I had to have her now.
When our mouths connected, instinct took over as I walked us backward into the alley past my vehicle. Nikola’s eyes were closed. I made sure no one was out here with us as we kept kissing. My hands began to roam and I found the smooth skin under her shirt. The shirt was tight, restricting my access to her tits. I guided us to a place between some crates back in the corner of the alley. Stepping back, I looked at Nikola. She wore the look that told me she wanted me as much as I wanted her. I was about to give her exactly what we needed.
Her teeth grazed her lower lip as the rain came down harder. I couldn’t handle it anymore. I needed to see her. Grabbing the bottom of her shirt, I ripped the buttons off and they flew in every direction, soon lost in all the water. Nikola wore pale-pink bra. Her dark pink nipples stood out behind the lace. My left hand went to the clasp of her bra while the other crept under her loose skirt.
I grazed her clit through the silky fabric of her panties and pushed.
A moan emitted from Nikola’s throat. “Rip them off, Brandt. I need more.”
The front clasp of the bra came undone; her luscious breasts spilled out. The rain found them and water beaded on her skin. Quickly, I tore the panties from Nikola’s body. My lips tasted her cherry-ripe points. They were firm and ready to be played with. My other hand dipped within Nikola’s warm pussy as she wrapped a leg around my waist, moving her hips, trying to get my fingers inside her, deeper. Keeping my touch on the edge of teasing, I heard a frustrated sound from Nikola.
I released her breasts and got down on my knees, putting her hiked up leg over my shoulder. Water streamed down my face. The thunder grew louder as my lips made contact with her clit. Her wet warmth tasted like honey as Nikola ground on my face.
“Brandt, give me my release.”
Her demanding tone made me lighten the pressure. My hands went up to her hips as she tried to move closer to my tongue while I traced the rim of her sensitive bud.
“Brandt, please. Please, ahh—”
With her plea, I pushed in against her harder, tasting all of her.
“Yes, Brandt! Yes!”
I released Nikola’s hips, and she pushed against my tongue as her hips gyrated.
Nikola was close as I pushed a finger inside her. My dick ached to be within her. As I began to feel her come, I moved my mouth to the opening of her pussy to lap up everything she gave me. I wasn’t able to hear any sounds from the storm that intensified around us. As I stood, I unzipped my pants to free my dick. Nikola leaned against the wall as her eyes fluttered shut. Her tits were half-covered by her torn shirt. I grabbed her ass and hoisted her to let my dick breach her entrance.
I yelled, “You’re it for me, Nikola. Never doubt my love for you. I fucking love you with all that I am.”
Her eyes snapped open at my words. It was similar to what I’d said last time we fucked in the alley. I remembered every part of each time we made love. They were the memories I treasured at night when I didn’t have Nikola with me. Those memories were what made spending time away from each other bearable.
“Brandt, I remember, too. You have every part of me.”
I entered her as our teeth collided in a heated kiss. The need to expel myself in her, to mark her as mine, reached an all-time high as we went crazy for each other. My cock throbbed on every upstroke, preparing for the explosion. My balls drew up, tight. Nikola’s inner walls quivered. It wasn’t going to be long. We were both burning for each other. My flesh felt like it was on fire, even though the cold rain saturated my clothing.
Nikola bit my lip, and the pleasure-pain that coursed through me kept my dick rock hard and deep within her. From her gasps, I could tell I’d hit the spot that drove her wild; Nikola starting coming. We released ourselves. I loved knowing I was part of Nikola, that she had a piece of me inside her. We held each other. Lightning struck across the sky right over our heads.
“Shit, I need to get you in my car. The weather is getting bad.” I pulled back. We were still alone in the alley. Nikola’s shirt was a wreck.
Nikola drew her torn shirt together. “I have clothes in my car.”
We were drenched. I yanked my shirt over my head and handed it to my girl. “Put this on. Give me your keys, and I’ll get your bag. I’ll meet you in my SUV.”
“You were a little rough with my shirt.” Nikola giggled as she tugged on my T-shirt. At least she was covered. She handed me her keys from the pocket in her skirt. I shot her a cocky grin and winked.
