Alex parked at the medical examiner’s office minutes after eight. Deke had stopped at the TBI and promised to meet Alex there within minutes for their scheduled meeting with Miriam Heller to discuss Deidre’s autopsy.
He pushed through the glass door, welcoming the rush of heat from the lobby. He unwound the thick dark scarf from around his neck and unbuttoned his overcoat. At the front window, he showed his badge to the receptionist and told her he was there for Dr. Heller.
He fought the urge to pace the lobby, his body a hive of energy. He’d never been good sitting or waiting, and today was proving to be worse than usual. Just as Dr. Heller appeared at the locked door that led to the exam rooms, the front doors whooshed open to admit Deke.
His brother wore his suit jacket open, clearly unmindful of the cold. He crossed the lobby in long hurried strides.
Dr. Heller made a shivering motion as she looked at him. “How can you stand the cold?”
Deke grinned. “Ice in the blood.”
Alex slid off his overcoat and neatly draped it over his arm. He found the exchange frustrating but had learned the value of small talk. It broke the ice, allowed everyone to get their minds around the grim task to come.
Dr. Heller shook her head. “The warm weather is why I moved here. I grew up in Maine, but I never liked the cold. If I ever pick up stakes and move, it’ll be farther south.” Reading the impatience on Alex’s face, she said, “Come on back, gentlemen, to my office. I’m running a little behind today. We had an infant brought in today. I put all work aside when that happens.”
Alex couldn’t help but ask, “What happened to the baby?”
“SIDS,” Dr. Heller said. “She stopped breathing. A tragedy that befell a very nice set of parents.”
He’d never imagined himself with children. In fact, none of the Morgan offspring spoke about having children. He wasn’t sure if they were late bloomers or simply not destined to be parents.
“You’re sure you want to be present?” Dr. Heller asked.
“It’s not about what I want,” Alex said. He turned to Deke. “But you don’t need to be here.”
Deke grimaced. “I said I would be, and I will.”
“But you worked with her.”
“And I’ll handle this.”
Be careful, Alex wanted to warn. Click off the emotions once too often and they might not return. “Okay.”
The trio made their way to the entrance of Exam Room Two. Her hand on the door, Dr. Heller paused. “Give me about five minutes. Gown up and meet me inside.”
“Sure,” Alex said.
Dr. Heller vanished behind the swinging door and both agents donned gowns, gloves, and eye protection.
Deke tugged on the cuff of his surgical gown. “Have you ever attended the autopsy of a fellow officer?”
“No,” Alex said.
“Only once before for me. It can’t be explained.”
“I would imagine you’re right.” A part of him moved to a deeper corner of his soul. Dangerous to live life at a distance, but it was the only way to do this job. Even if Deidre had been dirty, she’d done good work, and that mattered.
The brothers entered the exam room. Directly in their line of sight was the sheet-draped body of Deidre Jones. A ripple of tension washed over them both. Deke cracked his knuckles and flexed. Alex sunk even deeper into the shadowed places in his mind.
Dr. Heller stood at the head of the stainless-steel table. She wore a gown, gloves, a cap, and clear goggles. Normally, she exposed the entire body so the agents or detectives could view all the injuries. This time, she kept Deidre’s face and slashed throat covered and exposed the right arm, marred with five gashes, bloodless and gaping. “She sustained injuries on her right side, as you can see, and her palm has a slice down the center. That’s a defensive wound.”
Alex pictured Leah’s scar. Who the hell had stabbed her? What had begun as mild curiosity grew stronger each time he saw her or she crossed his mind.
Dr. Heller rolled back the sheet a little farther and then moved the body—not Deidre—to its left side. A deep gash marred the flesh above the kidney. “This was the killing cut. It lacerated her kidney and the inferior vena cava, a major blood vein. She would have bled out in a matter of minutes.”
“The cut to her throat wasn’t enough to kill her?” Alex asked.
