"Cara mia," he says gently, his voice laden with emotion.
I don't look over my shoulder again, simply glancing at the floor and smiling as shyly as I used to, because even when it's all said and done, he still makes me feel like a princess. Like I'm a priceless jewel he's lucky enough to hold in the palm of his hand, and like there's no one whom he'd rather share these moments with.
He groans, and I hear him putting down the blush.
He reaches me in three long steps filled with intent. His fingers wind their way into my hair, pulling, making me snap my head back. My blue eyes look up at his brown ones, his gaze filled with all the emotion, all those feelings we've been sharing for years. These days, there's no need to speak them out loud. After so many years together, I'm in Mason's head as much as he is in mine.
I look up at him adoringly, looking for signs of trouble in those dark pools of his eyes.
Of course, there has been trouble. Over the years, we've had our fair share of it.
But moments like these, it doesn't matter. It doesn't even exist. All there is in the world is just us. His hands holding me, his eyes imploring my own to find out my secrets. But I stopped hiding those a long time ago. I gave myself to Mason freely, and completely.
"Open your mouth," he groans, and my lips part for him just like they always do.
Slowly, his spit trickles into my mouth, leaking down my lips and pooling in the hollow of my throat. He grins when I moan, still pleased by the sound of ecstasy he brings out from my body when nobody is looking. I always have been and always will be his muse.
"Such a beautiful girl for me," he mutters to himself.
I don't remind him that I'm a woman now.
He knows, because he made me into one.
"Kneel for me, Cara," he says, and I slide down from the stool I'm sitting on until my knees hit the ground.
The beautiful marble floor is messy, clay dripping everywhere. He painted my body with it, made me play with water and get as messy as I possibly dared for his painting. This is for our own private collection. Nobody sees this except Mason and me. They're for our eyes only, and just because of that, they feel even more special than they are.
I love it when he paints me. Still, after all this time. Love it when I know he's touching brush to paper with my image in his mind. I'll never get sick of it.
The painting is long forgotten though. Now, all that matters are his fingers in my hair, his spit in my mouth. The need to have my pussy filled, the absolute unbearable desire, the lust that's clouding my vision. He renders me speechless when he acts this way. So dominant, so dark, so very inviting at the same time.
He gathers all my hair in his fist and watches me kneel obediently with my hands placed on my knees. He pulls my hair up, making me look down. Maybe it's better, because looking into his eyes has me more nervous than ever before, and I'm too afraid to keep doing it.
"What are you going to do to me?" I ask him shakily, and he laughs the same dark chuckle I've known and loved for so many years.
"What haven't I done to you?" he asks me gently, tipping my chin back with his pointer finger placed beneath my jaw.
I look up, and he turns my face side to side, examining me, seeing if I am as beautiful as I used to be.
That's what I imagine, at least. But the hunger he displays when he's around tells me I have absolutely nothing to worry about.
"What would you like me to do?" he asks next, and I dare a look into his whirlpool eyes. "Come on, you can tell me, cara mia. Be honest with me. I promise I won't get angry with you no matter what you say."
"Take advantage of me," I whisper. "Hurt me... Do something I don't want. Make me."
He laughs out loud, leaning down and leaving a rough but fleeting kiss against my lips.
"You can't force the willing, my dear," he says gently, and I stick my tongue out at him, which makes him laugh.
But the next second, he slaps my face as if it's nothing.
I grab my cheek and glare up at him.
"Is my sweet Cara angry?" he asks me with a grin. "Poor spoiled little girl isn't used to being treated roughly anymore, is she?"
"Try me," I grind out through my teeth. "Try me. See if I can still handle it. I'll bet you anything you want I win."
"Bet me?" he asks, his mouth lingering close to mine. "You want to bet me, cara mia? What are we betting for? I've already taken all of your virginities."
"True," I say, giving him a wicked stare that makes him laugh out loud.
"No," he says, shaking his head. "I'll never let you do that."
"Well, if you're so sure you're going to win, you have absolutely nothing to worry about," I shrug innocently. "So, do you want to play?"
"And if I win?" he challenges me. "What happens if my little girl can't handle me disciplining her like I used to?"
"I'll let you choke me," I say, my eyes steady on his. "I'll let you choke me until I pass out, and I won't resist like I usually do. I'll even beg you to fuck me. And you can only stop choking when I'm passed out or coming for you."
He contemplates his decision, but by the bulge in his pants I can tell he is already sold. He didn't need much convincing, either.
"Do we have a deal?" I ask in my best seductive voice.
Mason gives me a single curt nod, before pulling on my hair so hard I bite back a scream.
"Let the games begin," he tells me with a wicked grin.
It must be hours later.
I'm lying on the cool marble floor, still covered in the clay which has now hardened against my wet, hot skin and is pulling at it none too gently.
Mason thrusts into me, still on top of me, still pumping into my cunt so fucking fast it's a miracle he hasn't covered me in his creamy essence.
"Cara mia," he mutters. "Cry for me, princess. I want to hear you fucking crying."
"No," I choke out, even though I have tears in my eyes, even though he's been torturing me for hours.
I won't give him what he wants, as much as he fucking wants me to do it. I won't. I'll never give it to him, because I want to win. I bite my bottom lip harshly to stop myself from crying out, but it only makes more tears gather in my eyes.
"You will cry," he tells me darkly, and my vision darkens when he fucks me even harder than before.
After all this time, I should be used to his thrusts, the way my body reacts to his. But again and again, I find my own body resisting.
"Such a good girl," he grunts to himself, driving his whole length inside me. "Doesn't it hurt, Cara? Doesn't it feel fucking good like this? Tell me this is your favorite way to be fucked. Tell me you love it most when it fucking hurts."
"I love it," I whisper. "I love it most when it hurts."
His hands go up to my throat and I claw at them desperately.
"Maybe I should just take what you promised me," he says, gently sliding his fingers all over my burning skin.
It feels like the mere touch of his fingertips is going to set my whole body on fire. I don't understand the effect this man has on me, but it's a universal truth he will always, always be able to do this to me.
"What if I squeeze the tears out of you?" he asks gently, stroking my throat. "What if I press right here..."
His fingers circle the indentation in my throat.
"I could stop your air supply so easily."
How can his voice be so breezy when he's thrusting inside me like a damn bull? The man has the stamina of an animal. I could never deny that.
"Don't," I whisper, begging him with my eyes because we both know my words won't last long.
In moments, I'm going to be begging him to do it, anyway. Because it feels to good to resist Mason's charms. I don't even want to. All I want, all I need, is for him to take advantage of me. I've laid my body bare before him like so many times before, and it's his turn to do whatever the hell he wants to me. And I will love every fucking second of it.
"Cry," he urges me, and I bite my bottom lip to stop myself. Maybe the difference in pain
will make me able to ignore how fucking horny his hands on my throat feel.
"No," I manage to get out. "You can't make me."
I feel my pussy barely stretching wide enough to adjust his growing girth. It feels like he keeps getting harder even now when he's already thick and throbbing so much I'm convinced he's going to come any second. But he won't stop fucking himself into me, gently holding my throat. Holding me like I'm a porcelain doll but fucking me like I'm nothing but a cheap, dirty slut. He fucks me with need and no respect, and I love him for it. For making me feel like a whore even now. He'll never stop. When Mason says it's forever, he means it.