A man can only take so much. The uncertainty that she might try to leave me sent me over the edge. All night I’ve been unable to touch her like I wanted. I am tired of walking on eggshells because of someone else’s bullshit. Her parents can fuck off. Because I can’t go another second without knowing she’s mine forever or telling her I love her. I want to be her first and her last, not only in the bedroom but in love.
My blood boils every time I think of her parents showing up with someone in tow for Carly. I lost my mind. I’m still fucking losing it. Finally, I make it to the bed. I close my eyes, slowly letting her down onto her feet. I try to get my shit together before I fuck this up beyond repair.
“Get that dress off,” I order. I sound like a fucking asshole, but the more I try and calm myself the worse I get. She gives me that soft sweet smile of hers before she turns around, looking at me over her shoulder. I reach for the zipper, pulling it down for her. The dress slips down her body, revealing her bare back to me. I run my finger down her spine before I trail kisses down her back. She’s perfect. Her skin is so soft and warm on my lips.
I fall to my knees, pushing the dress all the way down until it pools at her feet, leaving her in only a pair of nude colored panties. I slip my fingers into them and pull them down her legs, my mouth kissing and nipping at her plump ass before she slowly turns around. Her hands cover her breasts. I give her a look that has her dropping them.
I don’t know what’s changed. She’s gone from wanting to go back to her place to letting me have whatever I want. I should probably question it, but right now all I can focus on is getting inside of her. Showing her that she’s not going anywhere. She is mine now. Has been since the moment she looked up at me inside that store.
“Are you just going to stare at me all night?”
I’m going to do more than stare at her all night.
“You belong to me now and I’ll do whatever I like with you.” What a fucked-up thing to say.
She doesn't tell me I’m wrong. She really should. That only spurs me on more.
“You have a funny way of showing me that I belong to you.”
I stare up at her wondering what the hell that means. She wants me to show her? I’m going to more than show her. I’m going to fill her with my seed and this time she’ll really need that pregnancy test.
“Do you really want to push me right now, Carly?” I stand and start to undo the buttons of my shirt. I go for my belt next. She licks her perfectly plump lips as her eyes eat me up.
“I’m not scared of you.”
“Maybe you should be.” The belt drops to the floor with a loud thunk. “For so long you’ve been trying to escape your parents' hold to only walk right into mine.”
“If you haven't noticed, I rather enjoy your hold.” Does she? Does she realize I still wasn't holding her as tight as I truly wanted? That might make her change her mind. She’s only gotten a taste of the need I have for her.
“You enjoyed when I had you on your knees? With my hand in your hair not allowing you to move while I fucked your mouth?” I challenge her. I don’t know why I’m doing it. She isn't fighting me now, but here I am trying to give her a reason to run. I watch her as her body reacts to my every word. Her skin is flushed all over with arousal.
“Yes I liked it. Until you changed.” She sounds disappointed. I thought I was protecting her from who I really am. That’s the only reason I had tried to slow things down. I never wanted her to feel caged in. She’s felt that way for too long already. And all I wanted to do was cage her for myself.
“I haven't changed. If anything I’ve let you see more of me.”
“I don’t want more of you, James. I want all of you.”
“Then get on the bed,” I order her. She only smiles and lets herself fall backward onto the bed. Her dark hair spreads out all around her. “You tried to run from me.” I put one knee on the bed. She sits up on her elbows. My eyes wrack over her naked body.
“I was scared of you.” That has me pausing. “Scared you were going to hurt me.”
“I never want to hurt you.” I move her to the center of the bed.