“Break my heart. I’ve been falling in love with you. The more I seem to fall the more you pull away from me.” I close my eyes, my forehead dropping to hers. “That’s why I was scared. Why I was running.”
“Carly.” Her name almost sounds strangled as it comes from me.
“No more talking, James. You’ve been holding back. Show me. Show me what you feel for me.”
I groan, taking her mouth.
She thinks she’s falling in love with me. I know I’m in love with her. All it took was for her to look up at me with those big blue eyes filled with so much innocence and warmth and I’d been done. I knew in that moment that she was it for me. With that one glance she had stolen my heart. Changed the path of my life. I knew in an instant that there was no living without her.
I’d told myself I needed to have her. My mind had instantly determined that I should take her before someone else came along and took that look out of her eyes. That while I wanted to ravage her, I also wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.
That I needed to keep her safe from everyone else but me. I still don’t know if that’s fucked up or not, but now she’s lying beneath me telling me I can have her and there is nothing that could stop me. The whole world could be burning down right now, and I wouldn’t notice as long as she is still here beneath me. There is nothing more in this life that I need than her.
“James.” Hearing her say my name will never get old. Especially when she says it with so much need. I lean down, taking her mouth in a kiss that brands her as mine. One that lets her know how much I want her. That I will never hold back from her again. Her hips raise, trying to find friction.
I pull my mouth from hers. I am going to give her what she needs. It took me a while to realize exactly what that was, but now I know she needs all of me. She’s pulled out a side of me I hadn't even known existed until she came into my life.
“Hands on the headboard,” I order her. Her pink tongue darts out, licking her bottom lip. “Now.”
“I like touching you.” As she says it, her hands reach up, grabbing the headboard. Her fingers wrap around the bars.
“Such a good girl.” I trail kisses down her tits. If I didn't think I was going to come out of my skin I’d give them more attention, but I’ve already been holding back for too long. I keep trailing the kisses down her stomach until I get to her pussy. I can feel her eyes on me the whole way. I can see how aroused she is. Her pussy glistens with it. I reach out, running my finger gently down her center, causing her to writhe on the bed.
“Your good girl,” I hear her whisper, taunting my control and making it shatter. I grab her hips, my mouth covering her pretty pink perfection. I lick and suck, needing her taste all over my mouth. The first orgasm hits her fast as she cries out my name. I push my tongue inside of her, wanting every last drop of it before I replace my tongue with one finger and then another.
She’s so damn tight but I keep working her, making her come two more times. Her whole body goes lax. Her hands, which left the headboard long ago, grab on to me.
I kick off my pants, making her body jerk as I place more kisses on her. She’s sensitive everywhere now.
“James.” She sighs my name so sweetly as I loom over her. She gives me a smile that lights up her whole face. No clue what makes her smile at me like that, but I swear I’ll spend my life trying to keep it there.
“I told you to hold the headboard.”
“Oops.” She wraps her arms around my neck, her soft breasts pressing into my chest. Damn, she feels good. Too good. I could never not have this.
I brush a lock of her dark hair out of her face as my cock presses a little into her. The need to take her rides me hard, but still I have to make sure she understands what this means. That this bond we’re about to form will be unbreakable. “This will change everything.”
“Liar. It changed long ago.”
“You’re catching up.”
“To the fact that you’re a little obsessed with me?” She gasps as I push more inside of her.
“A little? No, Carly.” I am more than a little. “I’m in love with you.” I thrust the rest of the way inside of her as I seal my mouth over hers. Her whole body tenses for a moment but I don’t stop kissing her. Slowly the tension starts to leave her body and she starts to kiss me back.