She smiled slightly, and then it hit me full force. I felt things for Jessie that I’d never felt before.
What is happening to me? My hands started shaking, and I felt like I couldn’t breathe.
I looked up and saw Chelsea Mason walking by. She licked her lips with her tongue, and she smiled. She’d been trying to get me to sleep with her for the last few weeks, but I hadn’t been the least bit interested…until now.
I quickly glanced back down at Jessie, who was just about to say something.
I smiled and said, “Thanks for the kiss, Tiny.” I backed away from her as I reached down and grabbed my helmet before turning and walking toward Chelsea. “Hey, Chels, wait up.”
As I turned away from Jessie, I felt sick to my stomach. I’d seen the look in her eyes after I kissed her. She liked me just as much as I liked her, and she must have felt the same connection I had. She’d smiled that sweet smile, and I’d just walked away, like a prick.
I tried to clear my head. What did I just do? What am I so scared of?
Chelsea skipped up to me and glanc
ed over my shoulder. “You and, um…Jessie Rhodes got something going on?”
I quickly turned back and looked at Jessie standing there. Oh shit. Are those tears rolling down her face? Oh god…Jessie. I started to head back over there when Chelsea grabbed my arm and pulled me to her.
She leaned up and whispered in my ear, “I’m not wearing any panties under this skirt.”
I snapped my eyes down to her, and she wiggled her eyebrows up and down.
Last thing I’m going to do is sleep with Chelsea.
I glanced back to see Jessie walking away as fast as she could. Motherfucker. I just hurt the one girl I didn’t ever want to hurt.
I watched as Jessie walked up to Michael. They’d been talking earlier, and the way he’d kept touching her arm had driven me mad. After she said something in his ear, he reached out, grabbed her, and spun her around. He set her down, and she gave him a weak smile before they walked away together with his arm draped over her shoulders.
What in the fuck? Is she leaving with him?
I quickly turned back to look at Chelsea, and I smiled. “Let’s go. My parents are out of town for two days.” I grabbed her hand and practically pulled her to my truck.
It didn’t take me long to get Chelsea back to my house and up to my room where I fucked her hard and fast.
I’ll do anything to forget how I just hurt the girl of my dreams.
After we were done, Chelsea quickly got up and gave me a full-on smile. She said, “That was so worth the wait. I think I’ll go take a shower. Feel free to join me if you’d like.”
I smiled, but then I got up and began to get dressed.
I walked down to the barn and sat on a hay bale where I cried for the first time since I was six years old.
What did I do?
Oh god…what did I just do?
I pulled over on the side of the road and jumped out of my car. I couldn’t even see enough to drive because I was crying so hard. I frantically wiped the tears away as I looked up to the black sky and screamed, “Why?”
Oh my god. How could he do this to me? I thought we were happy? I was going to move in with him. We talked about marriage and new puppies and babies.
“Oh god! How stupid are you?” I screamed out to no one.
I felt my legs slowly giving out on me, and I fell to the ground. I pulled my knees up to my chest and cried. I closed my eyes, and all I could see was Chelsea fucking Scott. I shook my head as fast as I could. I’d never be able to erase that image from my head. Never.
Then, my phone went off. I pulled it out of my pocket.
Scott. How dare he call me!