I grabbed her hand and started to jog toward the passenger side. I opened the car door and she got in. I kissed her. “You should have worn something that zipped up the front. It might have fared better.”
The last time we’d been here, Nikola wore a dress that zipped down the front. Damn, I loved that dress. I shut the door and jogged down the sidewalk. Pressing the clicker for Nikola’s car, I saw the lights flash, giving away the location where she’d parked it. There was some whooping and hollering coming from the coffee shop window as someone banged on it. I turned to a group of women standing at the glass window, saying all sorts of stuff as they clapped and pointed. I glanced down and remembered I was shirtless. I chuckled and shook my head as I continued to the passenger side of the car. There was the black duffle bag Nikola used.
Why is this packed?
I grabbed it and jogged back to the car. The women were still at the window watching, so I gave a friendly wave, which resulted in more screaming behind the window. I will never understand females. Making it to my car, I unlocked it and got in.
Nikola rubbed her hands over her arms as I cranked the car. “Shit, I should have started the car. Sorry.”
“It’s okay.” She let out another giggle—one of the most wonderful sounds in the world. “I saw you had an entourage watching you. I’m one lucky lady.”
I grinned, putting the car in drive to head to Anne’s. “I’m glad you think so.”
Nikola started rummaging through the bag.
“Why’d you have that packed?”
She stopped rummaging. “I…umm…I was going to stay at Grandmama’s tonight. I figured since I hadn’t spent any time with you this week and you were having another late night, I’d spend time with her and see you tomorrow.”
That hurt. Nikola had no idea everything I had been up to, so I couldn’t blame her. We’d hardly seen each other.
“As I said, I want you in bed, with me, at night, Nikola. If you go to Anne’s, that’s where I’ll be. I don’t want to spend the night without you.”
After Anne had gotten sick, Nikola canceled her out of town trips and was doing everything via phone calls. This arrangement suited me just fine. I didn’t like when she traveled.
“Brandt—”
“Nikola, I want us in bed together at night. If you go to Anne’s to stay, pack me clothes, too. Unless we’re in different towns, it’s important we’re together at night.” My voice was sincere but firm.
A shirt and some yoga pants came out of the bag. “Why is this so important to you? It didn’t used to be as much as it is now.”
I looked straight ahead as the wipers cleared a path from the rain. “When I wake with my heart beating frantically, and I can smell and feel your body, it’s then I know it was a nightmare and I can go back to sleep.”
“Nightmare?”
I didn’t look her way as I stared ahead at the rain coming down in sheets. The sound of the wipers echoed until I spoke. “That you’re gone. I never got you back.”
That was one of my worst fears—not having Nikola in the future I’d imagined. A slender hand with pink nail polish landed on my knee.
“I’m all yours. I never stopped being yours
in my heart. I want to be in your bed every night, too.”
I took a deep breath before my hand landed on top of hers. Somberly, I spoke, “Talk to me when you start doubting things. I’ll always be an addict. That will never change. But we have to trust each other if this is going to work. I can’t wonder if you’re doubting me all the time. We have to be open with each other.”
There was an intake of breath from across the vehicle. I glanced over, and Nikola had a sad smile on her face. “I know.” She closed her eyes. “I promise I will. I promise.” Nikola opened her emerald eyes and glanced my way. “Promise to talk to me, too.”
“I promise.”
By the time we got to Anne’s, Nikola was changed and I had on a dry T-shirt. I’d change my pants when I got to the restaurant to start all the preparations. Anne’s red Cadillac sat to the left as I steered the SUV partially under the carport so Nikola wouldn’t get wet. Nikola leaned over and gave me a kiss. Her skin was soft.
“See if Anne wants to come to dinner with us tonight. I’m going to clear my work schedule. The club managers are almost trained, and we need some time together. Does that sound good?”
Nikola kissed me harder, and I fought the urge to take the kiss from appropriate to inappropriate.
“I’d love that. I’ll get the rest of the proposals off to Gavin. Text me with the details and we’ll come. Even if Grandmama can’t come, I still want to go.”
“Well, that was a given, baby. I’ll make reservations and see you in a bit. Work hard so we can take a couple days off together, if that sounds good.”
Nikola’s face lit up, and I couldn’t wait for this evening. “That sounds fantastic.”