Scott was right. Nearly two years, and I was still pining while she’d been stone. Not a look, a hint, or a whisper from her.
She thought I was nothing.
I walked and walked, passing the village and the gazebo I’d heard she’d abandoned the last time I was home at Christmas.
I didn’t want to see her and anything of hers. I just wanted the pain to go away.
Before I knew it, I was walking through Damon’s house, up the stairs where the maid guided me, and up to the third floor where I knocked.
I faintly heard whispers and shuffling, and then he was there. In his lounge pants, freshly showered and no shirt.
His eyebrows shot to his hairline. “Here to see my coffin?” he joked.
I looked behind him, seeing the bed. “It looks comfortable.”
His eyes turned warm, but then he dropped them, looking hesitant.
Tears pooled in my eyes. “I’m fucked up,” I choked out.
“I know.” He nodded. “But if you come in here, I’m not fixing you.”
He was just as fucked up. Tomorrow wouldn’t be any brighter for either of us.
“Just fix it for tonight,” I whispered.
Dive and destroy and show me how to get lost. Just for tonight.
He moved to the side, inviting me in, and I closed the door behind me.
An obnoxious junkie.
At least Sid could play a guitar.
Emory
Present
I arched my back as Will gripped my hip and thrust against me, his dick sliding inside.
He filled me so tightly, stretching hot and thick, I whimpered, “Ah.”
Twisting my head, he covered my mouth with his as the steam filled the shower and he yanked my hips back again and again, fucking me harder and harder without breaking the kiss.
I licked his tongue and took over, backing up into it as I guided his hand down between my legs.
He rubbed my clit, slow but steady, in circles. “I don’t love you,” he whispered in my ear before biting my lobe.
“I know.”
He knocked my hand off his, slamming mine to the wall and returning his to my pussy, thrusting harder and bottoming out, going so deep.
I squeezed my eyes shut, moaning.
A hand took mine, and I closed my fingers around Alex’s slender ones.
“Say you’re sorry to me,” Will breathed out.
“I did.”