“Not like this,” I tell him not wanting our first time sleeping together up against some door“Then let me have a taste baby just one taste.”“What?” I ask, but he drops to the floor unbuttoning my jeans, pulling them down my legs and I instantly feel embarrassed, the small stretch marks on the side of my legs embarrassing me and I try to pull him up“Blaze, please” I beg for him to stop, but he mistakes it for desperation even though I feel that as well, I try and cover my marks but he looks up at me. My stomach pouch sticking out and I pull my shirt down“Don’t hide from me baby, I want you.”“But I’m...”“If you fuckin’ say your fat I’m spinnin’ you around and spankin’ that sexy ass, these marks are you, and I don’t give a fuck how many you have, it’s all you baby” he pulls my leg over his shoulder and leans in. The touch of his tongue on my private parts has me jumping “Fuck baby you taste good” I feel so embarrassed with his comment, Joe never told me anything like that and come to think of it Joe never went down on me. I run my fingers through his hair as he looks up at me and he smiles winking and leans back in. The sensations of his tongue on my pussy is out of this world, every lick sends a bolt throughout my body as my heart races“Oh, Blaze god… that feels… so good,” he licks me deeper sucking on my lips. “Oh god!” his nose nudging my clit with each stroke and I can feel my body tense up, a shiver runs up my body and my nipples ache. “Oh my god” I whisper, trying to keep myself grounded, my head goes back against the door, and I pull him closer to me grinding my pussy on his face (oh my fucking god). “BLAZE!” I yell as my orgasm hits me, my body convulsing and my pussy pulsing even more. I try to catch a breath, but I feel like I’ve run a marathon and I watch as he stands up, my body, enjoying the euphoria of my orgasm and he smiles“So, I guess I did good,” he says, smiling, even more, making me giggle“You did amazingly,” I tell him, and he laughs, pulling me to him, and I can feel his hard dick. I reach down, but he grabs my wrist, stopping me from rubbing him “Don’t you want me to” I ask him“More than you know, I’ve dreamt about you on your knees every night since the beach,” he tells me, and my inner women screams at me to go to my knees“Then let me,” I tell him, but he shakes his head“If you pull my dick out I won’t be able to stop myself from fucking you baby.”“Please,” I beg needing it so much, my mouth salivating with need “Please” I shamelessly beg him“You want it that bad,” he asks me (fucking hell yes, I want it)“Just as bad as you did,” I tell him, and he smiles“Then get naked, if your gonna fulfill my dream your gonna do it right,” I step back, pulling my shirt over my head, and he frowns at me“What the fuck?” he says, pulling me to him, but I try to cover myself feeling embarrassed, I knew I was too fat. I turn around, but he turns me back running his finger over the two large scars across my chest. “Baby, what happened?” I look down and try to cover them, but he grabs my hands. “I said, what the fuck happened?” I try to get some distance, but he holds me tight “Tell me!” tears come to my eyes and I look down. “Baby,” he whispers in my ear, holding even tighter and I feel all those broken pieces stabbing me again. Joe always manages to ruin something good, and now Blaze won’t want me because I’m damaged. “Ella,” he says, and I look up at him, tears fall down my cheek, and he wipes them away. “Tell me,” he says this time more serious“My ex done it,” I tell him and I see him grinding his jaw together“Your ex cut you?” I nod my head, and he lets me go stepping away, and I feel the loss straight away. I pull my clothes back on fast and watch as Blaze paces the room“Blaze,” I say, but he holds up his hand“Don’t come near me at the moment.” I bite my lip, feeling scared for the first time as I watch Blaze pace like a tiger in a cage. I open the door and run out to my car, Blaze yells out after me tears run down my face, and I try and wipe them away, but I run into a hard body and look up