Just like I thought, she is already wet for me. I slide my fingers in and out of her a few times to feel the slickness of her juices. She lays back on my desk. Everything is knocked to the floor. With my thumb, I stroke her clit so softly that she shivers at my touch.
I can't resist her anymore. Even though I'm so angry at her for confronting me this way, I need to feel my cock inside her. I pull down my pants. I'm already rock hard. My erection springs free, and I slide easily into her core. It feels so good to be with her again.
Cece moans and cries out as I fuck her hard and rough against my desk. This is obviously what she wants. It’s why she is here. I have to admit, it is what I want to. I have been trying hard not to think about how tight and juicy she feels on my cock, but I can’t give this up.
The way it feels to have her firm legs wrap around me. To hear my name on her lips. Caught up in the emotions from everything, I cry out loud as I pour my essence inside of her. Her pussy milks my cock, as if she wants to take all of me. I'm gasping and out of breath. So is she once we are both done.
Looking up, the nanny gives me a dazed look as if this was the best thing that has ever happened to her. I feel drained, mentally and emotionally. I wasn't expecting something like this when I got home, and I don't know what to think about it. I might have just messed up everything that I had planned.
I’m too involved. I’m also infatuated with her. So I try to pull away.
Cece reaches up. She takes hold of my chin and wrestles my face back to hers. Our eyes meet, and I’m lost again. Her lips touch mine in a desperate kiss.
I can’t make her leave, and I don’t want to.
Chapter 10 - Ben
The following morning, after Cece and I spent another night together, we talk in my bedroom about everything that has happened. I'm actually delighted that she is in here with me right now. She looks just as beautiful as she did the other morning that she was asleep in here.
My new lover sits on the bed and looks at me, waiting for me to speak. I realize what I need to say. I run a hand through my hair. It's only right and fair. I really shouldn't have acted like that last night. In many ways, my behavior was out of line, but I do feel better about things.
“About last night, I'm very sorry. I shouldn't have lost control like that. I apologize for breaking and smashing everything.”
Cece takes my hand. “It's okay. I really do understand. In a way, I felt like it helped you to get rid of a lot of emotions you had inside of you about that whole situation,” she replies softly.
She sounds so wise, and I love how understanding she is about the whole situation. I honestly wasn't expecting it to go like this. This could very easily turn into one of the things I love about her.
Maybe Rick is right about Cece. Already she is different from my ex in the way she handles things. She didn't explode or lose her temper. She was full of grace and beauty, even though she had every right to be angry at me — kind of remarkable when you think about it.
We both leave the room and go downstairs to the kitchen. I have my usual cup of coffee as I watch her ready everything to take care of Katie for the day. My mind drifts to our insane night of passion last night, but I force myself to focus.
“You know there's only one week left on the job,” I start. Cece continues to get things ready for Katie's breakfast. “I just wanted to tell you that I am grateful for you quitting your job at the coffee shop to help me out. I'm sorry that after this week, your services will no longer be required because my mother and sister will be back from their trip.” Uncomfortably, I take a sip of my coffee. “At least then you'll have your tuition money, and you'll be able to go to college,” I add, trying to make the conversation more lighthearted than it is.
Cece turns to look at me. “This job has really been a blessing. I won’t want to go. It’s going to be sad,” she says in a stern tone. “But maybe, we can figure something out.” She finishes with breakfast then smiles a little. “I'm going to go wake up Katie now,” she says, walking out of the kitchen.