moment I set eyes on him. Instead, I nuzzle my nose in his neck. Picking me up, he carries me to the shower.
For now, I let him take care of me because I’m emotionally drained. That was intimate, and I’m not sure either of us needs to speak the words.
This feeling that’s wrapped around us is enough. Right now, it’s more than enough.
RYDER
Present
Disciples’ clubhouse
Burbank, CA
“Ryder? You alive?” Loud pounding on my door makes me instinctively tighten my arms around Julianna.
Protect. It’s like an alarm going off in my brain. I almost bolt up and drag her with me.
“Christ.” I scan the room, making sure we’re okay.
“Sorry, Ryder. Prez is waiting.” It’s a prospect, not a threat.
“Minute,” I bark out as Julianna groans. My lips brush the top of her head, and I breathe in her scent. Fuck, my heart is racing. I reach for my phone. That can’t say 10 AM, I haven’t slept this late in years, if ever.
“I’ve got to go, babe.” Untangling Julianna’s arms from around me, I stare down at her.
“No, not yet.” Her eyes flutter open, and I let myself get lost in her for a moment.
“I’m late.” I grin at her. I feel light, as if a huge weight has been lifted. Swinging my legs around, I grab my cigarettes. I fucking slept.
“I’d offer to make you breakfast, but that’s Amy’s domain.” Her voice is all sleepy and satisfied, making my cock jerk. I ignore him—can’t fuck right now.
Grinning, I stand and light up a cigarette, trying to get my head in the game. It’d be a good start if I’d stop smiling like I’m a fucking teenager who just lost his virginity.
Julianna stretches and smiles back at me. What in the ever-loving fuck is going on?
I’m the enforcer. I’ve got the douchebag lawyer Jett Powers showing up in an hour. I’ve got Frosty digging into everyone’s past so that I can fucking eliminate them. And all I’m thinking about is locking my door so I can tie Julianna to my bed and play with her.