We separated and I straightened my spine.
“I’ve one other thing we need to talk about,” he continued.
Dread washed over me.
“What is it?”
“It’s Anderson. He showed up here in the middle of the night, and when the security guard wouldn’t let him in to see Noah, he threatened to file a police report.”
“He what?” I blinked in disbelief. “A report? On what fuckin’ grounds?”
“I’m not entirely sure.” Mr Ainsley pinched the bridge of his nose. “Doctor Abara, he’s the lead doctor who looks after Noah, he observed the night she awoke in Anderson’s presence and he doesn’t want him around her right now because of how she reacted to him. Her mental health, and her health overall, is what’s important. Anderson seems to believe we’re keeping him away from her without her consent.”
I clenched my hands into fists.
“He’s not thinking of her, only him-fuckin’-self!”
“Try to think of it from his perspective, Eli,” Mr Ainsley softly chided. “His wife almost dies in a car accident then is in a fifteen-day coma, and when she wakes up, she has no memory of him, or their marriage, and she still believes she’s dating her ex-boyfriend, who he dislikes.”
When it was put like that, my anger for Anderson seemed harsh in the situation, but I found it hard to care for his feelings.
“What should we do? We have to let him know that it’s not us keepin’ him away, it’s the doctor. He might react differently. If he thinks it’s me callin’ the shots, he’ll blow a fuckin’ fuse. He hates me ’cause I’m the big bad ex-boyfriend.”
“I don’t think he cares who is keeping him away, just the fact that he’s being kept away.” Mr Ainsley sighed. “Don’t get me wrong, I’m not siding with him. I’m nicer than you are to him because he’s my son-in-law, but I don’t care for him either. Everything about my relationship with Noah changed once they got together.”
I was surprised to hear him say that; I’d always thought I harboured those thoughts for Anderson out of hurt and jealousy because he had Noah, but knowing her father agreed that there was something off about Anderson made me feel less crazy about the whole situation.
“What will we do if she asks about him?” I questioned. “What will I do if she asks why she’s with him and not me?”
“You’ll do the only thing you can do, son. Break it down, little by little . . . and tell her the truth.”
CHAPTER TWELVE
NOAH
A touch on my wrist brought me awake with a start.
I opened my eyes, blinked a couple of times then stared up at the ceiling. It was different; there was a small vent above me that I wasn’t used to seeing. For a moment I wondered why it was different, then I remembered that I was no longer a patient in the ICU. It had been eight days since I’d awoken from my coma, and my status had been downgraded enough that I was no longer required to be in a unit that cared for the most critically ill patients.
Early that morning, I’d been transferred to a regular ward. Even though I was in another private room, I was happy to be among people that needed care but didn’t need to be under constant watch. For me and my family it was a massive step on my journey to recovery. I wasn’t better by a long shot, and I still had a handful of weeks until I could leave the hospital and live my life again, but it was a step in the right direction.
A layer of bubble wrap had been undone, so to speak.
“Noah?”
I turned my head to the side and blinked. It was night-time and the light in my room hadn’t been switched on, so I could only make out the outline of the person sitting next to me. The voice wasn’t Elliot’s, my dad’s, my mum’s or even AJ’s. My subconscious, however, told me who it was before I could even think.
“Anderson?”
The fingers on my wrist pressed lightly on my skin.
“Yeah, baby, it’s me.”
I didn’t know why, but I wasn’t surprised to see him.
“Hi,” I said as I pulled myself into an upright position. “Why are you sitting in the dark? Turn on the light.”
He hesitated for a moment, then said, “Okay.”
He leaned over and flipped the switch on the wall behind me, turning on my bed light. I squeezed my eyes shut against the brightness, then slowly opened them as my vision adjusted. My eyes lifted to Anderson instantly and I found myself staring at him with wide eyes. He looked completely different than when I had first met him.
“Anderson.” I scanned his face. “What happened?”
He looked like he hadn’t slept in days. His eyes had dark circles under them, his face was covered in a scruffy beard and his skin seemed sickly grey.