Back under the spreading limbs of an oak, as big around as her two oxen shoulder-to-shoulder when they were yoked up, she plucked up three good sized spicy chanterelles. The spicy variety grew almost exclusively under oak wood. They had already turned from yellow to orange, so they’d be choice eating.
Roberta knew where she was, but was off her usual path, so she’d never seen the huge oak before. When she’d seen the tree’s crown, she knew that with all the shade it provided it would be a good spot for mushrooms. She was not disappointed.
At the base of the oak, around part of the trunk where it came up from the ground, she was delighted to see a bunch of small pipes, or beef vein as some folk called them because the standing tubes were sometimes a vivid red like a whole passel of veins bunched together and cut off even like. These, though, were pinkish, streaked with just a bit of red. Roberta preferred the name small pipes, but she still didn’t hold much favor with them. Some folk, though, bought them for their tart taste and they were on the rare side, so they brought a decent price.
Under the tree, in the deep shade, was a ring of spirit bells, so called because of their bell-like tops. They weren’t poisonous, but because of the bitter taste and woody texture, no one liked them. Worse, though, people thought that anyone stepping inside the ring would be bewitched, so folks generally didn’t even want to see the lovely little spirit bells. Roberta had been walking through spirit-bell rings since she was a toddler when her mother would take her along mushrooming.
Since she held no favor with such superstition about her beloved mushrooms, she stepped through the ring of spirit bells, imagining she heard their delicate chimes, and gathered up the small pipes.
One of the spreading branches of the oak grew down low enough to make a seat. Big around as her ample waist, it was comfortable enough, and dry enough, for a good sit.
Roberta slipped her sack to the ground. She sighed with relief as she laid her weary bones back against another branch, which turned up at just the right angle to rest her shoulders and head against. The tree seemed to cup her in its sheltering hand.
Daydreaming as she was, she thought it was part of the dream when she heard a whisper that sounded like her name. It was a pleasing, low, warm sound, more a feeling of good things and pleasant thoughts than a word.
The second time, she knew it wasn’t part of her daydream, and she was sure it was her name being spoken, but in a fashion somehow more intimate than a mere spoken word.
The thing was, the way it was spoken strummed the strings of her heart. Like the spirit’s own music, it was. All lovely with kindness, compassion, and warmth. It made her sigh. It made her happy. If fell across her like warm sunlight on a chill day.
The third time, she sat up to look, longing to see the source of such a touching voice. Even as she moved, she felt like she was in one of her daydreams, all peaceful and content. The forest all about seemed to sparkle in the morning sun, seemed to glow.
Roberta let out a small gasp when she saw him not far away.
She’d never seen him before, but she’d always known him, it seemed. She realized he was a familiar friend, a comfort, a partner from her mind since youth, though she never really gave it much thought before. He was the one who had always been there with her, it seemed. The one she always thought about when she was daydreaming. The face without definition, yet one she knew well.
Now she realized he was as real as she had always imagined when she kissed him in her fancies, which she had done ever since she was young enough to know that a kiss was something more than your mother gave you before bed. His were kisses given in bed. All warm and ardent.
She’d never thought he was real, but now she was sure she’d always known he was. As he stood there, gazing into her eyes, how could he not be real? His tumble of hair swept back from his glorious face, showing his warm smile, though she thought it puzzling that she couldn’t say just what he looked like. Yet at the same time, she knew his face as well as she knew her own.
And, she knew his every thought, just as he knew every thought and longing of hers. He was her soul’s true mate.
She knew his thoughts; she didn’t need his name. That she didn’t know his name was only proof to her that they were connected on a spiritual level that transcended words.
And now he had stepped out of the mist of that spiritual world, needing to be with her, just as she needed to be with him.
He held his perfect hand out to her. His smile was knowing and loving and kind. He understood her. Understood things about her that no one else could ever understand. It made her weep with joy that he understood her so, understood her soul.
His hand opened to her, calling her with his need. Roberta reached for his hand, her heart calling out her need of him.
She seemed almost to float above the ground. Her feet touched like dandelion fluff drifting on a breath. Her body floated like weed in water as she stretched out to him. Stretched out for his embrace.
The closer she got, the warmer she felt. Not warm as if from the sun on her face, but warm like a child’s arms around her neck. Warm like her mother’s arms around her, like a lover’s smile, like a lover’s sweet kiss.
Her whole life came down to this, to needing to be in his arms feeling his tender embrace, needing to whisper her yearning because she knew he would understand, needing the breath from his lips on her ear, telling her he understood.
She burned to whisper her love, to have him whisper his.
She needed nothing in life so much as she needed to be in those arms she knew so well.
Her muscles were no longer weary; her bones no longer ached. She was no longer old. The years had slipped away from her like clothes slipping from lovers shedding encumbrances in order to get down to the bare essence of their being.
Because of him, because of him alone, she was again in the winsome bloom of youth, where everything was possible.
His arm floated out to her, his need for her as great as hers for him. She stretched for his hand, but it seemed farther away, and she stretched more, but it was more distant still.
Panic raced through her as she feared he would be gone before she could at last touch him. She felt as if she were swimming in honey and could make no progress. Her whole life she had longed to touch him. Her whole life she had longed to tell him. Her whole life she had longed to have her soul join with his.
But now he was drifting from her.
Roberta, her legs heavy like lead, leaped through the spring sunshine, through the sweet air, racing to her lover’s arms.
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And yet he was farther still.
Both his arms lifted to her. She could feel his need. She ached to comfort him. To shelter him from hurt. To sooth his strife.
He could feel those longings in her, and cried out her name that she might be strengthened in her effort to reach him. The sound of her name on his lips made her heart lift with joy, lift with a terrible pang of need to return such passion as he put into her name.
She wept to know his name, now, that she might put it to her undying love.
With all her might, she stretched out to him. She put her entire being into her reckless lunge for him, forsaking all care but her fierce need to reach him.
Roberta cried her nameless love, cried her need, as she reached for his fingers. His arms spread to take her into his loving embrace. As she rushed into those arms, the sun sparkled all about, the warm wind lifted her hair, ruffled her dress.
As he cried her name with such beauty it made her ache, her arms spread wide to take him at last into her embrace. She felt as if she were floating endlessly through the air toward him, the sun on her face, the breeze in her hair, but it was all right because now she was where she wanted to be—with him.
At that moment, there was no more perfect time in the whole of her life. No more perfect feeling in the whole of her existence. No more perfect love in the whole of the world.
She heard the perfect chimes of those feelings ring out with the glory of it all.
Her heart nearly burst as she at last plunged into his embrace in one wild rush, screaming out her need, her love, her completion, wanting only to know his name so she might give everything of herself to him.
His glowing smile was for her and her alone. His lips were for her and her alone. She closed that last bit of space toward him, longing to at last kiss the love of her life, the mate to her soul, the one and the only true passion in all of life.
His lips were there, at last, as she fell into his outstretched arms, into his embrace, into his perfect kiss.