This time I step forwards. Landon gathers me up in his arms, and I press myself against him so the skin of our bellies meet. This is a dangerous game and we both know it. One slip and Mom and Marvin could be in here like a shot.
“You know that if we are completely silent, it’s just as suspicious.”
“I want you.”
I can’t help but say it and immediate regret it as soon as it’s out. No more games, no more fucking around, no more pretend power plays. I want him so much it hurts.
“I want you too.”
There is no fucking way in the world we can do this without being caught. No way.
“Sleep with me.”
Landon’s words, not mine. I shake my head. There’s taking a risk and there’s downright stupidity. Us fucking in the first place is taking a risk, us fucking now when everyone will be able to hear us is suicide.
“Then get naked with me at least. We can look at each other without making a sound.”
Can we? This is a dangerous game and Landon has already upped the stakes. Without even getting what either of us really want, we could be jeopardizing things before we’ve even begun. Yet despite all of that, despite the clear risk, the damage, the potential noise of our lust seeping through the walls like mating calls, when he reaches up to undo my bra, I am powerless to stop him.
“We can’t”, I say again, but I already know that we are.
Landon
One single noise that shouldn’t be coming from this room and we are caught. I can hear my dad snoring away so loudly it sounds like he’s in the bed next to us, the walls creaking between the two rooms, water flowing through the plumbing, even Rachel turning the pages of her book. Whatever we want to do, whatever we are about to do, if it involves any sound at all, there is a high chance it will be the last time we ever do it.
I want her so much, which makes what I’m about to do probably either the stupidest thing on earth or the bravest.
We can’t fuck. It just won’t work. I want to more than anything in this world right now, but we just can’t. That means what we get is second best. That means all we can do is press ourselves against one another as quietly as possible and hope we are able to resist each other. In some ways this is worse than not doing anything at all, because it’s much easier to resist something if you don’t have that thing waved in front of your face.
That’s the plan anyway. Let Tilly slide my boxer shorts down while I work on her panties, and the two of us ease our way slowly and silently to the bed where we lie there, one on top of each other, side by side, however we fit, until we wake up in the morning, drive out into the middle of nowhere and screw each other’s brains out.
That’s the plan.
That’s the thing we need to do to ensure there is a one hundred percent chance we don’t get caught.
Guess what? Somehow it turns out that plans are easier to follow when the person you are desperately trying not to fuck doesn’t have your swollen dick in her hand ready to slide into her mouth.
I should warn her, but I’m not. I want to tell her that I was right, that I knew she couldn’t resist me, but she’s agreeing to all of that anyway by what she’s busy doing and there is no reason left for me to say it. I have to say, I did not expect this from her at all. I thought she was going to come in here, tease me to the edge of reason and then refuse me point blank, torture me with that cute little ass of hers hanging out of the bed, push me away and make me beg for it.
If anything, I’m the one that seems more cautious of us getting caught. I’m flinching every time I hear a noise come from outside of the room, just in case Rachel’s about to bust through our door and catch me mouth fucking her daughter. I’m holding moans in so tightly my throat hurts.
Tilly is not helping me either and by the smile she has on her face, I know she’s doing it on purpose. This is definitely part of her game to win me over, to show me who is really in control, and I can’t say I’m not enjoying it either. Silently sucking my dick, while she parts her legs, plays with her pussy and shows me her clit, while her mom is so close next door we can practically hear her breathing, that takes balls, man. That I have to admire. It’s not just that either. Tilly knows how to please me. She knows how to suck cock, she knows her to put on a show and tease me with what I know I’m not allowed to take in the way that I want to. If we fuck tonight it has to be glacially. It has to be measured in inches per hour just so we don’t wake our parents. If we fuck tonight, we may not be able to keep our secret any longer.
I can’t take my eyes off her, but I know I can’t continue watching either. Tilly’s long slow licks of my shaft, the way she masks the sounds of her enjoyment by muffling them against my body, the way my skin bobbles up in goosebumps every time she flicks the tip of her tongue across the cord of skin that connects my shaft to my swollen glans, it’s divine.
“Bed?”
My words are a suggestion mouthed silently towards her, to which she understands and shakes her head.
“Noisy”, she mouths back, miming the action of springs going up and down.
“Where?”
I want to fuck her. I don’t even need to come, I just desperately want to slide myself inside her. I’ve already forgotten enough of the sensations of earlier for the desire to have risen again to levels almost impossible to resist.
Tilly shakes her head. Does she want me to beg? Was this her plan all along? Excite me to the point of near climax, rub her clit until she’s on the way there too, and then take the moral high ground? We are halfway there, we might as well continue, even if it literally is just that, a slow fuck that last hours, so silently even the walls can’t hear us. We are arguably taking a bigger risk doing what we are doing now. It’s unlikely Rachel or Dad will come in without knocking, so all we have to do is make sure they don’t hear us.
Tilly has been sucking my cock silently enough for the last five minutes, batting my hands away from her pussy every time I try and put them there, perhaps for fear she won’t be able to control her excitement as much if I do it, but I don’t think she’ll be able to continue much longer without making a mistake and letting a groan or a moan or a slurp or a lick slide under the door to unsuspecting ears. If we are going to get caught anyway, it might as well be while we are fucking, and if we can do this without making a sound, we might as well try the other.
My dick is throbbing so hard It’s beginning to hurt, and I can see in Tilly’s eyes she definitely wants more too.
I pull her to her feet so I can whisper into her ear.
“Let me fuck you.”
“We can’t”, she moans back at me, while she squeezes my cock and tells me what she really wants us to do.
“Where?”
“Against the wall. Slowly.”
I can barely contain my excitement. Every time I breathe it comes out in short staggered gasps, as though I’m standing out in the cold. Tilly is shivering too, and although she’s warm in my hands, she has goosebumps on her arms and upper thighs.
We walk together towards the far wall, the furthest point in the room away from where Rachel and Dad are sleeping. I’m not entirely convinced that Rachel has even fallen asleep yet, but there is no stopping now what both of us want, regardless of the consequences.
If we are quiet there is no way they’ll be able to hear. Even if they do hear something, as long as it’s not obviously us rutting away, there is no way they’ll be able to prove it. Ok, they might look at us strangely in the morning, they might ask some pointed questions, but the won’t know for sure.
We get a lot of wildlife in this area, and some of it is bound to sound fairly similar. The plan is not to make any sound at all, but Tilly and I both know that plans don’t always end up the way they begin.
She puts both feet on mine and holds on tightly, before lifting her mouth towards my ear.
“Don’t make a noise.”