“It was nasty but no; she might have survived that wound.”
“How many wounds were there in total?”
“Twenty-three.” She laid the body back on its side. “This first blow would have brought her to her knees, then I’m guessing she fell to the floor and rolled on her back. All the remaining cuts came at her from above.”
That fit the crime scene.
She covered the arm with the sheet and glanced at an open file on the worktable. “Deidre Jones, age forty-two, appeared to have been in excellent health. Cause of death, as I just showed you, was a knife thrust into her kidneys and through the inferior vena cava. Even if rescue crews had been on hand, there’d have been no saving her.”
Alex shifted his stance. “So why the extra wounds?”
She shrugged. “Several of the wounds on her arms and legs don’t appear to have bled much, which leads me to believe her heart had already stopped pumping.” She pulled off her glasses. “The killer overkilled, for lack of a better word.”
“Anger, rage, drugs could all be factors,” Deke said.
She moved her magnifying glass closer to the body and, with tweezers, plucked several blond hairs from one of the wounds. She dropped the hair in a bag and handed it to Alex. He held it up to the light, examining the strands of hair. “Get these to Forensics.”
“Maybe you got lucky.”
“Maybe.”
The external exam and mapping of the wounds continued as both officers stood back and observed. Several times Deke looked away, his frown deepening, though he was still listening.
Alex understood. He didn’t like standing there witnessing this final indignity either.
Dr. Heller quietly made the Y incision into the victim’s chest, working steadily and professionally as she catalogued her findings. An hour later, as her assistant stitched up the incision, the doctor faced the men. “Before you arrived, I did a preliminary exam and can tell you there were no signs of sexual assault. No vaginal bruising. No tearing. She’d had sex in the last forty-eight hours of her life, but that appears to have been consensual.”
“You’ll get me a DNA sample?” Alex asked.
“Of course.”
“By the way, gentlemen, I have an update on the John Doe.”
She turned toward a computer screen and, pulling off her gloves, punched a few keys. “After some of my magic tricks, I discovered that one of his tattoos was an eagle and the other was a woman’s face, though that part of the body was so badly burned I could only make out an outline.” She scrolled down the page. “There were needle marks on the arms. I’ve run toxicology screens, but they won’t be back for a couple of weeks. I’ve also pulled DNA and have plugged it into the system. Maybe we’ll get lucky and get a hit.”
The men thanked the doctor and walked out into the hallway, where they stripped off the disposable gowns and gloves and dumped them in a bin.
“One stab to the back is effective, even lethal, but not very dramatic,” Deke said. “Twenty-three cuts would be unforgettable. What the hell do the two victims have in common?”
“It will come together soon. Just let it play out.”
He sat in the coffee shop in front of a steaming cup of coffee and a half-eaten Danish on a paper plate. Flecks of white powdered sugar dusted the faux wood tabletop and his jeans. He took a sip, savoring the heat as he leaned back in his chair. It felt good to be off his feet and out of the cold morning.
He tapped his toe on the brown tile floor as he reached in his pocket for his phone. He typed in the four-digit security code and chose the photo app. He took another bite of the Danish and scrolled through the images until
he found the ones of his wife. He smiled. She was such a pretty woman. How had a guy like him ended up with such a lovely, smart woman? Going places, his old man had said. From the moment she’d first kissed him, he’d known he’d be devastated if she’d walked out of his life.
He scrolled through more pictures of her. Running. Shopping for shoes. Laughing with a friend over coffee. Cooking in the kitchen.
He couldn’t get enough of her. He thought about her every waking moment and dreamed about her in his sleep.
His little bird had balked at his endless attention, and the harder he squeezed, the farther and farther from him she’d grown. She’d tried to tell him he was too much. That he needed to relax. But he couldn’t.
He traced her face with the tip of a callused finger. Tears welled in his eyes. She’d betrayed him, left him, and God help him, he still loved her. Why do you make me hurt you? You know how much I hate to hurt you.