Sierra pressed her lips together. “Dodge, I don’t think my heart can take being broken again. I’m afraid you’re going to break my heart and I’ve never felt like this before about anyone. Not even with Robert. I loved him, but with you . . . with you it feels magical. With you it feels like I’m complete and if you were to ever hurt me I think it would destroy my heart and I would never recover from that.”
Sierra sat up as I dropped back down to my knees. “I was ready to give up, Dodge. To me, my happily ever after was never going to happen.”
My heart dropped as I heard the sadness in Sierra’s voice. There was no waiting for the case to be over. There was no more pushing her away. There was only right now.
Standing up, I pulled Sierra up with me and held her in my arms. “I want to be your happily ever after, Sierra.”
A tear escaped from Sierra’s beautiful eyes as she whispered, “Do you promise?”
Placing my finger on her chin, I lifted her lips to mine and kissed her. Pouring as much love into the kiss as I could.
Pulling my lips back, I whispered softly, “I promise.”
Sierra’s eyes lit up and my heart stopped. “Tomorrow morning when I wake up, I want that promise to be true, Dodge.”
Wrapping her arms around me, Sierra pressed her lips against mine and kissed me like I was the very breath she needed to breathe. “Make love to me, Dodge,” Sierra spoke between kisses.
Letting out a moan, I reached for the bottom of her nightgown and lifted it over her head.
“Jesus,” I whispered as I took in her beautiful body. She wasn’t wearing a bra and all I could see were her perfect breasts. Lifting them in my hands, I dropped my head and took a nipple into my mouth. Sierra’s hands moved to my hair where she grabbed a handful and let out soft low moan.
Dropping to my knees, I began kissing her stomach as Sierra dropped her head back and began touching her breasts. Fuck. I’m not going to last one minute inside of her.
Moving my lips farther down her body, I kissed along the lace edge of her boy short panties. Jesus, this woman had sexy dripping off every inch of her body. Lifting my finger up, I traced along the edge of her panties as Sierra whimpered with need.
“Dodge,” she whispered. Standing up quickly, Sierra snapped her head up and looked at me. “What’s wrong?”
Licking my lips, I thought about making love to the only woman I had ever loved. Placing my hand behind her neck, I pulled her to me. “Aaron. I want you to call me Aaron . . . not Dodge. I want the woman I love to say my name when I make love to her for the first time. I changed my name to Dodge when I felt a part of me was missing. You’ve changed that, Sierra. You’ve made me whole again.”
Tears swam in Sierra’s eyes as she closed her eyes and whispered, “Aaron.” Slamming my lips to hers, our kiss became frantic. Gone was the moment of moving slowly. Sierra’s hands fumbled to get my shirt unbuttoned as our lips never stopped moving. Ripping my shirt open, Sierra pushed the shirt off my shoulders as she ran her hands over my chest and abs.
Jesus Christ. I was going to come the moment she touched me. Moving her hands to my pants, they were pushed down before I could even get my thoughts together. I looked down at Sierra on her knees as she licked her lips and pulled my boxer briefs down painfully slowly. When my dick sprang free, Sierra let out a moan and took me in her hands.
“Fucking hell, Sierra.”
Looking down at her, I watched as she admired me. Before I knew it she had me in her mouth and I began to see stars. Hissing through my teeth, I said, “Hell yeah, baby.”
Jesus . . . don’t come. Be a man. Oh fuck, that feels amazing. I can’t even imagine what Sierra was going to feel like. Taste like. Heaven. It would be fucking heaven.
Reaching down, I pulled her up quickly as Sierra licked her lips and smiled at me. Bringing her lips to mine, I kissed her as she pushed her hands through my hair again. Pulling back, I pushed her down onto the bed and dropped to my knees. Sierra gave me the sexiest smile I’d ever seen as she touched her body.
“It’s my turn to taste you, baby.”
Moaning, Sierra fell back onto the bed. Pulling her toward me, I took in the sight of her beautiful pussy. It was going to be mine soon. No one would ever touch her again.
She. Was. Mine.
Licking along her lips, Sierra slammed her hands over her mouth and moaned. My eyes felt like they were about to roll into the back of my head, she tasted so damn good. I needed more.
Pulling her closer, I dipped my tongue into her as Sierra began moving her hips. Needing to hear her call out my name, I began sucking and licking faster.
