“He wants out.”
“Here?” I ask, looking around my small room. This is not going to end well if he phases into his giant grizzly in my tiny apartment. My neighbor would call the police. She once called the cops because a delivery man rang the doorbell three times.
“Not here,” he grunts. “Not ever.”
“You’re going to have to let him out sometime,” I tell him. I read that on the website when I did my research on the first night. Shifters have to let their bears out or they start to go crazy. Although, I guess that ship has sailed. I don’t know if he can get any crazier than he already is.
Adrian swallows hard as he looks down at my sheets. “I’m afraid.”
My eyes roam over his huge body. He’s showing every large muscle he has, wearing nothing but a pair of boxer briefs. I can’t imagine he would be afraid of anything. He’s the most powerful man I’ve ever seen.
“What are you afraid of?”
He looks at me with tormented eyes as he rubs the stubble on his chin. “That he won’t let me back out. That I’ll be his prisoner again. That I won’t be able to see you anymore. That we won’t be able to be like this again.”
I wrap my arms around his big arm and rest my cheek on his shoulder. Now, I’m afraid of that too. I’m terrified this perfect night could be our only one.
“I could live like that before,” he says as he puts his hand over mine. “But that was before I knew you existed. Before I knew that this existed.” He sighs as he rests his cheek on the top of my head. “I can’t live like that anymore. Not when I know you’re out here. That would be too much for even me to handle.”
I run my fingertip up and down his thick forearm, watching as the tiny hairs on his arms rise. “He let you out before,” I whisper. “Maybe he will again. Maybe things are different now.”
“I can’t take that chance.”
“What if you…” That wasn’t the only thing I read on the website. I also learned that shifters sometimes leave their mark on their mate’s neck. It helps curb some of the possessiveness and territorial nature of the bears. It also lets any other males nearby know that their girl is off-limits. I was very curious when I read it. So much so that a spot under my ear began to tingle. It’s tingling even more now.
“What if you put your mark on me? Would that help?”
He swallows hard as he looks at me. He looks even more tormented now.
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I’ll be okay. I want to be yours in every way, Adrian. And if it helps you avoid all this, then I’m happy to do it.”
He looks at me for a long moment. “You’re incredible, Courtney. Absolutely stellar.”
“Let’s try it,” I say as I lay down on the bed.
He doesn’t move from where he’s sitting. He just faces the wall as he takes slow deep breaths. “I don’t know.”
“I do. Come.”
He’s trying to resist me. Well, he won’t be able to resist this.
I pull off my long sleeping shirt and lie back down, completely naked. He lasts about two seconds before he turns and looks me up and down with dark hungry eyes.
“Come,” I say as I push my hair back and turn my chin to expose my neck. “Make me yours. Don’t make me beg.”
His resolve cracks and he leans over me. He cups my bare breast and kisses my hard nipple as I reach down and start rubbing his hard cock.
Sticky wet pre-come leaks onto my hand as I stroke him. I moan as he nibbles on my breast. He leans up and watches with a fire in his eyes as I bring my fingers to my mouth and lick his seed clean off.
I climb to my knees and push him into a seated position, his rock hard cock standing straight up between us. My pussy throbs at the anticipation of having it back inside me.
His heated eyes are all over me as I grab his shoulders and straddle his huge frame. He grabs his shaft and guides his dick into my wet hole as I drop my hips down. We both moan at the incredible feeling of being so connected. I always feel like we’re sharing the same soul, like we’re connected in so many ways, but being connected physically like this amplifies everything.
I grind my clit on his hard pelvis as he grips my ass hard, making me whimper. He starts guiding me up and down his big dick, my breasts bouncing up and down between us.
It’s the first time I’ve ridden him and I like it. We stare into each other’s eyes until he kisses me passionately while I slide up and down his thick pole.