“Ah. There he is now. Your knight in shining armor,” Mrs. Lattimer said as we came around the corner.
I don't know about the knight part, but there was definitely shining armor involved. Idling at the curb on the circle was a sleek silver sports car that was so slim and compact I had no idea how Whittaker might actually fit into it. The moment he saw us arrive, he stepped out from the driver's side and closed the door with a quiet pop. No clang, no bang, no shimmy. It was an expensive car's door slam, muffled by solid construction and what looked like a creamy leather interior.
“Good evening, Mrs. Lattimer,” Whittaker said, walking over to us. He carried a huge bouquet of red roses and wore a black suit with a white shirt and a tie with tiny crests all over it. He actually looked quite handsome. Big and burly and handsome. The revulsion I had felt the other morning had, mercifully, passed--or at least put itself on hold in the face of more important things.
'Walter," Mrs. Lattimer said with a sober nod.
“Reed,” he said. 'You're stunning."
“Thanks,” I replied lightly, trying to keep it casual.
He handed me the bouquet of roses, which smelled unbelievable. “These are for you.”
“Thanks,” I said again. Mrs. Lattimer cleared her throat- some sort of indication to me. “They're uh . . . lovely.”
Whittaker smiled. “Shall we?”
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He offered me his arm, as I had seen done in countless movies, and I almost laughed. Mrs. Lattimer nodded to me in a nudging way and I moved the bouquet to the crook of my left arm and slipped my right hand around his forearm. How I managed to do this without fidgeting or dropping anything, I have no idea. Apparently, watching all those movies had paid off.
Whittaker walked me over to the car and opened the door for me with a slight bow. I dropped into the bucket seat, tucking my jacket under my legs. When I looked out at Mrs. Lattimer again, she closed her eyes and shook her head.
Apparently there was a more graceful way to do that. At least Whittaker didn't seem to notice. He closed the door and turned to say a few words to Lattimer. I went to put the roses at my feet, but there was no room. They would have stuck up between my legs. I tried the backseat, but there was none. Finally I just laid them in my lap and buckled my seat belt beneath them.
I took a deep breath, inhaling the new-?leather-?and-?roses scent, and sat back, attempting to keep this gray cloud that had been following me around all night at bay. Trying to keep from giving it a name. I ran my hand over the chrome dashboard and tried to be excited. This was amazing, really. This car, the dress, the flowers. Being whisked off campus to some swank restaurant while the rest of the school was back in the cafeteria eating Friday night pot roast. I was lucky. I really was.
My eyes filled with tears.
Too bad I was with the wrong guy.
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The gray cloud enveloped me. Thomas was its name. This romantic evening should have been planned by him. I should have been with him. But instead he was out there who knew where, and I was here on a date with another guy.
The driver's-?side door opened and Whittaker folded himself in behind the wheel. “I'm honored that you decided to come with me tonight, Reed,” he said.
I took a deep breath and made myself smile. This was a means to an end. That was all it was. And if all went well here tonight, I'd be seeing Thomas soon enough.
“I'm honored you asked me.”
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BIRTHDAY BOY
On our approach to Boston I spotted the huge neon Citgo sign near the water and markers directing traffic to Fenway and Harvard. I stared out the windows at all the historic buildings, the domes and spires lit by the soft glow of strategically placed lights. On the water dozens of beautiful, pristine sailboats bobbed, tied up to docks, the water lapping at their bows. Tall apartment buildings hovered over them, affording what must have been amazing views of the harbor and killer sunrises each and every morning.
I had always wondered what it would be like to live near the water. Growing up in central Pennsylvania, I had never even been to the ocean. Now, seeing the Atlantic for the first time--even if it was just a tame inlet--I was hooked. It was all so peaceful and beautiful and serene.
“You look star struck,” Whittaker said to me as he turned the car and put the harbor in the rearview mirror.
“It's just really nice,” I said. “Thanks for bringing me.”
Whittaker smiled. “Anytime.”
We zipped along the water past huge hotels and the state-?of-
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