And she didn’t even know I’d slipped her half of my diamonds in a couple of knotted-off socks when she wasn’t looking.
* * *
By about ten that night, I was back at the Carpenters’ house. The evening had turned unseasonably gentle, even if it was a little muggy. I was sitting on the porch with Michael, in one of a pair of rocking chairs that he had made himself. Both of us had a bottle of Mac’s Pale Ale in hand, having already emptied the pair of bottles at our feet.
Maggie was sitting with her legs across my lap. She’d fallen asleep with her head against my chest half an hour before, and I wouldn’t have disturbed her for the world. Or a third beer. Mouse dozed at my feet, delighted to be able to take up a station close to both of the people he most wanted to slobber on.
“So Karrin’s surgery was successful? She’s going to recover?” Michael asked.
“Probably not ever to where she was,” I said. “But the doctors told her she could get to ninety percent.”
“That’s wonderful,” Michael said. I saw him glance down at his bad leg, propped up on a kitchen chair Molly had brought out for the purpose. I could practically hear him wondering what it would have been like to get back to fifty percent. At least Nicodemus had stabbed him in the leg that was already messed up.
“What was it like?” I asked him. “Getting out into the fight again?”
“Terrifying,” he said, smiling. “And for a little while . . . like being young again. Full of energy and expectation. It was amazing.”
“Any regrets?” I asked.
“None,” he said. Then he frowned. “One.”
“Yeah,” I said. “Nick got away with the Grail.”
He nodded, his face darkening with worry.
“Hey, we went four for five on the artifact scoreboard,” I said. “That’s not bad.”
“I’m not sure this is a score that can be tallied,” he said.
“What do you think he’ll do with it?”
Michael shrugged and took a thoughtful sip of beer. “The Grail is the most powerful symbol of God’s love and sorrow on the face of the earth, Harry. I don’t see how he could use it to do harm—but if Nicodemus sacrificed so much to acquire it, I suspect that he does.”
“I figure the Grail was a secondary goal,” I said. “He really wanted something else.”
The knife was still in the pocket of my duster, now draped over the back of my chair in deference to the evening’s warmth.
Michael glanced at my coat and then nodded. “What will you do with the other four?”
“Research them. Learn about them until I can see when and how they should be used.”
“And until then?”
“Store them someplace safe.” I figured the deepest tunnels of Demonreach should do.
He nodded and regarded his bottle. “Did you ever once consider giving them back to the Church?”
“All things considered,” I said, “nope.”
He grimaced and nodded. And after a very long silence he said, “I fear you may be right.”
That made me look at him sharply.
“The Coins we captured should not have been able to escape from storage so quickly or easily,” he said slowly. “Which suggests . . .”
“That someone in the Church facilitated their recirculation,” I said.
“I fear corruption,” Michael said simply.
I thought of the state of affairs in the White Council, and Molly’s cell phone, and shuddered. “Yeah,” I said. “Lot of that going around.”
“Then you’ll understand this.” Michael leaned his head back and called, “Hank!”
A moment later, little Harry appeared at the door. He was carrying Amoracchius in his arms, scabbard, baldric, and all. He passed them off to Michael, who ruffled the boy’s hair and sent him back inside.
“Here,” Michael said simply, and leaned the Sword against the side of my chair. “When you store the artifacts, take that as well. You’re its keeper again.”
I frowned. “Because I did such an amazing job the last time around?”
“Actually,” Michael said, “you did an excellent job. You defended the Swords from those who would try to claim them, and you issued them to people who used them well.”
“Murphy didn’t,” I said quietly. “I mean, I know it worked out in the end—but my judgment was obviously in error.”
“But you didn’t call her to be a true Knight,” Michael said. “You entrusted her with the Sword for one purpose—to help you save your little girl from Chichén Itzá. She appointed herself the Swords’ keeper after you apparently died. And this morning, you gave the Sword of Faith to the right person at the right time.”
“That was an accident.”
“I don’t believe in accidents,” Michael said. “Not where the Swords are concerned.”
“Suppose I don’t want it.”
“It’s your choice, of course,” Michael said. “That’s sort of the point. But Uriel asked me to pass it to you. And I trust you.”
I sighed. Maggie’s limp, warm little body was emitting a barrage of some kind of subatomic particle that was making me drowsy. Probably sleepeons. Mouse snored a little, generating his own sleepeon field. The gentle night wasn’t helping things, either. Nor was my battered body.
I had a surplus of burdens already.
“The thing is,” I said quietly, “the Swords’ keeper needs clear judgment more than anything else. And I’m not sure I have it anymore.”
“Why not?” Michael asked.
“Because of the Winter mantle. Because of Mab. If I take the Sword, bad things could happen down the line.”
“Of course they could,” Michael said. “But I don’t believe for a second that they would happen because you chose to make them happen.”
“That’s what I mean,” I said. “What if . . . what if Mab gets to me, eventually?” I waved my hand. “Stars and stones, I just spent the weekend working with Denarians on behalf of freaking Marcone. I’ve had this job for . . . what? A couple of years? What will I be like five years from now? Or ten? Or a hundred and fifty?”
“I don’t believe that for a second,” Michael said. “I know you.”
“I’m not sure I do anymore,” I said, “and it scares the hell out of me. What happens if she does it? What happens if she turns me into her personal monster? What is she going to do with me then?”
“Oh, Harry,” Michael said. “You’re asking exactly the wrong question, my friend.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
He looked at me, his face serious, even worried. “What is she going to do with you if she can’t?”
A fluttery fear went through my belly at the thought. Silence fell. The night was dark and quiet and misty. Somewhere, out there in it, Mab was moving, planning. Part of her plans, the dark, bloody, violent parts, included me.
Maggie was warm and soft beside my heart. Mouse stirred for a moment, and shifted until his big shaggy head was lying on my foot before going back to sleep. Behind me, the Carpenter household was settling into the quiet, stable energy of a home going through a familiar pattern. Bedtime.
Sometimes you realize you’re standing at a crossroads. That there are two paths stretching out ahead of you, and you have to pick one of them.
Without a word, I took Amoracchius and settled it where I could reach it easily when it was time to stand up.