“Baby, I always use protection. Always.” He ran his hand up her neck and cupped her cheek. “I just didn’t go out and grab any more today.” His unspoken words about why he hadn’t found the time to go out, that he was too fucked-up in the mind over the death of his parents and his mother’s birthday, had her heart clenching tightly.
Lifting her hand to his cheek, she rose up and kissed him on the lips. The only thing she wanted was to be with him, to ease his suffering and help her forget about everything aside from the two of them in that moment. So, maybe it was foolish, maybe it was disastrous, but Sophia didn’t care.
“I want you, Abe. I trust you.”7Abe’s stare bore holes into her, and then he exhaled loudly. “Sophia.” His mouth lowered to hers at the same time he reached between their bodies and aligned the tip of his shaft with the opening of her body. This was it. This was the moment where lines would be crossed.
The moment where she would no longer just be friends with Abe. Things would forever be changed between them.
When he started to push into her, she lifted her legs and wrapped them around his waist, causing him to sink farther into her. He was a big man all around, and his dick was no different. She felt the stretch and burn of him working his way inside her. There was pain, but the pleasure soothed the sting. The way his jaw worked under his flesh was both arousing and masculine.
The strain, which showed in his expression, caused beads of sweat to break out along his brow, dampening the tips of his hair. One of his hands was braced by her head, his arm straight and tensed. His other hand cupped her cheek, and his eyes stayed on her. It was like everything around them disappeared, like there was nothing else that mattered in the world. His eyes were half-lidded and his mouth slightly parted.
He stopped about a fourth of the way, eyes sliding closed and breathing heavily.
“You’re so tight and wet.” He gritted his teeth and retreated. When just the tip was at her entrance, he waited for a prolonged moment then slammed into her hard. A cry of pain left her, and his groan mingled with it. When he bottomed out inside her, he stilled. She could feel his heart beating a rapid rhythm, or maybe that was hers.
“Jesus, Sophia.” He looked worried as he stared down at her. “Why didn’t you tell me?” His voice had dropped, and a soft look crossed his face. “Why didn’t you tell me, baby?”
How in the hell was she supposed to tell him that at twenty-two she was still a virgin? That deep down inside, she had always been saving herself for the man she loved? Him.
“I-It never came up.” He sank his upper body on top of hers, and she sighed when his hardness met her softness.
“You’re so perfect.” Moving his hips back and forth, he stroked her from the inside. Her eyes closed, and her back arched. Picking up speed, Abe fucked her hard, fucked her like his life depended on it. This wasn’t about making love. This was about getting their emotions out physically. At least it was for her.
The image in her mind of her first time had always been soft and sweet, gentle and coaxing. But with Abe, feeling him move inside her like he couldn’t get deep enough was just as perfect. Both of his arms were now beside her head, and when she looked to the side, she could see the muscles flexing in his forearms.
He started whispering dirty words, filthy things that had her growing hotter, had her pussy clenching around his cock as he plunged in and out of her. She should have known sex with Abe would not be the romanticized notions of a blushing virgin. Abe was everything she shouldn’t want and everything she desperately needed. He was rough and raw around the edges, said exactly what he meant, and didn’t mince his words.
He drank a lot, got into fights, and was covered in tattoos, but he was the man she loved, and she would make sure things between them changed for the better. She wanted a life with him, wanted to be the only woman for him.
“That’s it, baby, take all of me.” He thrust into her, hitting her cervix and causing the ecstasy and agony to merge into one. “Yeah, baby.” He reached between them and ran his finger over her clit. She came again, her pussy clenching around his cock, and sent fresh waves of cream spilling from her.
Abe pumped inside her for the third time and found his own orgasm. For several long minutes, he did nothing but breathe heavily against her chest, but all too soon, he rolled off her and onto his back. Sophia did nothing but stare at the ceiling, letting the experience wash through her. A smile crossed her face, and she closed her eyes. There was a delicious ache between her thighs and the warm trickle of his cum and her wetness slipping out of her.