"You make it too easy," Stella told her.
"No need for it to be hard. You know how to get there now?"
"Yes. That's the easy part. "
She got in her car, gave a little toot of the horn and a wave. They'd be fine, she thought, watching in the rearview as her boys tumbled onto the ground with Parker. She couldn't have driven away if she wasn't sure of that.
It was tougher to be sure she'd be fine.
She could enjoy the drive. The early-spring breeze sang through the windows to play across her face. Tender green leaves hazed the trees, and the redbuds and wild dogwoods teased out blooms to add flashes of color.
She drove past the nursery and felt the quick zip of pride and satisfaction because she was a part of it now.
Spring had come to Tennessee, and she was here to experience it. With her windows down and the wind streaming over her, she thought she could smell the river. Just a hint of something great and powerful, contrasting with the sweet perfume of magnolia.
Contrasts, she supposed, were the order of the day now. The dreamy elegance and underlying strength of the place that was now her home, the warm air that beat the calendar to spring while the world she'd left behind still shoveled snow.
Herself, a careful, practical-natured woman driving to the bed of a man she didn't fully understand.
Nothing seemed completely aligned any longer. Blue dahlias, she decided. Her life, like her dreams, had big blue dahlias cropping up to change the design.
For tonight at least, she was going to let it
bloom.
She followed the curve of the road, occupying her mind with how they would handle the weekend rush at the nursery.
Though "rush," she admitted, wasn't precisely the word. No one, staff or customer, seemed to rush - unless she counted herself.
They came, they meandered, browsed, conversed, ambled some more. They were served, with unhurried gracious-ness and a lot more conversation.
The slower pace sometimes made her want to grab something and just get the job done. But the fact that it often took twice as long to ring up an order than it should - in her opinion - didn't bother anyone.
She had to remind herself that part of her duties as manager was to blend efficiency with the culture of the business she managed.
One more contrast.
In any case, the work schedule she'd set would ensure that there were enough hands and feet to serve the customers. She and Roz had already poured another dozen concrete planters, and would dress them tomorrow. She could have Hayley do a few. The girl had a good eye.
Her father and Jolene were going to take the boys on Saturday, and that she couldn't feel guilty about, as all involved were thrilled with the arrangement.
She needed to check on the supply of plastic trays and carrying boxes, oh, and take a look at the field plants, and. . .
Her thoughts trailed off when she saw the house. She couldn't say what she'd been expecting, but it hadn't been this.
It was gorgeous.
A little run-down, perhaps, a little tired around the edges, but beautiful. Bursting with potential.
Two stories of silvered cedar stood on a terraced rise, the weathered wood broken by generous windows. On the wide, covered- porch - she supposed it might be called a veranda - were an old rocker, a porch swing, a high-backed bench. Pots and baskets of flowers were arranged among them.
On the side, a deck jutted out, and she could see a short span of steps leading from it to a pretty patio.
More chairs there, more pots - oh, she was falling in love - then the land took over again and spread out to a lovely grove of trees.
He was doing shrubberies in the terraces - Japanese andromeda with its urn-shaped flowers already in bud, glossy-leaved bay laurels, the fountaining old-fashioned weigela, and a sumptuous range of azalea just waiting to explode into bloom.
And clever, she thought, creeping the car forward, clever and creative to put phlox and candytuft and ground junipers on the lowest terrace to base the shrubs and spill over the wall.