23. Kehaar
The wing trails like a banner in defeat,
No more to use t
he sky for ever but live with famine and pain a few days.
He is strong and pain is worse to the strong incapacity is worse.
No one but death the redeemer will humble that head, The intrepid readiness, the terrible eyes.
Robinson Jeffers Hurt Hawks
Human beings say,' It never rains but it pours.' This is not very apt, for it frequently does rain without pouring. The rabbits' proverb is better expressed. They say, 'One cloud feels lonely': and indeed it is true that the appearance of a single cloud often means that the sky will soon be overcast. However that may be, the very next day provided a dramatic second opportunity to put Hazel's idea into practice.
It was early morning and the rabbits were beginning to silflay, coming up into clear, grey silence. The air was still chilly. There was a good deal of dew and no wind. Five or six wild duck flew overhead in a swiftly-moving V, intent on some far-off destination. The sound made by their wings came down distinctly, diminishing as they went away southwards. The silence returned. With the melting of the last of the twilight there grew a kind of expectancy and tension, as though it were thawing snow about to slide from a sloping roof. Then the whole down and all below it, earth and air, gave way to the sunrise. As a bull, with a slight but irresistible movement, tosses its head from the grasp of a man who is leaning over the stall and idly holding its horn, so the sun entered the world in smooth, gigantic power. Nothing interrupted or obscured its coming. Without a sound, the leaves shone and the grass coruscated along the miles of the escarpment.
Outside the wood, Bigwig and Silver combed their ears, sniffed the air and hopped away, following their own long shadows to the grass of the gallop. As they moved over the short turf - nibbling, sitting up and looking round them - they approached a little hollow, no more than three feet across. Before they reached the edge Bigwig, who was ahead of Silver, checked and crouched, staring. Although he could not see into the hollow, he knew that there was some creature in it - something fairly big. Peering through the blades of grass round his head, he could see the curve of a white back. Whatever the creature was, it was nearly as big as himself. He waited, stock-still, for some little time, but it did not move.
'What has a white back, Silver?' whispered Bigwig.
Silver considered. 'A cat?'
'No cats here.'
'How do you know?'
At that moment they both heard a low, breathy hissing from the hollow. It lasted for a few moments. Then there was silence once more.
Bigwig and Silver had a good opinion of themselves. Apart from Holly, they were the only survivors of the Sandleford Owsla and they knew that their comrades looked up to them. The encounter with the rats in the barn had been no joke and had proved their worth. Bigwig, who was generous and honest, had never for a moment resented Hazel's courage on the night when his own superstitious fear had got the better of him. But the idea of going back to the Honeycomb and reporting that he had glimpsed an unknown creature in the grass and left it alone was more than he could swallow. He turned his head and looked at Silver. Seeing that he was game, he took a final look at the strange, white back and then went straight up to the edge of the hollow. Silver followed.
It was no cat. The creature in the hollow was a bird - a big bird, nearly a foot long. Neither of them had ever seen a bird like it before. The white part of its back, which they had glimpsed through the grass, was in fact only the shoulders and neck. The lower back was light grey and so were the wings, which tapered to long, black-tipped primaries folded together over the tail. The head was very dark brown - almost black - in such sharp contrast to the white neck that the bird looked as though it were wearing a kind of hood. The one dark-red leg that they could see ended in a webbed foot and three powerful, taloned toes. The beak, hooked slightly downwards at the end, was strong and sharp. As they stared it opened, disclosing a red mouth and throat. The bird hissed savagely and tried to strike, but still it did not move.
'It's hurt,' said Bigwig.
'Yes, you can tell that,' replied Silver. 'But it's not wounded anywhere that I can see. I'll go round -'
'Look out!' said Bigwig. 'He'll have you!'
Silver, as he started to move round the hollow, had come closer to the bird's head. He jumped back just in time to avoid a quick, darting blow of the beak.
'That would have broken your foot,' said Bigwig.
As they squatted, looking at the bird - for they both sensed intuitively that it would not rise - it suddenly burst into loud, raucous cries - 'Yark! Yark! Yark!' - a tremendous sound at close quarters - that split the morning and carried far across the down. Bigwig and Silver turned and ran.
They collected themselves sufficiently to pull up short of the wood and make a more dignified approach to the bank. Hazel came to meet them in the grass. There was no mistaking their wide eyes and dilated nostrils.
'Elil?' asked Hazel.
'Well, I'm blest if I know, to tell you the truth,' replied Bigwig. 'There's a great bird out there, like nothing I've ever seen.'
'How big? As big as a pheasant?'
'Not quite so big,' admitted Bigwig, 'but bigger than a wood-pigeon: and a lot fiercer.'
'Is that what cried?'
'Yes. It startled me all right. We were actually beside it. But for some reason or other it can't move.'