Sierra began thrashing her head back and forth as her body began to tremble. “Aaron . . . oh lord almighty, I’m going to die!”
Smiling, I kept up my pace as I slipped my fingers inside of her. Sierra fell apart as she clamped down around my fingers and moaned my name from her sweet lips.
When her body finally relaxed, I picked her up and moved her into my bedroom. I wanted her in my bed, not the guestroom bed. If I was going to make love to her, I wanted her wrapped up in my arms all night.
Wrapping her arms around me, Sierra whispered, “Please tell me I’m not dreaming.”
“You’re not dreaming, baby.”
Coming to a stop, I looked at Sierra and smiled. “Every time I make love to you, I want you to use my real name, Sierra. It’s important to me.”
Chewing on her lower lip, Sierra nodded her head and said, “Okay.”
Laying her down on the bed, I hovered over her body as I began kissing her neck. “I’ve never made love to anyone, Sierra.”
Giggling, Sierra said, “I’m pretty sure you’re not a virgin, Dodge.”
Looking at her, I narrowed my eyes. “I’ve fucked women. I’ve never made love to someone who had my heart forever and always. You’re different, Sierra. I’ve never felt this way before. I’ve never had the desire to be one with anyone like I do with you. I want to bury myself so deep inside you that a part of me stays with you forever. Don’t call me Dodge when I’m with you like this. Please.”
Sierra’s eyes lit up as her lips parted open. “I promise I won’t call you Dodge. No one has ever said anything like that before to me,” Sierra whispered as a tear rolled down her cheek. Leaning over, I kissed her tear away. My lips moved down to her neck and around to her ear.
“I’m falling in love with you, Sierra,” I whispered into her ear as she let out a small sob and wrapped her arms around me.
“You scare me, Aaron.”
Spreading her legs open with my knee, I pushed my tip against her pussy. “No, baby, let me love you.”
“Yes,” Sierra said as she lifted her hips to me. “Take me, Aaron. Please take me.”
My lips moved across her chin to her mouth. “Condom,” I whispered.
Wrapping her legs around me, Sierra shook her head. “I’m on the pill.”
Pulling my head back, my eyes grew wider. “Sierra, I’ve never had sex without a condom.”
“Never?” she asked.
Shaking my head, I said, “No never.”
“Tested?” she asked as she moved her fingers up and down my arm, sending a fiery storm of tingles up and down my arm.
“Yes. Right after I started back at the law firm.”
Sierra’s eyes burned with desire. I knew I was about to do the one thing I swore to my parents I would never do.
MY HEART WAS POUNDING IN my ears. My stomach danced with a million butterflies and Dodge . . . shit . . . I mean Aaron, hadn’t slept with anyone in months. My life couldn’t get any better than it was at that very moment.
I wanted to feel him. All of him, with nothing between us as we made love for the first time. I’d never asked a man to do that before. Hell Robert wore a condom the first two years of our marriage.
“D—Aaron, I’ve always had protected sex, except with Robert. I’ve been tested three times since we separated and I’m clean. It’s just . . . with you . . . I want to feel you. A
ll of you.”
Dodge’s dick twitched at my entrance as he let out a moan. “Fucking hell, Sierra. I think I just came.”
Laughing, I closed my eyes and said, “I’ll understand if you don’t want to.”
His lips were on mine as he slowly began to push further into me. My eyes sprung open as we stared at each other. I could see it in his eyes. In the smile he wore on his face.
Dodge loved me. There wasn’t anything he would do to hurt me. “Sierra, I want the first time we make love to be perfect for you and if you’re okay with this, I’m more than okay with it. I want to feel every single thing. Memorize every movement so when I’m eighty and can’t move my hips anymore, I’ll have the memory of the first time we made love.”
Laughing, I wrapped my legs around him tighter and pulled him to me. “Aaron,” I whispered as his eyes lit up and he pushed in further. Both of us letting out a soft moan as Dodge slowly pulled out and pushed back in. It didn’t take long for my desire to coat his dick. Dodge pushed all the way into me as we both sucked in a breath.
Not moving, Dodge stayed buried deep inside of me. “Are you okay?” I asked as I lifted my neck while Dodge covered it with gentle kisses.