She narrowed her eyes on me.
“And Banks, Alex, and the guys,” I added. “And they’ll have your children. This is their family. It’s exactly the family I want for them.”
And before she could argue any more, I flicked the cigarette off and walked away, back toward the entrance.
“I will win this,” she called out, threatening me.
And I turned around, unable to hide the smile from my face. “I look forward to seeing your next move,” I taunted.
And I spun back around, heading into the hospital.
Honestly, I wasn’t concerned. She might win, but it wouldn’t be tonight, and it wouldn’t happen if I didn’t ultimately want it to. The prospect of having Rika back in play was just too much fun, though, so let her try.
I hated my father for everything he’d done, but even though I hated to admit it, I loved this part. Part of me always wondered why I was drawn to Rika just a little more than other women besides Winter and Banks. I wondered why whatever was between us felt natural and inevitable. How I could’ve hurt her or killed her a thousand times, but something always held me back.
Of course, she was one of my own. Of course, she was. It all made sense last Devil’s Night. Everything seemed to align, and I had no fear.
Like Banks—like Winter and me—Rika was unique. She was built for the wilds, and I wanted her in my family.
Walking back down the hall and heading up in the elevator, I made my way for Winter’s room and lightly closed the door behind me. Her phone sat on the bedside table, an app playing some rain sounds as she slept, and I stepped over, looking in the bassinet at the sleeping baby, who was still swaddled up tight and warm. But now he wore a black beanie with white lettering “New to the Crew.”
I laughed quietly and looked over at Alex passed out on the chair next to his little bed. I didn’t remember that among any of the things Winter bought. I’d have to thank Alex. That was pretty funny. She must’ve woken up and changed it while I was outside.
I cocked my head, looking down at him. I expected him to be crying 24/7, but he was pretty quiet. Maybe he knew he was safe.
Or maybe he was tired, and shit would get real tomorrow.
“How is he?” I heard Winter whisper.
I popped up, looking over and seeing her sit up, her blonde hair in beautiful disarray around her.
“Asleep,” I told her.
I leaned down and held her face, noticing how exhausted she looked. We were both running on little fuel with everything going on these days, and it was time to slow down. I’d wanted to get so much more done before the kid came, but there was no time for that now. She’d need me a lot the next couple of weeks, at least. But eventually, I’d need to hire someone to help with the baby. We knew that was a reality.
For now, though, I’d enjoy it just being the three of us.
I kissed her, and she put her hand on mine. “I need a shower.”
I stood up and took her hands. “I’ll help.”
I guided her out of the bed and carefully across the suite to the bathroom, leaning down to nudge Alex on the way. “Alex?” I said, seeing her jostle. “Keep an ear out for the kid, okay? We’re gonna take a shower.”
She nodded and yawned, and we headed into the bathroom, but I left the door open a crack, just in case.
Winter wasted no time shedding her hospital gown as I started the shower, getting the water warm enough, and she wrapped her arms around my waist, hanging onto me like she was going to fall over.
“You smell like high school,” she mused.
“I had a cigarette,” I admitted, even though I was pretty sure she knew I was still smoking here and there. “I was just feeling too good.”
“I like it.”
I didn’t want it all over my clothes when I held the kid, but the prospect of looking forward to a smoke once in a while made “quitting” easier.
I stripped off my clothes and lifted her into the shower with me, closing the door behind us.
As soon as I put her under the water, I saw the blood start to rinse from her body and turn the floor pink.