I waved towards the burning pile of bodies nearby, coughing at the smell. “This little fight tonight is one thing… but going into Mexico to fight this cartel? Just loading up men and guns, and bringing the fight to their turf? That might have worked nearly a decade ago, but you can’t get away with that now!”
Hunter pushed off of the support beam and walked over to my side. He brushed a few strands of hair from in front of my eyes, and smiled softly in the moonlight.
“Sarah… I don’t expect you to understand. All I ask for is your trust… Have faith in me. I know what I’m doing, and my men believe in me. Can you do the same?” He whispered, pressing his lips lightly to my forehead.
I shook my head. “This is crazy.”
“It’s not as crazy as you think…”
I pulled away from him. “Whatever you’re planning, you’re going to get a lot of men killed. Heads are going to roll for this.”
Hunter crossed his arms, looking as confident as ever. “I’m counting on it… but none of them are going to be from the men on my side. My Devil’s Dragons will shed blood over this, and I fully expect all of them to come back with me.”
I sighed in exasperation. “Do you even have a plan, Hunter? Do you really know what you’re doing here?”
“I’m working on it,” he chuckled. “And in the morning, I suspect that I’ll have enough to push forward. Just give me a little time.”
I thought of my Lieutenant, back in Phoenix. “Time is not a luxury I really have, Hunter…”
He leaned forward, lips planted against mine. “One day. Give me one more day to figure things out, and then make your decision. But if you want to find those girls, there’s your chance.”
I pulled away from him and shook my head. “That’s what you said about tonight… how many chances do I have to give you?”
Hunter turned away, his face unreadable.
When I started walking away from the burning pile of cartel corpses, he called after me. “Where are you going?”
“I’m getting out of here, and I’m praying that I can still salvage part of my career when I get back to Arizona…”
“So, that’s it?” He asked calmly. “You’re just going to give up and go without seeing this through? You go out of your way to convince me that you’ll stick it out this time, and now you’re just going to freeze up again and take the easy way out?”
I paused in my tracks.
What if that was exactly what I was doing?
When it became clear that I didn’t have an answer for that, I slumped against the side of the farmhouse. My inner strength gave out, and the tears started to stream down my face…
Chapter 50
The ride back to the dilapidated bar felt like it lasted hours, although it was only maybe twenty minutes before we pulled up into the gravel.
The bikers strolled into their headquarters, and began tending to their wounded. Three of them had taken bullets – one in the shoulder, and two in the leg.
These club members weren’t going to see action for a little while, but Hunter ensured that they were well taken care of. He said they had a sympathetic doctor hanging round a nearby after-hours clinic, and I watched the three of them get hauled off to get patched up.
I took a seat at the bar countertop, sipping a glass of water. Hunter was busy checking on his men, but kept glancing over my way. When his phone buzzed, he stepped aside to take a quick phone call.
Grizz was left in charge, and he took the moment to step behind the bar. He looked me over briefly before pouring a tumbler of whiskey.
“You look like you could use something stiffer than tap water,” he muttered as he placed the short glass in front of me.
“How could you tell?” I asked, gratefully smiling as I kicked back the drink.
“Just a hunch,” he answered.
We stayed in silence for a moment – me, glancing over the bikers as they shed their equipment and cleaned their weapons, and him, eyeing me cautiously.
“Why are you here?”
“Excuse me?” I asked, turning back to face Hunter’s second-in-command. The question was so direct that I wasn’t sure what to do with it.
“I asked, ‘Why are you here?’” He repeatedly softly, his piercing eyes trained onto mine. I almost felt like he was looking right through me, into my very soul.
“I… because I’m looking for missing girls,” I answered quickly. “Cheerleaders.”
“Right,” Grizz nodded contemplatively, before suddenly shaking his head. “No, that’s not right. What are you really here for?”
“I don’t know what answer you’re trying to angle for there, buddy, but you’re doing a pretty bad job of it.” I laughed, taking another swig of whiskey.
“You know what I mean.”
The awful part was, I did know.
“It’s not like that,” I insisted.
“Like what?” He tilted his head thoughtfully.
“You think I’m just here for Hunter, and that I don’t really care about my case at all.”
“I never said that.”
“Oh, come on,” I insisted, setting the whiskey glass down. “You think that I’m here to fuck your boss and play at being a detective? I’m following a lead on a case – my first case. I’m here because you guys were doing a private investigation into the missing girls, and I want to know what you came up with. And Hunter…”
“Hunter is being who he is,” Grizz shrugged.
“Something like that.” I thought on this for a moment. “What do you know about the missing girls? You’re his right-hand man. Do you know anything else about them?”
Grizz thought for a moment.
“I know that we found them once.”
If I’d been holding the tumbler in my hand in that moment, it would inevitably have shattered against the floor.
“You… you what?!”
Grizz shrugged again. “Hunter didn’t mention it?”
Hellfire spilt down into my veins; my sight went blurry with building, condensing anger. I was so enraged to hear this that I could have spit straight poison.
I glared straight into those pale eyes.
“Tell. Me. Everything.”
Grizz met my furious glance, pausing uncomfortably. His sharp, pale eyes were suddenly occupied with a disarming sadness.
“We tried to help,” he simply spoke.
“You tried to help how?”
For a moment, he glanced over my shoulder at the busy bikers – all spread around the club and clearly exhausted.
“It was two weeks after they were kidnapped. Hunter found evidence that they were closer than the authorities thought, and we caught wind that they were there in Tucson, hidden in a cartel-owned warehouse…”
“And you… found them?”
“Briefly,” he clarified quietly. “Hunter was the one to discover their location. They were under lock and key, surrounded by members of Víboras Verde. There were too many of them. We were outnumbered two to one.”
“…What did he do?” I demanded.
“He had a very difficult choice to make,” Grizz explained apologetically. “Striking the cartel would have put his men and the girls at risk… Or he could alert the police and try to call down a raid on the warehouse. Everybody knew how much money was being poured into this investigation by the state… ”
I felt woozy.
I knew how this had ended.
“He went to the police,” I groaned, “and that didn’t go over so well.”
“Correct,” Grizz replied calmly as he cleaned out a glass with a rag, feigning activity to keep talking to me. “Hunter’s information got his ass locked up in interrogations for hours with the club members in his company. Myself included.”
“And by the time he went back…”
“They were gone, yes.”
The pit in my stomach grew deeper than ever. Hunter had told me that he’d gone to the cops with some evidence of the cartel’s workings, and some intel
ligence on where to possibly find them… Turns out he had found the girls and lost them, thanks to goddamned police incompetence.
My blood was boiling as hard as ever, but this time, it wasn’t because Hunter had hidden something from me after all… it was because he had come so close to saving them, and ineptitude and prejudice had robbed him of his chance.
“What can you tell me about the Desert Owl?” I asked suddenly, turning to Grizz again.
He paused in mid-swipe on another glass, refusing to look at me. “Trust me… you already know more than you ever want to know about him,” Grizz cryptically explained.
“He’s an interrogator, right? That’s a weird name for one of those… I know that he’s a combat medic, but that’s about it…”