“Sorry,” I tell Cuff as he holds me by my arms“ELLA!” is yelled and I look back at Blaze as he comes into the room and Cuff frowns at me“You ok darlin’?” he asks me, and I look back at Blaze shaking my head no, and he holds me in his arms“Ella” Blaze says, and I turn looking at him feeling stupid (you worthless bitch) I hear Joe’s voice, and I start to panic, those feelings of being trapped coming to mine. “Baby,” he says, but I need space feeling a panic attack coming, and I whimper as he touches me and Cuff moves me away from him“What the fuck did you do to her?” he asks Blaze“Stay the fuck out of it,” Blaze tells him, and Cuff moves me behind his back as the two, face off, and I step back further and make my way to the door needing to be alone. “ELLA!” Blaze yells as I get outside and run to my car (god I’m so stupid why would he want a fat scared woman like me).**I don’t see Blaze at all over the next few days spending a lot of time at either work or the cemetery only really going back to the clubhouse to sleep and I start to wonder if being here anymore is such a good idea (time to move on).Chapter Twenty-ThreeBlazeThe minute I kissed her I knew I needed more, the dreams over the past week have kept me awake most days as I try and sleep. That day at the beach was a day that will forever be etched in my mind, her mules of excitement as she came on my dick to her gorgeous fuckin’ tits, fuck she’s like a drug that I need so I can function. The way she held me tighter as she rode my dick has me so fuckin’ hard, her taste alone has me needin’ more. Even her fuckin’ smile has me on edge, and over the past week, I’ve dreamt of her naked on her knees suckin’ my cock, fuck I need her.As I pulled her up the hall I couldn’t help myself the days and nights have been torture, I just needed a taste of her gorgeous lips (just one taste) “I want to spend more time with you” I tell her even missing playing cards“I do too, but with the wedding I want Zoey’s flowers to be perfect” fuckin’ Saint needs a punch in the head for takin’ my women away for his fuckin’ wedding“Baby I need you,” I tell her feeling fuckin’ desperate“Go to bed Blaze we’ll talk later,” she tells me pecking me on the lips, but I grab her arm “What?”“Kiss me,” I tell her needin’ her lips“I did,” she says blushin’ (fuck she’s cute)“No, I mean kiss me, not just a quick peck.” She smiles at me and my dick gets hard, and I lean down smilin’ at her (fuck she makes me happy). “Kiss me, baby,” I tell her movin’ her back against the wall and reach down grabbin’ her sexy hot ass lifting it over mine when her mouth opens and our tongues touch and she moans makin’ my dick almost explodin’ in my jeans“Blaze” she whispers lookin’ around to see if anyone’s comin’ down the hall“Shh baby,” I tell her liftin’ my hand so I can rub her nipple through her shirt“Blaze someone will see.” I pull her into one of the empty rooms and push her up against the door kissin’ her harder needin’ more “Oh god Blaze” I grind my dick into her so she can feel what she does to me. “Blaze stop, we can’t,” she tells me, but I can’t, I don’t want to“Fuck Ella, I want you so much,” I tell her so fuckin’ needy for her“Not like this” and I look at her “Then let me have a taste baby just one taste,” I tell her and kneel down unbuttonin’ her jean and pullin’ them down“What?” I ask as she tries to push me away and coverin’ her body, I couldn’t give a fuck how many marks she has“Blaze, please” she begs me“Don’t hide from me baby, I want you,” I tell her, her cunt calling to me“But I’m...” she says and I know she’s just about to say something to put herself down and there’s no fuckin’ way I’ll let my women do that no fuckin’ way, not Ella“If you fuckin’ say your fat, I’m spinnin’ you around and spankin’ that sexy ass. These marks are you, and I don’t give a fuck how many you have, it’s all you baby” I tell her pullin’ her leg over my shoulder leanin' in, and she jumps as my tongue touches her. “Fuck baby you smell good,” I tell her needin’ her to know I want this and how much I need her